Author's Note: The last one-shot "Thinking of You" is technically an M rating. But I made the entire thing T coz it basically is. Just don't read the last one if you're not into M stuff :) Carry on.
Last Kiss- Taylor Swift
"Don't go," Addison's weak, barely audible voice sounded through the darkness.
She heard Teddy mumble something back, but the overpowering sound of the rain pelting against the roof drowned out her voice. Addison glanced at the digital alarm clock, just as it flicked over. 1:58. They'd be here soon to take her away, Addison thought to herself.
She watched as she saw the faint outline of Teddy's figure fumble through their closet, gathering last minute things. Addison could tell she was flustered and nervous. That's how she assumed Teddy was the last time she left. That was before they were together. Addison silently thanked God that she wasn't there the last time. "Please…please don't go," Addison said again, a little louder and with a little more hope, even though part of her knew it was useless.
"Addison, I have to!" Teddy's exasperated voice sounded as she stepped into the slight coming from their bedside table. Addison saw that her face was frustrated, but this was still hurting as much as it hurt herself.
"Y-You don't," Addison bit her lip, her gaze dropping to stare at Teddy's black combat boots. "Just tell them you can't. You have a job here. You have a life here. You have…you have me."
She felt the bed shift as Teddy sat down, placing a hand against her duvet-covered knee. "Addie…"
Addison sighed. She knew what was coming. She'd heard it many times before. This conversation had been frequent over the past few days. "I have a duty…" Teddy continued, grabbing Addison's hands, the cold touch startling her a little. "But, I'll be back. It'll be fine. You'll be fine."
"I don't want you to go," Addison said softly, her gaze lifting to meet Teddy's eyes. "I'm afraid. It's dangerous there."
Teddy licked her lips as she forced a small smile. She didn't like when Addison worried about her. "I know, but I'll be okay. I promise." She tried her best to sound reassuring.
The faint sound of a car horn sounded through the noise of the rain, signaling that it was time for Teddy to go. Squeezing her lover's hand, Teddy reached to the floor and picked up her duffel bag, slinging it over one shoulder. "I love you," she whispered before placing a quick, but tender kiss against Addison's lips.
Standing up, she slowly padded out of the room, her heavy combat boots creaking the floorboards as she disappeared out of Addison's sight.
Addison had replayed that night almost everyday for the past 4 months. Even though it had hurt her to see the love of her life leave, she knew that Teddy would always keep her word. She always did.
"Ma'am?" A deep, concerned voice broke her thoughts as she looked up at the man in uniform. She could tell that he had noticed her shaky hands as they gripped the small piece of white paper.
"I—," Addison was lost for words.
"Ma'am," The man spoke again as he placed a strong, gloved hand on her shoulder. "I'm truly sorry for your loss."
Fucking Perfect (Remix)- Travis Garland
"Addison…" Teddy placed a comforting hand on her friend's shoulder. She tensed a little as Addison maneuvered herself to lean into her body, her head burying itself in the crook of her neck as she continued to sob. Teddy felt her cheeks become flushed at the sudden close contact, but decided this was not the time and place to think of her own feelings towards the redhead. "Addie, it'll be okay, I'm here…"
Wrapping her arms around her friend, Teddy felt like she wanted to scream. She knew this was going to happen. She knew it was dangerous territory. She knew Sam was all wrong for Addison.
And yet, she sat back this whole time and said nothing.
Teddy felt like kicking herself. She hated seeing Addison like this. She mentally cursed herself for not listening to Callie and Arizona. "Teddy?" Addison's small voice broke her thoughts as she felt the redhead lean up to look into her eyes. "Teddy, what should I do?"
Teddy bit her lip. This could be the opportunity she was waiting for. Tell her. Tell her now, Teddy's mind screamed at her. Bringing her hand up to Addison's face, she thumbed away a few stray tears as she looked into the eyes of her best friend, who she had fallen deeply for. "Addison I…"
This was it. She needed to tell her that Sam wasn't the one for her. She was. She needed to tell Addison that she was the most beautiful and perfect person she'd ever laid eyes on. She need to tell her that Sam was a conceited douchebag, and so stupid for hurting her the way he did.
Just tell her that you're the one for her, Teddy's mind raced. Tell her that you'd never hurt her like that…
"What if I drove him to do this?" Addison's sobbing voice broke Teddy's thoughts once again. "I pushed him away, I made it too hard for him. God, I always do things like this…"
Teddy sighed, pulling her friend closer. "Addie, don't you ever feel like that, you're perfect."
With a small squeeze, she placed a chaste kiss on the crown of Addison's head. Now wasn't the time. This was about Addison. She was broken and in need of fixing. And as the next few words escaped her lips, Teddy knew that she wasn't the one to fix her, and probably never would be. "You need to talk to Sam."
Bad Girlfriend- Theory of a Deadman
Teddy buried her face in her hands. She didn't know if the headache she could feel coming on was due to the loud music, the fact that she had downed about thirty gin and tonics, or the fact of knowing that her girlfriend had been acting like a total stripper the entire night.
Peering through her fingers, she saw that Addison had now managed her way onto the bar counter, dancing around like a drunken mess in a dress that would probably be classified as a t-shirt in any other setting. Teddy watched with a shudder as her girlfriend downed another shot, a series of howls and wolf whistles following from the hypnotized pack of drunken locals below.
Teddy wasn't much of a party girl, but Addison sure was. She insisted on showing her girlfriend the LA nightlife, stating that Seattle was so drab and lifeless and all it did was rain. As much as Teddy would have rather stayed home with a case of beers, or a bottle of wine, cuddle up with Addison, the way the redhead had worked her tongue on Teddy had her approving of any request.
So, they ended up here in some supposedly hip bar, where everyone wanted to be seen. But that data was subjective, Teddy decided as she watched Addison lean forward and run a hand along her perfectly tan legs up to her thigh, her dress lifting slightly to give the audience a peek of her lacy, red thong. And so, Teddy sank back drink number thirty-one.
"Quite a show, isn't it?"
Teddy gave a slight roll of her eyes as she lifted a finger, indicating to the bartender to send another one her way. "If you're into that…" Teddy managed to reply, already sold that this was just some idiot who had been checking out her girlfriend the whole night.
"Are you?" Came the somewhat coy reply, as Teddy looked up to see a small smirk on the man's face.
Turning back to Addison, Teddy knew that even though she hated the drunk, slutty, stripper-like Addison, she couldn't deny that it was a sight that turned her on enough to make her want to go over there and rip off that material Addison wore that barely constituted a dress and have her right then and there. Narrowing her eyes, she saw her girlfriend now sandwiched between two males, grinding her ass into one's crotch as she continued to dirty dance on the counter.
Turning back to her company, she shrugged with a small smile, motioning for him to sit down with her. Across the room, this did not go unnoticed by Addison as she promptly stepped down from the counter, much to the dismay of her audience.
"Teddy…," she called out seductively as she approached her girlfriend and her new friend, causing them both to look up. Taking this opportunity she leant over and kissed Teddy, her tongue forcing its way into her lover's mouth. She was definitely claiming her property. "Let's go home," she smirked as she pulled away, grabbing Teddy's hand and leading her through the crowd.
Get Up, Get Up, Get Up- Barcelona
It had been five days.
Teddy wearily opened her eyes, the harshness of the light stinging her vision. It was blurry, but she could sense that someone was there. Opening her mouth, she tried to speak, but all that came out was a soft, barely audible groan.
"Teddy?"
She blinked a few times to clear her sight as the faces before her finally became clear.
"Oh my god, Callie, she's awake," She heard Arizona's worried, yet relieved voice. "Teddy, Teddy, you're okay."
Teddy struggled to understand what was happening. Everything hurt. Her friends noticed the confused expression upon her face. "Teddy," Callie's caring voice sounded as she carefully touched Teddy's hand. "There's been an accident."
The blinding lights tore Teddy's gaze away from Addison. As they neared closer, Teddy noticed the car was red. Or, was that just her vision? Regardless, she saw red right before they were hit. She could feel herself reach for Addison as her surroundings crushed into her, every part of her body knocking into almost everything as they turned, and turned, and turned, each time the feeling as though she was being slammed into the ground repeatedly with no sense of self defense. She as pretty sure her fingers had brushed against Addison's hair as they finally stopped.
It felt quiet, although she could hear the faint sound of the engine running. Her head felt heavy and her body felt paralyzed as she struggled to breathe. She tried to call out Addison's name, but could barely let out a whimper. The silence was soon interrupted as she heard yelling, a pair of boots managing their way into her vision, then someone's jeans, then their face. She realized she was upside down, her neck craned awkwardly against the broken window of the driver's side. "Are you alright!" A man screamed to her. Her lips trembled as she slowly turned her head away from him in search of her main concern. She felt her ability to breathe die out as Addison's limp, unresponsive figure lay next to her. Her head bowed almost solemnly.
"Addie…Addie, help's here. We're gonna make it."
"Addison?" Teddy bit back tears as she watched the change of expression in Callie and Arizona's face.
Thinking of You- Katy Perry
Addison bit her lip as Teddy's tongue danced over the skin on her neck. "Teddy…" she managed to breathe out just as Teddy lifted her head, attaching her lips to her lover's in a heated kiss.
Addison's finger's tangled themselves in Teddy's blonde locks, pulling her closer as their tongues tasted each other during their embrace. Addison moaned into her lover's mouth, their bodies meshed perfectly together, their hands roaming every inch of skin each other's skin. Slowing the kiss, Teddy pulls away, taking the opportunity to flash the redhead a sexy smile. "I love you," she whispers, in a tone that was almost identical to the first time she had said it to Addison. Brushing Addison's hair back with her fingers, Teddy place a tender kiss against her lover's lips, maneuvering them lower and lower, across her jaw line, to the crook of her neck, to the valley between her breasts, her fingers following her journey over the faintly blemished skin.
As she stopped to let her lips pay close attention to Addison's chest, Teddy allowed her fingers to continue lower, tickling the smooth skin of Addison's stomach, down to her thighs. Addison's have found their way back to Teddy's head. Her fingers gently gripping her hair as Teddy continues to dance her tongue over Addison's breast, her fingers brushing her thigh softly, inching them closer to the awaiting heat.
Teddy lifts her head to look into Addison's eyes, but the redhead has them squeezed tightly shut, her head pushed deep into the pillow in frustration as Teddy's fingers continue to play, but not touch the intimate area Addison wants them to. "Ready…?" she says in a teasing tone, admiring the cute expression Addison has on her face.
"Yes, Teddy, pl—" her plea is cut off as Teddy kisses her again and simultaneously allows her fingers to finally touch the sensitive area between her lover's legs as Addison muffled moans escaped between their joint lips.
Addison reaches down to grab Teddy's free hand, intertwining their fingers as her legs find themselves wrapped around Teddy's slender body as the blonde continues to move her fingers between them. With each soft stroke, Addison couldn't help but moan louder, her legs tightening around her lover's body as she can feel herself coming close to the edge.
Teddy feels Addison tighten around her fingers as she continues her movements, keeping her other hand tightly gripped with Addison's. "Oh my god…" Addison breathes out with each rub, thrust and curl of Teddy's fingers as she forces her other arm around Teddy's head to kiss her, her body finally feeling the full effects of Teddy's ministrations.
As Addison sinks into the mattress of the bed, Teddy hovers over her, admiring the redheads beautiful features. Leaning down, she places a small kiss atop Addison's nose. "I love you so much."
Addison smiles through heavy eyelids, her hand reaches up to caress Teddy's face. "I love you too. I wish you didn't have to go."
"I'm not going anywhere?" A more confused, coarse reply came as Addison's eyes shot open. "I thought we were just getting started?"
Addison swallowed hard as the realization that she wasn't with Teddy hit her hard. Teddy had left for Afghanistan over a month ago. Addison told herself that she wasn't going to miss her. They were barely together, just a fling, is what she wanted to believe. A heavy feeling of shame washed over her as she realized that Teddy was the one for her, and she was fooling herself into thinking she wasn't.
"Addison?"
Blinking up, she saw the face of Mark Sloan staring back at her. "I—I'm sorry…continue…"
Okay, so I have a few things to address.
1. I've been out of the FanFiction writing scene for a while, so I do apologise if this isn't the kind of thing people do on here anymore. Also, if it's pure crap. Let me know, I can handle a bit of abuse :)
2. I only did 5 songs because I'm lazy and they turned out to be longer than expected. Normally I only do like 150 words for each, but hey. Quality over quantity.
3. I picked Teddison because of course, they are my OTP. And there aren't enough stories about them. I do encourage though, if they intrigue you, please write about them!
4. You're supposed to be tagged if you read this, but I'm not mean. You don't have to. But, it would be highly recommended.
Reviews are greatly appreciated. Anonymity is fine if you're embarrassed about reading Femslash, or my work in general :)