I Saw

by DeltaLead038

I wrote this one over a period of some weeks. It originally started as just the first paragraph but as things happened and I wrote the other two they just seemed to fit together. Each paragraph is another piece of me at those times.

I saw.

I looked and saw, saw the past and present and shades of times yet to come. I saw memories and moments, dreams and hope of dreams. Yet in these things I saw, I saw one thing not. One thing called me. I saw joy and sorrow, together and alone, and I saw myself, myself missing these things. Times I wished to see, places I could never be. But through it all on thing prevailed. I saw. I saw a future, a future with hope. Hope of times and hope of dreams. Times unseen yet there for me. Memories unmade yet there to make. A chance to be in those shades of things yet to be. All these were shown unto me. To be there with her in times of need, times of fear. To help and comfort and just to be. But also to be in times of joy, times of hope, and times in which to love. In all I saw and all left to see, I know this one thing above all. That the past is gone, the present through. All that's left is time with you. Time I missed, time I'll never have again. All that's left is time. Time to spend with you.

But then I got depressed again as I saw all the things I missed, and all the time with her I never had, and never can get back. But then I thought again, and realized, that while I missed the time before, and the memories I'll never have, that now I have the chance to have more time with her, and memories yet to make, the hope of days and things unseen. Knowing now that I can be, be in those times yet to come, and guarantee, that from now on I'll be there, in those times and memories.

And now I look, I look out toward that which is yet to come. I look with hope, hope of joy, hope of love. With all that is yet to come, all that is yet to be, I know there is one thing that will always be. I will look to you with love, hope of a life spent with you. This is my dream. A dream I wish to come to be someday, Time will tell and Wait I shall, wait for you and wait for me. I will wait to know and see, to see where time will take you and me. I will wait for love, wait for hope, and wait for dreams. I will wait for you, for you are truly worth the wait. I will wait.