A/N the song will have ~around~ it, Hermione's thoughts, and * Flashbacks *. I own the plot ant that is about it. The characters belong to J. K. Rowling and the song belongs to Evanescence.
~long lost words whisper slowly to me~
* 'I will stay in here if you wish. Watch over you while you sleep to make sure your dreams don't turn unpleasant again.' Severus offered. Hermione shook her head and scooted over so Severus could lie beside her comfortable. 'I love you Hermione, don't ever doubt or forget that. Promise me.' Severus said with an earnesty she could not remember him ever using before. 'I will. This will be the last battle and we will never be apart again. I love you.' *
~ still can't find what keeps me here
when all this time I've been so hollow inside~
I have been in paradise for almost a week now and I feel no better. How dare that basted haunt me and leave me so empty feeling. The sun will do me good, right, I will find all these hot tan men in Florida. Why does everything make me think of him.
~I know you're still
there
watching me wanting me
I can feel you pull me down~
I come to the only place that was not predominately settled by England and I find Severus' twin.
* 'That will be $18.18 with tax and your pizzas will be ready to pick up in 20 minutes.' The pizza guy said over the phone. 'Thank you.' Hermione said. Rob is it, he sounded nice. Maybe he will take some pity on this little English girl and show her how to have a nice time around here. As Hermione walked in she saw a girl of about 19 or 20 at the counter, a guy of about 6"1' I hope he is Rob topping a pizza, and past what looked to be a leprechaun in human form leaving with a pizza. 'Buckle up, Drive safe, and have Fun Sheamus.' even has an Irish name, sounds like there might actually be a non-wrinkly, good spirited girl in this town after all. 'How may I help you Madam?' the young blond asked me. 'I ordered two pizza. Granger.' She stepped over to the rack of boxes. '18.18 is your total, Wes go tell Rob he has a customer, please.' The tall blond boy walked back to the back and up walked, 'how may I help you ma'am?' 'Sever…' 'Ma'am, how may I help you?' Rob repeated. 'I…ah… ordered two pizzas. Granger.' how could I find a younger version of Severus in the middle of no where disguised as a hole in the wall between Boca Grand Florida and Tampa/St. Pete. 'Here you go ma'am.' Rob said. Hermione set down a 20 and practically ran out of the store.But he had blue eyes. Much like Lucious and Draco's eyes.*
it was all too intense, our relationship was unnatural. It had to be. No one can be that close. I can still feel his presence, like a comfortable blanket but I don't want it. I just feel so empty.
~fearing you ~
* 'what are you doing down here Miss Granger. The dungeon corridors are no place for a little tart like yourself. Run back to your warms Lion's den and stay away from the pit of vipers you seem so drawn to.' Severus sneered sarcastically in his silkiest voice. Hermione could only tremble at his towering form and run.
~loving you~
* 'Remember I love you.' Hermione said from behind silk-topped satin screen. 'I love you two and no matter how tasteless or ghastly inappropriate it is Ginny said you should wear it once. Please show me it can't be that bad. What is it scarlet with gold trim with the Gryf...' Hermione stepped out and indeed it was scarlet with gold trim that turned into the Gryffindor crest. The satin teddy how ever was very modest yet showed off her fetchers well. She walked forward with a small smile on her face. 'I told you it was bad. But,' she paused before Severus. She leaned forward, showing her cleavage off quit nicely, and picked up his hand. 'now what do you want with that my dear.' Severus asked in mock puzzlement as she kissed each knuckle. then gently took his middle finger in her mouth and suck on it, slowly pulling it out. A low groan from Severus as he close his eyes. She then brought his other hand up and placed them both cupping her breasts. 'Look now what I am wearing.' The teddy had seamlessly changed from the lurid scarlet and gold satin to a fine emerald and silver silk that was almost shear and very well cut. It showed off her cleavage more with less material and was more form fit to her body. 'that is the most sexiest silk skin I have ever seen.' Severus said with a laugh. Then Hermione ran her finger from her lip down to her naval and it was gone. ' Did Gin do well then?' Hermione asked with a laugh at Severus' face. 'Happee Birthday Severus.' *
~I won't let you
pull me down~
*'Severus I will be back in the morning. I can't stand to be around you.' Hermione screamed thru hear tears as she slammed the door and dissapperated to Harry's flat.
~hunting you I can smell you – alive~
* Hermione sat blindfolded every scent she could identify. 'powdered unicorn horn'… 'dew of belladonna'… 'hmm…. That one is harder. I smell sandalwood, smoke, and… I think… rosemary.' Hermione stopped to think If I say essence of Severus Snape he will scoff at me but that is what it is with small smile she said, 'Severus Snape, the fragrance.' 'Correct as always.' Severus said with a halfhearted sneer.
~your heart pounding
in my head~
* as Hermione began to come down from her climax Severus collapsed next to her boneless from his own release, rolling Hermione to lay atop of him. His heart beat an erratic fast pass that was dizzying to Hermione, his breathing was still coming in shallow breaths.*
~watching me ~
*Hermione lay on the rug in front of the fire in the study that connected hers and Severus rooms. Taking notes on the tomes she was reading looking for a way to defeat the Dark Lord. 'how may I help you Severus?' Hermione inquired with out a glace upward. She knew he had been standing there for some time now.*
~wanting me~
* Severus jut continued standing there, mentally sketching each curve and alcove of her body with his eyes. Taking in every move she made for latter fodder. 'can I help you?' Hermione said finally looking up at him. The look in his eyes was almost scary, like a cheetah looking at its last meal. 'No miss granger, you have helped enough already.' And with that he swept into his rooms.*
~I can feel you pull me down~
*As Snape began to build in his furry he seemed to pull the very oxygen out f their surroundings.*
~saving me~
* As Hermione began to awake she realized what the overly clean smell and the rigidly starchy feeling of the bed cloths meant. With out opening her eyes she said 'How did I get in the infirmary and who brought me here?' when she heard no one bustle over to her bed side and start shoving potions down her throat she opened her eyes. ' I brought you here and why the hell did you try to follow me to that meeting. Luckily I found you before any real harm can to you. The death eater that was beating the piss out of you is currently lying with a knife in his back.' *
~raving me ~
* 'I am pleased to announced that the plan was all Hermione's idea and what ever she says to the otherwise is a lie. She did all the work I only got in her way.' Severus announced as he was being interviewed about the last battle.* Later he regretted it and sworn never to shag me before an interview in the broom closet again. Hermione thought riley
~watching me~
* As Hermione rocked back and forth in a well-practiced rhythm she watched Severus watch her work. His eyes never leaving hers. His hands running over her skin like wild fire.*
~watching me, wanting me, I can feel you pull me down
fearing you, loving you , I won't let you pull me down~
I can't stay here forever. I need cloths and I need to get out of here. Some how it all makes me think of him. Hermione thought as she ate the last piece of cold chicken Alfred pizza she disapperated.