summary- today lucy is going to confess her true feelings for natsu but circumstances leads her to choose between her happiness and her friend's happiness...(BAD SUMMARY) LOL (NICE-ONE SHOT! please READ!)

I know I have other stories to finish up but last night while lying on mty bed I cam up with this story..which for some reasons felt real to believe so I HAD TO WRITE THIS ! and I hope you guys liked it...its a sad one..but I liked the plot :3 sorry for grammatical mistakes...

lucy- you made me look so sad *sulks*

me- sorry...

lucy- I am happy you are not who created fairy tail !

me- well it is created and owned by hiro mashima-san !

lucy- I know

me- she is angry on me *lol* HERE YOU GO WITH STORY BY THE WAY ! ENJOY !

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sun was shining brighter than usual today for a certain blonde mage who was hopping towards her guild happily, A place that changed her life forever in a good way gave lifetime memories , friends on whom she can cling on during problems , courage to face her darkest fears and most of all she found herself getting closer and closer to a certain pinkette who was always there to cheer her up during the most deadest time to make her angry on him for no reason with his goofy smile he can win over anyone...he has the most purest heart and dumbest head a guy can ever get ! but that's what makes him...natsu dragneel.

She always wanted to become a fairy tail mage, for her it was a dream but natsu gave life to her dreams and changed it to reality...Lucy still remembers the first day when she met the salamander who was in hargeon finding his dragon...it was natsu who saved her from the fake salamander's spell and brought her back to senses...it was the first time she met him...

"how much does this cost ?" Lucy asked the fruit vendor who was selling different types of fruit, she picked up the apples and oranges and payed for it. "good day miss!" the brown haired man smiled brightly at her for buying his fruits. she happily placed the fruits in her little bag while thinking about him...he really likes eating.

yup. the fire dragon slayer was a hearty eater, how can she forget ? it would be for the best if she keeps something for him to munch on before hand. natsu and happy always barge into her house without telling her and when she asked for an explanation...

"why on earth are you sleeping on my bed!?"

the pinkette lazily replied "I don't know your place is so comfortable...and feels like home..."

natsu was the main reason why she used to have her breakfast in the guild...

FLASHBACK

Lucy grabbed her usual seat in the bar and a silver haired take-over mage came to take her orders "a strawberry milkshake and sandwich please Mira-Chan.."

mirajane giggled "looks like someone raided your refrigerator again~~!" she rolled her tongue while saying that.

Lucy sweat dropped "yeah...now I have to do grocery shopping again today!" she threw her hands in the air and started crying anime style that made everyone laugh in the guild.

END OF FLASHBACK

it was true when she was not that close to natsu it was annoying when he did the your-home-my-home thing but as the time passed on she grew comfortable with his presence in her house, now without him barging in through the window felt like the day was not completed.

"can you give me my ball back miss!" a kid waved towards Lucy interrupting her bubble dream, she analyzed her surroundings and found out that the kid was asking for his ball back which was at the present near her feet. "aye~!" she said while picking it up and throwing it back towards him...today is a really cheerful day, she was walking by the park that was covered by sakura's

yet another memory with him regarding tree's...it was the sakura festival and she was down with fever and natsu uprooted the entire sakura tree just for to see as natsu knew that it was lucy's first time ever seeing the festival..."natsu..really cares for me" and than a blush crept her face, her hands slowly moved towards her heart and she clutched it tight to make it stop beating but of no use it was beating out of love (AN- LOL)

lucy was getting too attached to him now, the most sweetest memories of her life were filled with him...how can she possibly not love that idiot ?

there had been hundreds of times when she could have just confessed her heart out but at that time she was not quite sure about her own feelings...but now she knows what her heart wants and as they say NOW OR NEVER !

"here I go..!" lucy was standing in front of the big gate of the fairy tail guild. She closed her eyes and gave it a push to open it and for her surprise...the guild was..empty...there were people lot of people but as she stepped in..here eyes were finding a certain fire mage who was not in the guild... "LUCY!" a girl with white hair came and hugged her with all her might and lucy hugged her back. "oi oi lissanna ? what happened ? you look happy!" lucy asked lisanna with a cheerful voice, lisanna her second bestfriend after levy (AN- yup lissanna is not a bitch in my fan-fic :p) was happier than ever right now that she squealed and took her to mirajane.

"mira-nee!" lisanna called out the beautiful young lady who was for some reasons helping others decorate the guild. well, why are they decorating the guild ? no occasions or birthdays ? and even lisanna looks in her best mood today and thats when mirajane untangled herself from the work and made her way towards me with her usual sun shine bright smile.

"lucy! great news! you know this little girl over here ! at last found her love!" I jumped over in excitement screaming on top of my lungs with joy! "LISSANNAA~~!" I hugged her and she giggled because of my reaction. It is going to be a double party it means ! after I confess to natsu than me and lissanna will go on double dates with our love! wait...in my excitement I forgot to ask..whom she loves I thought.

that's when lissanna said "I know right ! everyone went gaga when they heard that I am in love and you know what!? they went even more crazy when they heard that I am in love with natsu dragneel! that idiot!" and looked straight into my eyes. I felt something crack up inside me...I don't know...but it hurts so badly...I think my heart just got broke into two pieces. I don't know how to react..should I laugh ? or should I cry ? she is waiting for my reaction...I can see my eyes getting filled up with water...NO I CAN'T CRY ! I SHOULD BE HAPPY ! AT LEAST HAPPY FOR HER ! "thats...AWESOME LISSANNA! YOU AND NATSU WOULD make...gre-at coupl..e.." and I started laughing crazily, lisanna looked at me in confusion cause I was acting a bit weird now.. my last words came out in a low and cracked up voice as if I was about to cry...I had no power to look into her eyes cause i am no good with honest eyes..so I went straight towards levy and helped her out with the decoration leaving behind lissanna and mira-chan.

levy...she knows everything about me that I love that dense idiot and all my foot steps getting lighter and lighter and tears threatening to fall I went to darkest corner out of everyone's reach and started crying soflty so that I don't catch anyone's attention..."lucy.." I heard levy hug me from behind "don't cry.." her hug felt like a trigger to my suppressed emotions and I faced her and hugged as tightly I can with my tears leaking out my eyes on her clothes, she didn't care and started consoling me.

lucy what are you doing ? I heard a voice in my head, you can't cry! you have to stay strong for that girl who had suffered more than you ! she lost her family , friends everything at such a young age and had to live in a parallel world away from her happiness. she made you her best friend she trusts you ! you can't take away her only love natsu...she told you about her past , present and even future and you can't plan on taking it away by confessing your love to that pinkette can you ?

She was still hugging levy with all her might but she had stopped crying but her eyes were red and swollen. She pulled away from levy and smiled a bit, "I am now fine levy" at which levy just replied back "lucy..confess your love to natsu and let him choose! you can't suppress what you feel for him!" she was at the verge of tears by seeing her best friend in pain but lucy just giggled a bit and wiped a tear from her eyes "no no ! levy I can't make this harder for him, I am happy for lissanna and natsu...and I hope you wont tell anyone...please..." at which levy sighed and nodded but said in alow soft voice "sometimes you have to think about your own happiness as well my lu-chan"

lucy smiled a bit bigger and started running towards lissanna before glancing at levy "I WILL LEVY-CHAN BUT SOMETIMES LATER ! I GUESS" and disappeared in the crowd leaving a sighing levy behind.

back at lucy...

"lissanna ! everythings done! flowers are hanged and food is rea-" lissanna cut her off in the middle of her sentence and said with a worried expression "lu-chan why did you run away before don't you like me loving natsu...?" lucy did her best to look offended "what are you talking about !? lissanna ! how could I? and why would I? it was just that I was shocked to know that a smart girl like you fell in love with that idiot!" and she gave her best laugh... "thankgod! lu-chan I thought you loved him and was angry on me...cause if that was the reason than I might have never forgave myself" I know you have a pure heart...you will really take god care of natsu...lissanna

"OI OI EVERYONE !" the doors flew open and everyone looked at the loud person who was wearing a black colored coat with a belt on his waist and white colored pants and the striking thing about him was his pink hair it was natsu dragneel...girls squealed and boys smirked at him..but he was finding a blonde mage in the crowd "OI OI LUCY?! where were YOU!?" he ran towards her and whined like a kid at which lucy gave him a deadly look and smacked his head "you IDIOT! GO THERE!" I have to be a bit distant fro him...now onwards

"OI lucy you are mean ! I was finding the whole magnolia for you!" and he turned around and walked out looking a bit angered...lucy's heart broke again but she kept herself together and smiled at lissanna as a go-get-him-look at which she ayed her and went for him.

everyone were eavesdropping at the white haired and pinkette's conversation outside but lucy was sitting on the table writing in her diary just so that she could distract herself from seeing the love of her life getting taken away by her best friend...well she herself gave her the consent but how to console this silly heart ? brain is so practical but this heart of ours is so dangerous it falls for those we never wished to fall in the first place !

dear diary,

I..don't know why I am writing in you right now...I think just so that I can get my mind diverted...so that I can control my tears from falling and damping you...so that I can see everyone here happy...If I had confessed to natsu than everyone would have been unhappy and I can't possibly handle to see my family unhappy because of me...the people who excepted me for who I am...

"OI ! lucy! now you are such a wierdo!" "AAHH!" luy screamed when she saw natsu towering over her and trying to read what she was writing but than she "lucy kick!" him and he fell on the floor rubbing his temples.

"this is for trying to read my diary!" she held the paper close to her heart breathing heavily..

"I DIDN"T EVEN READ A WORD" he whined at her.

she sighed with relief...thankgod or else what I did would have gone in vain...

lucy was never able to understand natsu's behavior to be true..just a second..angry..and now whining like a kid again at her...wait a second..what happened ? and thats when a small smile crept on her face and her hair covering her eyes she saw natsu holding lissanna's hand with a goofy grin.

She was too engulfed in writing that she didn't even notice the how-they-got-together scene. well it was for the best , that was the first thing that clicked..."congratulation dumb natsu! you finally got a girl!" lucy teased him. natsu blushed ten folds of red and started chasing her throughout the guild. She didn't knew how childish she was looking right now running and laughing like hell. all she knew was this is the only time she can cherish with him...after this he will be lissanna's forever...a tear fell from her eyes and she stopped causing natsu to fall over her.

KYAA~~!

and everyone laughed. "let the celebration began!" everyone cheered, the party went for like 2-3 hours. makarov was looking contented with his children and natsu's achievement, cana was drinking as usual, elfman was with evergreen arguing about how she is not manly enough to be with him and mirajane was serving drinks to everyone.

levy was with the other girls she looked at me time to time as if she was checking on me to know if I was fine or not and I mouthed her I am ok and smiled but she just sighed everytime I did that.

I saw natsu and lissanna dancing in the guild...feeding each other..more like lissanna was feeding him cause he is too dense to be that romantic and I laughed a bit...and where am I ? sitting on a table far away from everyone drinking a juice trying to act cheerful even though I am dieing on the inside...now I for true get the meaning of being all alone in a crowded room...my heart is just too deeply cut that it feels like it will never get healed...

I got up from my seat when I made sure that no one was looking at me and made my way towards the guild's door and for the last time looked at the pinkette and this time my heart did skip a beat again but when it skipped my eyes got clouded with tears and there was a loud pain and it felt empty on my left side... but than also I was happy...after all I knew..lissanna would keep him happy...

"now I am just a friend...stay happy natsu" and she ran away crying soft enough so that no one hears her...

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"In a love triangle someone is bound to be broken hearted and I chose to be the one instead of seeing my friends in pain" -lucy

okay :3 I will make it into a proper story but as you see it was supposed to be a one-shot I don't have that much of inspiration but I will soon find ! *powers up*

soo I have put a poll on my profile. vote for your favorite guy ! minnaa~~!