Dying... had admittedly been on my mind more than I liked to admit, but it wasn't in a suicidal way. No, I would never do it, but it was in the morbid "void" sense that it came to me when I was bored. Or in the middle of doing something. Or a lull in conversation.
What would the person next to me think? What would the person across the street think? What would happen to me? Could I think in the afterlife?
Unfortunately, I found out far, far too soon. I was my own undoing.
I remember falling and falling and falling...
And then nothing but warmth surrounding me.
I didn't think much during my time in what I later found out to be my new mother's womb. It was an endless abyss of comforting warmth, floating in oblivion. Every once in a while, I would hear words and voices that were lost in meaning, lost in limbo as I was. Everything was perfect, nothing was wrong, I felt I could stay there forever...
Suddenly everything was moving. Like glass cracking, breaking across the infinity I was in, then each piece having a nail scrapped down it eternally, I panicked and screamed and fought. The walls closed in, I was getting crushed, I was going to die!
Then suddenly that stopped and was replaced with piercing cold, and I remembered with sudden clarity that I needed to breathe.
Why had I stopped breathing in the first place? What was happening?
Breathe. Think. Calm yourself.
Going silent, I barely managed to open my eyes. Everything was a blur and my head felt like a heavy weight when I tried to move it. However, a set of giant hands came into sight close enough for me to make them out from the rest of the blurry world, picking me up and wrapping me in something warm. Picked up again, I was placed into another pair of arms, and when I looked up...
Oh.
...This beautiful, smiling face is my mother.
I'm a newborn baby.
...I think it's okay now to let the shock and trauma wash over me.
Hey guys, Raisalis here. This is a story that will hopefully get written in a decent amount of time. If I don't update, tell my lazy ass to update please.
Now, for this story... firstly, it will be a Reset!AU story. Later on there's going to be a lot of shenanigans happening, so if you wanted something closer to slice of life, this isn't the story for you. Yes, there will be slice of life in the first five to ten chapters, but... with resets happening, that will come to a quick stop.
Secondly, I haven't decided who the love interest will be, though... I'm leaning towards two in particular. You can guess all you want, but I won't tell~
(Because even I don't know, haha)
You can find me on the MM Amino app as well. I draw mostly fan-art on there, but you can msg me too if you wanna discuss the story or something. Or just talk, that's cool too. It's "Rai", with a pen-sketch of 707 as the profile pic.
