Ok, so I got this idea stuck in my head while watching a PewdieCry fan video on YouTube. The song was Lie by Megurine Luka. I almost died watching it. Anyways, it gave me an idea for a one-shot. Here it is for your reading pleasure.
Lie
-Cry POV-
I stared up at the ceiling as I listened to the soft breathing of my best friend and lover Pewdie. Yes THAT Pewdie. The one with over 5 million subscribers on YouTube. Lately, I've been feeling strange about our relationship. Sure we love each other but I feel like he's slipping away from me. It's not that I'm losing him to YouTube or his Bros, I just feel like we are growing apart. I looked over at the clock next to Pewdie's bed. 3:30 AM. I was living with him in Sweden. I have been since Mariza and Felix broke up because she felt like Pewdie cared more about YouTube than he did about her. It was a hard time for the swede but we got through it together. I could never get used to the strange time difference so while Pewdie slept, I would lie awake and think. It was during these late night pondering sessions that I felt my doubt grow. I got up from the bed and walked to the kitchen. My bare feet made no sound on the shag carpet that ran through the apartment. I shivered as the cool air touched the bare skin of my chest. I leaned against the countertop and let out a long sigh. I knew that I loved him and vice versa but I have always felt as if our love was dead from the start. I didn't want to think like that but I couldn't help it. I guess that I decided this a long time ago. I didn't want to but maybe it was for the best.
I was going to leave.
I don't know when I decided this exactly, maybe a month ago? I don't really care to debate it in my head. I had slowly packed up some of my clothes over the past month. I was going to have to leave some of my clothes behind if I was going to leave tonight. I'm surprised the swede hasn't caught on and tried to stop me from leaving but this is the man who has to have someone almost spell it out for him. All I needed to grab from our- his bedroom was my laptop case and my headphones. I had hidden my suitcases in the supplies closet. I pushed off the counter and walked back to his room. I quickly changed into jeans and a t-shirt and pulled my jacket on and grabbed my laptop case and let my headphones rest on my neck. The green Beats headphones were given to me by Felix for my birthday last year. I pulled my suitcases out from the closet and set them by the door. I then sat down to write a note to Felix.
Dearest Felix,
I'm sorry for leaving so suddenly. But I'm afraid that we have grown apart in this past year. I know that you know that I love you with all my heart and always will. I just hope that you will forgive me for leaving. I wish I could tell you this in person but I don't think I could have the nerve to tell you. I hope you find someone that makes you smile like I did and I hope we can still stay in touch after this. Just know that I will always love you Felix, forever and always. I hope to see you smile with someone who loves you as much as I do. By the time you read this, I will probably be on a plane back to America. This is NOT your fault at all Felix so don't harm yourself. I love you. Thank you for loving me back.
Ryan
I folded the note and left it on the table. I then walked to the door and silently let myself out. I locked the door and slid the key under the door. Then I walked towards the elevators and pressed the call button. After the elevator slid open and I stepped inside and pushed the button for the first floor, I leaned against the wall and watched as the numbers counted down to G. I left the building and put my suitcases in my rented car. I drove to the airport and parked the vehicle. I grabbed my two bags and hung my laptop case from my shoulder. I walked quickly inside the airport and went up to the ticket desk. A little while later, I had a ticket back to Florida in my back pocket. The plane was to land at 4:00 and was to be in the air by 4:30. I sat down with my stuff and pulled out my iPod and plugged my headphones in. I put the device on shuffle and a song that I had never heard started playing. I looked at the title. 'Lie by Megurine Luka'. It then hit me, this was one of the songs that my cousin Sierra had accidently sent to my iPod a few months ago. I shrugged and let the song play.
Why can't it
Be perfect
This love is not
Even real
Why don't I
Cry for you
When love was dead
From the start
Man this song totally worked with this moment. I listened to the lyrics closely.
I don't want you
I don't need you
I'll forget you
It doesn't matter!
I'll play along
Writing our song
We are perfect
I love you
No!
This is so wrong!
Why aren't you gone?
I know you're not that strong!
Don't listen to me
We'll always be
So perfectly happy
This song seemed to be speaking to me. I paused it as a voice came over the intercom. "Flight 102 for American Airlines has been delayed until 5:30. We are sorry for the inconvenience." I sighed. This was just great. I had to wait even more. I unpaused the song.
The lies you
Subcome to
Blissfully unaware
I don't know
How you can't
See through my façade
I don't want you
I don't need you
I'll forget you
It doesn't matter!
I'll play along
Writing our song
We are perfect
I love you
No!
This is all wrong!
Why aren't you gone?
I know you're not that strong!
Don't listen to me
We'll always be
So perfectly happy
And maybe
One day I'll
Get to see
Your smile
In the arms
Of someone
Who loves you
Like I do
No!
This is all wrong!
Why aren't you gone?
I know you're not that strong!
Don't listen to me
We'll always be
So perfectly happy
As the song came to an end, I felt tears run down my face. That song described this whole mess. I put the song on repeat and leaned back in the uncomfortable plastic chair. I felt my eyes slide shut as the song ran through the second verse. 'Oh, Pewds… I hope this isn't a mistake…..'
So….. How did I do?! This was just a random idea that popped into my head that would not go away until I wrote it down. I know I said that this was going to be a one-shot but I might make it a two-shot with Pewdie going to the airport to try and stop Cry from leaving. We shall see, we shall see. Read and review!