I grabbed my bag and slid on my red wayfarers, Watching him put on his. He saw me looking and gave me a reassuring smile. One I'd seen a lot lately. I pushed the door of the hotel open and was greeted with a lot of flashing lights and I felt some one grab my hand and pull me away. Ahh. The life of fame and fortune. How nice. We got to the car and that some one happened to be my boyfriend of 6 months. His name, Nick, Nick Jonas to be precise. Yep. The Nick Jonas. But as much as I loved him, and I did. So much. We were just slipping apart. He ignores me constantly. I feel so alone in the world and yes I would like a cuddle now and again but I'd be surprised if I got a peck on the lips these days. I wanted the boy I fell in love with back. The one who cared and listened. The one who would ring me just to say I love you. I wanted him. Who was I kidding? That's in the past now.
We got into the car and sat in an awkward silence as he turned the key in the ignition. And off we went to what you would call a house, not a home. He turned the radio up and started to hum along to song totally blanking me.
'Nick?' I said almost in a whisper.
'Hmm' he said. 'Hmm' not even a word.
'I Love you' I said still almost whispering.
'Jess...' he started.
'Save it nick.' I cut him off. 'Do you love me or not? What the hell happened to us nick? We were perfect. Look at you. You hardly speak to me anymore; I just want you to be there for me nick. I want you back. So tell me do you?'
'Jess of course I love you. I'd do anything for you. Its just I'm on tour a lot and I hate ringing you it just makes me want you more, I don't want to get so close then just have you ripped away from me. 'He started to explain, I could see he was hurt but not half as much as I was.
'Nick, I'd never leave you. I've been here from the beginning, why can't you just see that i'm right in front of you. Nick I'm here!' I shouted, I know I shouldn't but I did.
'God Damn It jess, it's not just about you. I have a career I have a life, and I want you init but you just don't understand. What Do you Want?!' he yelled.
I could feel the tears fill up my eyes as we pulled up. I grabbed my bag, opened the car door and screamed. ' I Want My Boyfriend Back!' and stormed into the house.
Nicks POV.
Crap! I can't believe I did that. I got out the car and went in after her.
'Jess !' I shouted 'Jess' I went in all the rooms and she was no where to be found
Have I really been shutting her out like that? What has happened to me?
I sat down on the couch and thought about what to do.
No Ones POV.
Jessica sat there on her own in the spare bedrooms bathroom. She was sat on the cold hard bathroom floor crying, wondering where it went wrong. She felt horrible about what she said to nick. But it was true, in those 6 months together they spent three of them avoiding each other.
Nick was making his way upstairs when he heard a faint crying sound coming from the spare room. He knew he had to sort this out. He just knew it.
Jess POV.
I heard someone come in the bedroom but I didn't move. I just lay there crying all the tears that had built up over time. This is what I meant when I said I needed him to be there for me. It's been what an hour and nothing. I heard the door open to the bathroom but I didn't bother to look up. I just carried on sobbing as I saw a pair of feet that belonged to nick move closer to me. I looked up to see nick, his beautiful face traced in tear stains. I'd hurt him, so much. I really hurt him.
"I'm so sorry" I choked out, looking at my hands, I couldn't bear to look at him.
I saw him sit next to me out of the corner of my eyes and he pulled me into a hug as I sobbed onto his chest.
"Don't be babe, it's all my fault" he whispered in my ear sending a shiver down my spine.
" No it's not, I shouldn't have shouted I shouldn't." I cried even harder into his chest.
It'd been along time since he held me like this.
" I promise everything will be okay" he coaxed.
And slowly I fell asleep to the sound of his heartbeat.
So,
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It kind of Came to me last night when I was
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