Dear all McHart,

This is my first time writing a fanfiction.

I love reading many Mchart fanfictions. So, it's time to write my own and share with you.

I hope you all like it.

Remark**

English is not my mother language. I try my best to do it. If there's any grammar error, I am truly sorry you in advance.

This story happens after 2x8 of The Good Fight.

Kurt was in Diane's office and looked at her for the last time. There she is 'the love of his life'. A woman whom he wanted to spend his entire life with. Today was the day that he would remember after he did something he knew that it would regret for the rest of his life.

Kurt had been reconsideration his this choice for 1 years after separation. He admitted that he felt bad with the affairs with Holly Westfall. He blamed himself for hurting her. Why he was so stupid to do something like that? He had Diane, the top and successful litigator in Chicago as his wife. Their marriage was perfect. He always thought their relationship was the best combination. They always had a difference opinions and lifestyle. These kind of things never against their love and relation. He loved her so much. He wanted to fix their marriage. Reunion with his wife, back to business of love was what he desired the most.

Unfortunately, there's one thing that changed his decision differently. After he saw her with a guy in her office, there's something between them. That guy was not her client, he was very sure because the way they talked, they must've known each other some times. All he knew now that the combination of hurt, betrayed, disappointed and sad were stuck inside him which he couldn't get them out. The picture of his beloved wife with that guy kept in his mind.

The uncleared of their marriage that filled with doubts became clearer and clearer that's made understood why she still denied him to move in with her after he requested last two weeks. He realized now that she moved on and started her new relationship by seeing another guy without him in her life anymore.

Why their marriage became like this?

Why she gave him up?

Why ?

"I can't take this anymore. I'm so sorry. I think it's about time that I have to do this." He closed his eyes before said and handed her an envelope. He already felt guilty and hate himself so much. It was so hard for him to do this. He thought that it's the only choice and too late to turn back time to fix what happened in the past.

Diane was happy to him again. She loved him visiting her in her office. She looked at him with curiosity. Why he said something weird?

"What's in this?" She looks nervous. Then, she opened the envelope and she saw a divorce paper. The one that she gave him after the Randell's Ponzi scheme. She noticed his signature , it made this document was completed and valid. She was shocked and her heart was crashing into millions of pieces. Her tears started to fall out.

"So, you want a divorce?" she asked him. Her voice was shaking and her eyes looked so hurt.

"I should do it a long time when you told me to."

He did not reply her yes or no. With calmed voice which he had gain all of his strength to control as much as possible. This was all he can tell to her right now. He didn't want to say anymore word

"But why now, Kurt?" Diane asked him back while she's staring his face. His reply made her hurt even more like he opened her left chest, drag her heart out and squeeze it. Diane asked because she wanted to know his real reason. She knew that he had been trying to reconcile with her for a year. She loved him and he loved her, they already knew. But, she still needed a space and time. Why he couldn't give her a little bit more?

"Goodbye, Diane" This was the hardest word for him to say and he couldn't stand in this room with her anymore. He wished to disappear now. Then, he walked out her office as fast as he could without turning his head to see her. He didn't want to change his decision. But, in his mind, it was difference he wanted to beg her on his knee to forgive him. He wanted her to give their marriage another he wanted to give her a passionately kiss and hold her tight endlessly.

Diane saw him leave her office and walked to an elevator. He walked inside and didn't even turn around to see her until the elevator door was closed. She still stunned by his word and felt numb. Closed her eyes for a few second was the only way she could handle right now. She didn't want to see him walk of her life forever. He's gone. Finally, it's him to gave her up even their marriage.

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Their marriage should not be end like this.

What do you think?

Ps. I posted it'yester and accidentally deleted it. I decide to recheck my spelling and add some content more.

I have a cute feedback from my first post. Thank you very much.

"I think kurt should divorced to Diane at this l like this novel and think you are great.- Guest"