A/N: I do NOT own Kingdom Hearts or the characters what so ever.. If I did own them, then there would be very MANY and interesting things that would've happened.. Also if you don't like a lot of cussing, then please don't read this... Yes there will be a lot of cussing... nods

So please, don't flame if you don't like cussing... and the same goes for it you don't like boyxboy action and what not..

Arigotu

The song called "Blade" from the game Dance Dance Revolution blasted through out the garage . Roxas was underneath a desk with a computer on top. Something had happened to some of the equipment and of course, some how it was his fault. It was always his fault. He always got blamed for every little thing that went wrong. Now he did have a father and a mother, but there was only one little problem.

His dad, well he was a drunk. Acoholic. What ever word you like to use. He often would get in fights and beat his mother. Occasionally him. But to think, a very sucessful man who made a lot of money as a lawyer and the creator of a very popular online game, how could be this crazy assed drunk? To Roxas, this answer comes easy and with a lot of answers. While other people usually sit there and try and listen. Yet sadly. They just don't get it or they don't know the meanings to half of the words that comes out of his mouth.

Now, his mom on the other hand. Well she was abused as a young child and thinks that her child should suffer the same. So Roxas wears a lot of long sleeved shirts and jeans to cover wounds. Otherwise, he has a t-shirt on. He's usually on his momther's good side, but every so often something would just set her off.

Roxas sighed as he closed his eyes for a moment. Looking at wires and a screen pretty much all day, and your life, it kinda starts to work on the eyes. He opened them and blinked as he went back to working. The song that was already on went off and a different song came on. It was the song, "Liquid Sex". He chuckled at the song. The first words always made him laugh. Even though if Kairi or Namine was near, it ment a hard smack in the head. Why? Because the first words were, "Can you make me cum?", and sung by a girl. That should explain it.

He laughed but then his eyes shot open as he pulled his hands back. Of course. He out of ALL people, always forgot to turn the power off before he went to working on something. Sticking his finger in his mouth,sucking on it, got up to turn off the power.

"Damn it.."

He muttered as he turned the power off. He looked at his finger then wiped the spit off on his shirt. Then he laid back down and started to rewire. But of course! He could never work in peace now could he? Oh no, his cousin Sora always had to be there. Sora chuckled as he brung Riku, Axel, Demyx and Namine into the room. Correction. Gargage. Sora chuckled along with Riku and Demyx at the song. Axel just had a huge smirk on his face, while Namine... Well. She had an annoyed look on her face. Since the music was loud, Roxas didn't hear them enter.

Then he let out a frustrated sigh as the rubbed his head. He laid there for a second before going back to work. Sora chuckled as he looked back at Axel. Axel smirked and handed him a blow horn. Oh yeah. A blow hornis defintely peace. Sora bent down and slowly streched his arm out towards Roxas. He turned the blow horn to where it was facing his ear.

Roxas thought that the saw something orange out of the corner of his eye. But he just passed it off as seeing things. That also happens when your entire life is on the computer. But he saw it move and looked over. Then he saw what it was.

"What the fu-"

Then Sora mashed on the button, making it blast and echo through out. Every one started busted up laughing, Demyx fell back on the car, holding his stomach.

"OW! GOD DAMN IT SORA!"

Sora had fallen back on his ass laughing and Riku was bending over trying to catch his breath. Roxas rubbed his ear and got out from underneath, glaring at all of them.

"What the fuck you guys!"

"Oh my gosh... You should've... Seen your face!", Sora breathed out.

"It was priceless man..", Riku added.

Namine chuckled, but then realized what song was still playing. She walked up and smacked Roxas up side the head.

"Ow.. Namine!"

"OH NO! Don't you dare start! You know NOT to play THIS song around me! You know what happens!"

"Well it was an accident.. I didn't know you were fucking coming.."

"Of course you did..",Sora chimened in,"I told you before you started working on this..."

"Yeah you called me at three o'clock in the fucking morning..", Roxas said annoyed.

"Oh well sooo-ry..", Sora said as he rolled his eyes.

Glaring, Roxas stood up with the help of Namine. Then he brushed off some of the dust that was on his shirt. Pants, he could've cared less.

"So... Why in the hell are you here again?"

"Mall." Answered Demyx, who finally was able to breath properly.

"And DDR...", cut in Axel.

Roxas nodded, rubbing his eyes. Ok, so maybe he should've listened to his mom more. Staring at a screen for more than three hours a day does work on the eyes. Blinking a few times he looked back at every one.

"Well let me change.. I'll be out in a minute.. Oh.. and we need to go to Hot Topic.. I need some more hair dye.. My streaks faded out..."

He mentioned to his hair. Yep, he'd dye it. Like off the wall colors. Expect red. Red doesn't work well in his hair. Plus, red was Axel's. No one took the red.

"We won't go anywhere...", said Namine who turned to a different song. The song that started playing was "Land of Confusion" by Disturbed.

Roxas shut the door, to help muffle how loud the music was.

"Roxas!"

It was his mother's voice. It didn't sound me or strict. A calming feel came when she talked.. Her voice was delicate also, as Roxas calls it, as if you could touch it, it'd shatter into many peices. Yet, something he couldn't yet figure out was why such a nice, kind voice would belong to someone who was an abuser? Well, most of the time she was the nice, loving mother.. But now. It seems as though she gets set off more and more. Roxas sighed as she started walking towards his mothers voice. None of his friends knew about what his mom or dad did to him. Sora did, but he's family and he could understand. Some what. At least he knew what it felt like to get beat up and feel helpless because you can't do anything about it.

"Yes Mom?"

Sitting there, at the island in the kitchen was his mom. Her long, shady-blond hair falling over her shoulders, shined in the sunlight. The light green eyes turned and met Roxas's blue ones. Beautiful is what Roxas called his mother.

"You're friends told me that you were going to the mall, correct?"

"Hai. Is there a problem?"

"Oh no.. I was just going to give you some money to shop around with.. is that ok?"

"Er.. of course mom.."

Roxas walked forward towards his mother. She was now digging into a small pocket-book that she carried around. Opening a small pocket she pulled out a card. It was a dark blue mixed with other shades of blue. The Capitol One card.

"Here you go... There's around... $500 on there ok? Spend it wisely.."

Oh yeah, forgot to mention. Roxas was loaded. His mom designed clothes for models, even though Roxas liked the clothes he bought, his mom persisted to make him wear some of her clothes. Plus, remeber that successful dad of his? Yeah, reason number two on why their rich. Roxas hated being recognized in public. And people at his school knowing that he was rich. It got quite annoying when the so called, "Preps" and "Jocks" always came up to him, trying to be friends with him because of his connections and money. Hated it. That's why he observed more than talked. He knew who to pick as a friend and who to just blow off. His friends didn't care about his money, they liked him because of the way he was and his personality.

"Arigotu mom... Is there anything you want or need while I'm out? I'll be happy to get it for you..."

"Hmm... not that I can think of.. But if you think of something we may need, get it.."

He nodded and turned to leave, sticking the credit card in his pocket. Walking up stairs he headed into his room. The floor was a mess. It had drawings, sheet music, CDs, DVDs, anime, mangas, video games, clothes, books and every other thing was down there. And under his bed. Oh God. All his friends had a joke. They said that if they lost something they should look underneath Roxas's bed. Why? Because some how it always seemed to end up there.

"Ding!"

Looking over, he saw his cell phone vibrating. It was a Razr. But it was a custom one. The show "Mamai Ink", the main person, Ami, had gotten his dragon tatto designed on a phone, so that was what Roxas got. It was black with a white/sliver dragon on it. He looked at the screen that said "New Message". Text message. If it was a voice mail it would've beeped twice. Flipping it open he read it.

"Jesus.. We're not getting any younger down here.. Hurry your ass up!
Kisses
Axel"

Rolling his eyes, he closed it. He sat it back down and went back to his first task: Changing clothes. Walking back over to his closet, he opened it. Just then he actually realized that his warobe never left a color scheme. Black. Black. Some more black. Oh look there's green! Oh and did I mention black? Yeah, his mom said that he looked sexy in black. Odd huh? But he did have some red, blue, dark green, neon green, and other colors but most of it were darker colors. Super bright colors had a tendancy to hurt his eyes, but he didn't hate them. Walking to the back he pulled down his "Public" pants. They were black; of course, baggy and had chains on them. The chains were a neon green, with some red stitching on the pockets.

Why "Public" pants? Because no many people wore those type of pants and he loved wearing them. Yet the school didn't like them that much so he really couldn't wear them besides on the weekends. Or if he went out that is. Throwing in on his shoulder, he walked over to the long line of shirts. He found his neon green fish net, long sleeved shirt and a black shirt that had a sliver 'X' on the chest. Roxas carefully walked back out and laid the clothes on the bed. He changed, grabbed his cell, made sure he had his credit card, and walked out.

"See ya mom..", Roxas said as he hugged her.

"Bye honey.. Call me around 7:30 so I know you're still alive.."

Nodding, he walked back to the garage. Blasting was "Bad Touch" by the BloodHound Gang. Riku, Demyx and Sora were singing along to it. Namine just sighed and shook her head sadly, while Axel just had that smile.

"I'm ready when you guys are.."

They looked up and nodded. Demyx, turning off the music and the computer followed the others. They walked outside where Axel's car, Riku's car, and Roxas's car sat.

"Who's cars are we taken?", asked Riku.

"I call riding with Roxas!", yelled Axel as he wraped one arm around Roxas.

"Hey! Who even said that I wanted to drive?!"

"Well you just got volunteered to.", answered Namine as she got in the back of Roxas's car.

It was a blue Mustang with black and sliver barbed wire on it. Like that one commrcial with the car driving by and things seemed to attach to it, making designs on it.

"So I guess Riku and Roxas's..", Sora yelled as he got in the passenger side of Riku's car.

"I'll ride with Riku..", Demyx said as he walked by them and got in the back.

"See ya soon!", Riku called.

Roxas nodded as he got in the car, taking the spare keys from Axel. When the car started some music started playing. He had a "Fergie" CD in. Yes, as much of a rocker he was, he still liked Fergie. Along with techno/raver music, J-pop and J-rock. Namine started singing along to the song as Axel laughed.

"Shut the fuck up Axel!", Roxas said as he drove out of the drive way.

On to the mall.