I
should be used to it now.
Oh
you know,
The
utter soul-tearing pain
That
makes you wish for death?
Surely
you've felt it.
My
heart was, I could say,
Yours
for the taking
Except
you never would
Have
taken it.
But
that's okay.
I'm
sorry for the confusion
Thrust
on you by
My
lack of discretion.
Why
did I say anything
At
all.
The
closeness that we
Once
had,
Destroyed
by my unwelcome
Words
and unreturned
Feelings.
Please,
I
cannot ask for your love,
But
you could grant me forgiveness.
I
loathe myself for
Messing
up, no excuses now.
I
only ask that you recall
Our
friendship and find the reasons
Not
to throw it away, my friend.
For
know this,If
you choose this path, the one
Of
the death of friends,
It
will not just be metaphorical.
I
truly am sorry and I
Cannot
forgive myself for this,
And I don't see why you should either.
Just
leave me and forget.
In
time the pain will fade
And
I will just be a shade of
Someone
you once knew.