A/n: First I need to need to say I no longer have any internet at home and I can only work on this fic during my free time at school, since my mom deeply despises fan-fiction and Teen Titans with a passion (an extra bloody and painful death in store for me should she ever find out I'm still writing/reading them…). This is my new story I'm working on, and it's what's replacing my old story "Bound by Shadow Blind by Light" (witch is only still on here so I can look at my old reviews) Well, here it is, enjoy I suppose…
Raven's P.O.V
Evil………
All my life that's what I was told I was… I didn't ask to be born a demon's daughter, didn't ask for the fate handed to me. I never dared to dream that the prophecy could be changed, but then, I suppose I never hoped I could have friends as good as the Titans. They didn't care what I was, only that I was their friend… They would of died for me on that day, and if not by Slade or Trigon's hand… then it could of very well have been my own…
Yes… I came close; I came very close to losing my sanity and my humanity on that day… Trigon still would have been summoned to earth, the Titans would with out a question of a doubt be dead, and I…
I would have become my own worst nightmare… My demon self… the side of me that starves for blood and violence…the part of me that would so deeply enjoy ripping apart human flesh with bare hands, lay waste to the world, basking in the grim glory of the chaos, destruction and terror created… the half of me that wouldn't give a damn if the Titans were dead or alive.
They haven't seen that part of me… those rare moments I have lost my temper for one reason or another, those were of absolutely no comparison of how terrible my darker side is… Trigon's defeat did nothing what so ever to tame this half, it should of killed it, I thought it had, but it hasn't.
It's been getting stronger.
Every second.
Of every day.
And I don't know how much longer, I can keep it in check…
A/n: Well? Is it okay? I know this prolog is short and that is why I'm calling it a prolog and not a chapter and a prolog that may still go though some more revisions… again (Yes the whole story'll be going through revisions). That now said, I want to explain the method to my madness. I would be stupid to not admit this, but I would have to say it feels that nearly 100 of the time my stories fail because, though they may start out good, and I have the story's beginning, it's end, and a few good parts in the middle, I think my Achilles Heel is I lack an oh so crucial good sound and sturdy plot, ulterior motives, and filler chapters. (And I get the worst writer's blocks on the know earth, did I mention that?) But, this time… much as I prefer not to, I'll… (mutters) …get help…
Again patience please, I type slowly, have little time to type period, (and I'll be giving up my whole B-day lunch period for you guys this year too…) the above problems, and mountains of homework. (Muttering to self darkly) …only the second or third week of school and my English teacher's all ready making me write a dang report… oh I'd like to--- wha? Why are you still listening to my chattering? Hit that little button down at the bottom left of your screen and review!
P.S. I need to do a little research for the next chapter so the next update may take a little wile.