Just so you guys don't get confused, I only talk before the title scene. hehehe. just saying. Oops. I forgot the so called 'disclaimer'. No one in the whole world owns Inuyasha except for Rumiko Takahashi. I idolize her. SO Continue.

untitled...still (help!)

Who Was on the Phone?

Rukira's P.O.V.

What should I do? I'm officially useless. I mean, I suck. Nothing matters now. God, I don't even know why I live. Maybe I should go. Only my friends are holding me back. Let's see what happens tomorrow.

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"Hey, Ruki!" Asuka said. She's my best friend. Asuka is the only one that knows me. "Over here!"

I sat next to her at lunch. Everyone in the table was staring at me. Great, just what I need, attention. "What are you looking at?" I practically shouted so only the people in the table could hear me. Then, they went back to their businesses.

"Geez Ruki, are you okay?" Asuka asked. She patted a seat next to her where I sat. "You don't have your beanie?"

"I lost it." My beanie is the only thing that hides my identity. I'm an inu hanyou. My mother was divorced with my father who's a hanyou too. My mom was so upset about this so I was afraid to ask more.

"Well, here. I was going to give you this for your birthday, but since you really need it, here." I opened the box and revealed a white beanie. My name was imprinted on the back.

"Thanks, Suka." I wore it and it was a perfect fit.

"Looks good." That hat kept my ears hidden. It was a good thing that hats weren't a part of the school rule because I have to have it. I probably am the weirdest kid in my class. I don't even know my dad so I can't blame him.

"It actually goes with your hair." Asuka cleaned up her lunch and the bell rang.

"I love it, Suka." She and I left to our next class.

"C'mon, Ruki. You're 13 and you're still miserable. You still got a life ahead of you." Asuka was hyper at the moment. I'm safe with my new hat, thanks to Asuka. I'm afraid that hanyous are not allowed in most schools. My mom was scared and stressed since she couldn't find a school for me.

"Or maybe not." I whispered. "Well, at least this is our last class, right?" I tend to sneak a smile so she didn't have to worry.

She smirked too. "Right. See, that's the spirit!" By the end of the period, I went to the bathroom. I made sure no one was in the bathroom. I went inside one of the stalls and took out my mini pocket knife. I took off my fingerless gloves and placed them on a hook. Carefully, I slid the knife on the side of my palm. It barely hurt because it wasn't deep. Blood slowly trickled down my pale palm and I stopped it when it got halfway down my arm. I grabbed a toilet paper and quickly wiped it away. As soon as it dried, I slipped on my gloves and went home.

I felt my blood pump on my recent cut. Hm. So I have forgotten to tell you my identity. My name's Rukira T. Higurashi. My mom, Kagome Higurashi (who I call Kags), is the only one I know from my family. She hadn't mentioned anything about my dad, or if I had a dad. I'm 13 years old, turning 14 tomorrow. How delightful. Anyway, i only have two best friends in the whole world. Asuka and my mother. I know there's more out there but I'm so afraid that no one will accept me because I'm half human. As much as I hate being an inu-hanyou, it does give me advantages. Being a sensitive hearer and can eavesdrop from a mile away. My life's not that simple. It's actually bad. I grew up with my mom in a one-story house in America. I'm clearly an emo because of my 'species'.

I hurried home and found my mom making dinner in the kitchen. "Hi, mom!"

"Ruki! How's my dear?" My momalways cooks dinner for the both of us. Whenever I can, I help her with either the dishes or her cooking. She trained me.

I went over to the counter. "Fine, Kags. What are you cooking?"

"Dinner. Ooh, lovely hat!" My mom noticed it. I took it off. She examined it and I smiled. Note that I only smile to my mom and my best friend.

"Asuka gave it to me for my birthday." I told her. "It's pretty, isn't it?"

"Absolutely." My mom smiled. The phone rang and I picked it up.

"Hello?"

"Um, hi. I'm Inuyasha Takahashi."

"Inuyasha Takahashi?" I asked and stared at my mom. She took notice and yelled, "Ruki, give me the phone and go upstairs."

"Alright mom." I obeyed and went to my room. I wonder what it was. That guy sounded upset and might I say, desperate.

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"Hello?" My mom said.

"Kagome?" The voice was a guy. I was sure I heard that voice before.

"What do you want, Inuyasha?"

"Kagome, I want to see you. If I don't then I'll send someone to take Rukira away to live with me."

"Don't you dare!" Kagome yelled. I heard her from my room. I was scared. This guy was either a stalker or mom's ex-boyfriend.

"Tomorrow's their birthday and if we, as a family, don't see each other, I'll explode."

"Good, then I can stop worrying about you in my life." She hung up and I went downstairs to peek on my mom.

"Mom? Can I come down now?"

"Of course, Ruki."

"Who was that, mom?"

"Nobody. Don't worry about it. Tomorrow's your birthday, have fun!"

I couldn't get the feeling that something's gonna happen tomorrow out of my head…

Just so you guys know...this idea has been in my head for a month and it's been bugging me so i had to post it. if you don't like it, i understand. it sucked. but remember, i'm not done yet so don't say anything. I haven't even thought of the title yet! god, i do suck. btw, this story is based on my life. (except i do not cut myself. )

--Jay