Ok , this is my first fanfic , and I really hope you like it . I uploaded chapter 2 right away so after that , review , please ! ((Not begging , just want to know if you like it ;]))

DISCLAIMER : Now , imagine Alice standing over there yelling , "SYDNEY DOESN'T OWN TWILIGHT !!" Clear enough ? Ok , let's roll x]

*flashback*

The wind whipped at her fire red hair, the rain hardly affecting it. Her foot came down on my leg…hard. I screamed in pain-she seemed to enjoy that.

I was already bleeding from my head, my hands, and now my leg. I couldn't understand how she was controlling her thirst-it must be burning her throat.

That's when I saw the gleam in her eyes, and she pounced.

Victoria's teeth sunk into my throat and all of a sudden there was fire everywhere. I couldn't see straight.

Then I heard growling. It was coming from behind me. That's when I saw the source. It was a huge, russet-colored…wolf? But wolves didn't get that big! It fought off Victoria easily…but it was too late to save me-it seemed to know that. The wolf looked at me with the saddest eyes I'd ever seen, and ran away.

The fire burned for three more days until I finally opened my eyes.

That's when I knew what I was. One word came to mind:

Vampire.

*end flashback*

That was 90 years ago. Ever since then I've been moving from place to place, but I never really felt at home outside of Forks-the only place that had a connection to Edw- him.

Ever since I was changed, I've kept to myself. I do go to school, but I never made ties to anyone. I was constantly being nicknamed as: "That emo girl", "Dead Barbie", "Zombie", and even one ironic nickname, "Vampire chic."

At least no one bothered me.

Today, I was back in Forks. It was the first time in 90 years. When I first got back here, it ripped the hole in my chest wide open. The pain is still lingering. Oh well, I'm used to it.

For school today, I'm wearing a black tank top with a see-through red sweater on top. The sweater had rips and paint splatters all over it. I was wearing red skinny jeans that had chains on them, and showed off the muscles in my legs. My shoes were boots with silver buckles on the backs. From Hot Topic, my favorite store-I'm surprised it's still open.

I have heavy black eyeliner and light purple eye shadow on. My lips have a clear gloss on them. My hair is so black that it looks purple. There are light blue streaks in it; they're only temporary though, should I ever want to take them out. I doubt it, though.

Nothing like how I looked when I was human. I always took this precaution just in case I ran into the Cull- them again.

As I get into my black Ferrari, I realize how much I truly missed it here. I should have come back sooner.

I walk into the attendance office and there's an older woman at the desk. "Hi, I'm Madison Greene. I'm new here." I say using my false name. I haven't gone by my real name-Bella Swan-in ages.

"Oh, yes, here's your, uhmm, schedule. Have this s-slip signed by all y-your teachers and bring it back here at the end of the d-day." Bewildered by my appearance, of course. I flashed her the most intimidating smile I could.

"Thank you, very much," I said sarcastically.

I stalked off to first period English.

EPOV

Forks.

The last place I ever saw my Bella. My angel.

It's been 90 years since we were last here, and we were going to have to return sooner or later.

I walk into my old room. It's exactly the same as it was when we left, when I left her.

I walk to the middle of my room, sink to my knees, and then onto my side. I just lay there in a ball all night.

EDWARD!! GET DOWN HERE THIS INSTANT! YOU'RE GOING TO SCHOOL AND YOU'RE GOING TO LIKE IT!

God, did Alice ever shut up about that?! I growled and she accepted that as me agreeing to go. I didn't agree. Not one bit. But I knew I had to. I hadn't been to school since we left here 90 years ago. It was about time I went back. No matter how much pain it caused me.

I got dressed and then we all piled into my new car. The Volvo was too outdated. This was the new Volvo Z300; silver of course. It reminded me of her-that's why I kept getting pretty much the same car in the same color. For my Bella.

When we got to school we walked to the attendance office. Only Alice walked in, but she got all our schedules and the slip we each needed to get signed by all our teachers and bring back at the end of the day. Joy.

I didn't have any classes with any of my siblings other than lunch. Terrific.

Boy, I was heavy on the sarcasm these days, wasn't I? Whatever.

I stalked off to first period math.

Cyber cookies and cupcakes to my first reviewer ! Tell me what you think . I don't know if I did Edward's POV justice so .. tell me what you think ;]