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Nick Amaro sat on a bed in the cribs with his head in his hands. He was trying desperately to stay calm and not let the tears that were forming in his eyes spill out. He had just received a phone call from his wife telling him that she was leaving him and moving to DC on her own. She had left Zara with his mother and she was already on her way to DC. Nick couldn't lie he had seen this coming for weeks now, they had been fighting constantly and he had a feeling that Maria was seeing someone else, he had no proof, but his gut was telling him he was right and this pretty much just confirmed it for him. There must be someone there waiting for her. He was gutted, but what could he do? He wiped the tears that had fallen on to his cheeks just as he heard someone knock on the door to the cribs and then the door opened slightly.
"Hey, Nick. Everyone is leaving, cap said we can finish up for the day." Olivia said, popping her head in the door. She was about to close it back over when she noticed Nick's watery eyes and the expression on his face, he look devastated. "Are you okay? she asked, truly concerned about her partner.
Nick gave her a weak smile. "Yeah, I'll be out in a second."
Olivia thought about closing the door and walking away, but something told her that he needed her and so she walked in and closed the door. Making her way over to the bed he was sitting on she took a seat next to him.
"Nick, what's going on? she asked, looking at him as he stared at the floor.
Keeping his eyes on the floor Nick spoke."Maria has left me. She's gone to DC. Thankfully she hasn't taken Zara with her though. I couldn't take that." he said, sadly trying to keep his voice steady. It had taken him a lot to earn Olivia's respect and he didn't want to look weak in front of her. If he was honest with himself he had always had a bit of a crush on her. There was no denying she is a gorgeous woman and the whole badass attitude she had turned him on….What am I doing? My wife's just left me and I'm sitting here thinking about how I'd like to fuck my partner. What an asshole. It was then that he felt Olivia's hand on his shoulder. He turned to look at her and saw a look of concern and sadness in her face.
"Nick, I'm so sorry." she said, giving his shoulder a light squeeze. She was about to tell him if he wanted to talk about it she was there for him when she noticed his eyes travelling from her eyes to her lips and back. He started to move in closer and Olivia panicked, putting her hands to his chest and pushing him back. "What are you doing?"
"I'm sorry, Liv" he groaned, running a hand over his face. "I shouldn't have done that, I'm an idiot." he got up and headed for the door, but as he put his hand on the handle he felt Olivia's hand on his shoulder again. He turned to look at her. God she is so fucking beautiful was all he could think. He knew it was wrong to be thinking like that about her in this moment, but he couldn't help himself.
Olivia gave him a small smile. "Don't go. Talk to me, Nick. I want to be there for you." she said looking into his eyes.
Nick stared deep into her eyes and brought his hand up to her face, cupping her cheek.
"I don't want to talk. I want to fuck you senseless Please, Liv, I need you." he said bringing her face close and resting his forehead against hers.
Olivia's breath caught in her throat. She couldn't believe what he had just said. She also couldn't deny how aroused it made her a pool was quickly forming between her legs at his words and the way he stared into her eyes. She felt his lips brush against hers.
"Please, Liv." he whispered, his eyes pleading with her.
He was practically begging her now and she couldn't stand it anymore. She knew they were both going to regret this, but she couldn't help herself and she pressed her lips to his.
Nick didn't waste anytime deepening the kiss and forcing his tongue into her mouth as he pushed her against the wall. His hands cupped her ass while she ran her fingers through his hair. She moaned into his mouth and with that Nick couldn't take it anymore he needed to be inside of her. Within seconds he had his and her shirt off and his mouth went to her neck while his hands worked on her belt buckle.
Olivia could feel his growing erection pressing against her thigh and she was dripping wet. She needed him inside of her.
"Please, Nick. Fuck me." she moaned into his ear before nibbling on his ear lobe.
At his words, he lost all control as he yanked her pants and panties down her long tanned legs. By the time she stepped out of them, he had his trousers and boxers off. His huge dick standing to attention.
"Turn around and face the wall." He ordered.
Olivia was never one for letting anyone control her when it came to sex, but with Nick it was different she wanted to give him what he needed and there was no denying his words turned her on even more. She did as he said, turning around and placing her hands on the wall. She felt him kissing her neck as his dick poked at her ass. She nearly came right there and then as he yanked her head back by her hair and entered her hard.
"Ahhh shit." she yelped as she he filled her completely. Nick gave her no time to adjust as he started to thrust hard and fast into her. One of his hands now around her throat holding her gently as his other hand snaked around the front of her body and he began rubbing her clit furiously.
"God, baby. You're so fucking wet." he growled, as he continued his brutal thrusts.
"I'm going to come, Nick..shit...oh god.." Olivia moaned, before a scream ripped out from her throat.
Nick's put his hand over her mouth to muffle her scream. Aware that people could still be in the bullpen.
"I'm right behind you, baby" he groaned, as he thrust into her 3 more times moaning her name as he exploded inside of her.
They both stood not moving as they caught their breath and came back down to earth. Olivia groaned as Nick slipped out of her, she suddenly felt very empty.
As they both began to get dressed neither of them said a word to each other. They didn't know what to say. They're partners, he is technically still married and they just had rough sex against the wall of the cribs in their workplace.
Once she was fully dressed and had composed herself Olivia headed for the door.
"Wait, Liv." Nick said, pulling her back by her arm. "That shouldn't have happened like that. I'm sorry I treated you like that. You deserve better than that."
Olivia smiled at him. "It's okay, Nick. It shouldn't have happened, but we both wanted it to and I enjoyed it, so please don't apologize. You needed me and I was there for you, that's all it was. We can both pretend this never happened." she said, not wanting him to feel bad or awkward about this. She was aware of how one night stands worked so she had no hopes that he would want to take this further. Plus he had just lost his wife. A relationship was the last thing he needed.
Nick felt a strange sense of sadness at her words. He didn't know why, but he did. He didn't want this to be one time thing, he didn't see her like that, but if that's what she wanted then he would accept that.
"Okay, this...us...never happened" he said, giving her a small smile.
She nodded. "I'm going to go, I'll see you tomorrow, partner." she said, turning and walking out of the door before Nick could reply.
He wasn't sure, but Nick had a feeling that this would be more than a one time thing. Now he had had her he didn't think he could stay away. He hoped that secretly she felt the same way. He sighed and rubbed his hands down his face as he remembered he had to go home and tell his daughter that her mother had left them. He was dreading that. He almost wanted to thank Maria though, their marriage had been over long ago and now that she had been the braver one and ended things, he could finally move on and be happy.
Tomorrow was going to be a new chapter in Nick Amaro's life and he planned on starting it by asking Olivia out on a date. He just hoped she would say yes.
A/N: The next one-shots in this fic will be up to you. Send me some words and I'll make a stories out of them.