Hey everyone, so this is my first fanfic. It's about a girl having a massive crush on Adam Davenport. In this story he is stupid or anything. He's actually quite the hunk. This girl's name is Natalie. Her best friend is Bree Davenport. She doesn't like getting involved in Adam's life so she's more of a sister to Natalie than she is to Adam.

Natalie's POV:

"But I love him Bree!" I cried louder gripping the sides of my pillow as I continued to soak it up. "I've loved him since freshman year. It's not fair! How could she?"

"Natalie, in all fairness she didn't know."

"Didn't know?! How could she not know?! EVERYONE KNEW! Even the teachers have known this, but my own sister couldn't tell!" I yelled sitting up straight on the bed to face Bree with my eyes narrowed at her.

"Hun, we all get that you're not really good at keeping your crushes a secret but-"

"He's all I wanted Bree, he's all I think about, it's not fair that she gets him with a snap of her fingers but I've waited all this time and he still doesn't notice me." I wiped my fingers on my cheek to wipe away the fallen tears.

"I know." She whispered shifting on my bed so that she could wrap her arm around my shoulder and pull my head down on her shoulder. "But you've got to put a smile on your face and act like nothing's wrong."

I nodded.

"One day he's gonna wake up and realize what he's been missing out on all this time and he's gonna come running to you."

The amount of times I've heard that line never gets old, but even though I felt like someone ripped the heart out of my chest it sort of eased the pain deep down.

No guy had ever broken up with my sister. No one. She would always break up with them, and they would just fall to her feet begging to give them another chance.

Including Adam Davenport! The guy I've loved since I started high school, and now I'm a junior!

They say meeting the parents shows just how serious a relationship is getting. That meeting happened with my parents and Adam last night. The only problem? I WASN'T the one introducing them to each other, she was. It was safe to say that my night was spent locked in my room sobbing the whole night away.

Of all guys she could have had, she chose mine.

But then maybe again they belonged to each other they were both heartbreakers.

How can two people be so damn oblivious to someone?

It's just impossible!

"Look, if there's anything that will cheer you up it's going to the party." Bree said trying to buck me up.

"I don't think so. Kristy is going to be there and I don't want to watch them rubbing up against each other. Watching them suck face here and at school is enough." I muttered pulling away from her and leaning against the window staring at my desk opposite the bed and the various photos covering the two mirrors on either side of the circular mirror.

These parties always turned out to be wild, that's why Bree loved them.

"So what Natalie? You've got to show Adam that none of this is fazing you." Bree encouraged.

After a while of her endless pleading I gave in. She may be Adam's sister, but she was truer to me than she is to him and I don't think she knows how much I appreciate that.

"I guess." I sighed. I made my way off the bed and walked towards to the open wardrobe and reached for the hung up clothes that sat in a plastic bag on one of the doors.

"I'm going to get dressed in the bathroom my outfit involves bra removal." Bree stated as she walked into the bathroom and shut the door.

I layed out my outfit on the bed and stared at it with a frown on as I placed my hands on my hips narrowing my eyes at it.

I didn't see the point in all this, a fancy dress and some makeup isn't going to change anything. But I guess I had nothing to lose.

Remember when I said that the parties Bree goes to are wild? Well, the closer I got the more my stomach turned!

I looked out her car window and my mouth slightly parted, and let's just say it was more of a naked party.

"I…I don't t-think I should be here." My voice was almost a whisper and my eyes were widening more by the minute as more naked students came running out of the house tripping and spilling beer over each other.

Whoever the host was…was going to be really pissed the next day.

Oh well.

"Oh stop being such a scaredy cat and come on." Bree said as she forced me up the steps.

Why am I here? Why couldn't I just heal at home by myself?

The minute we entered inside all my thoughts were drowned out by the thumping music and grinding bodies. The room to the left was the living room and that was full of people touching each other and making out like there was no tomorrow.

"I'm going to go look around." Bree yelled leaning in to me before walking and disappearing down the hall and leaving me against the door staring around at drunken, sexually challenged kids running around, fainting, grinding, and dancing all around each other.

"Oh god, oh god, oh god, oh god!" I muttered under my breath to myself as the heat suddenly hit.

Okay Natalie….Bree won't be long… 2-3 hours max and then we're outta here. You can survive that long.

Oh god….

Oh god, I can't survive this….

Breathe Natalie! BREATHE!

I closed my eyes for a second and took a deep breath. I stepped forwards but before I could take another step someone had their arm tightly around mine and pulled me to the side of the living room, spinning me around so that my chest banged against theirs and my hands grasped their shirt.

I looked up frightened, and then just like that my heart stopped. Time stopped. The people around me became frozen. My breathing hitched and my eyes wide.

"A-Adam?" I whispered as my knees went weak.

His brown eyes were looking intensely into my hazel ones and his shaggy dark brown hair was swept slightly over his eyes as he smirked down at me, one hand wrapped around my waist holding me to him while the other continued to grasp my arm.

"Hey." His voice was low and husky and I found my eyes fluttering, fighting to stay open.

He…he was actually touching me!

Looking at me, and TOUCHING ME!

Yes…this is the boy I yearned for, the boy who belonged to my sister.

"Um..a-are you looking for Kristy?" I asked, shuttering and trying to ignore the feeling of his abs against me.

"Huh? What? No!" He shook his head and the next thing I knew he was letting me go taking a step back as his eyes scanned me from bottom to top.

Oh my god! This has NEVER happened before…

No way. He isn't…he can't be. He's with my sister, why would he even want to check me out? I'm nothing to look at; well at least I think I'm not.

"You want a drink?" Adam asked and I hesitated before answering with a small nod gesturing to the word yes.

This had to be the first time he's ever bothered to talk to me, let alone look at me for more than three seconds!

"Let's go then." His smile suddenly came back to his lips and he walked towards me taking me completely off guard.

I mean you can't blame me! How would you react if your crush just came and took your hand, after never giving you the time of day or a second glance?

My mouth fell open and I tried to breathe as he pulled me down the hall trying to move across the grinding people.

To be honest, I was surprised I was able to hear him over the loud music. But the last song had changed and now it was more of a low thump.

We finally made it to the kitchen and trust me it wasn't any less packed. In one corner there was a group of guys and half naked chicks as they drew a beer competition, on another corner there were groups sitting on the ground playing strip poker and everywhere else there was a slow yet porn-like or as guys were making out with the girls on the counters.

"What would you like?" he asked. We stopped right in front of a table full of drinks and my attention was snapped back by Adam as he tried to scream over the music.

I looked at the drinks and thought for a second.

Water was too lame for a party like this, and by the looks of it no one had touched a bottle. I shrugged, unsure of what I should've chosen.

It was better than picking something completely stupid.

And then the biggest smirk grew on to Adam's face, and though it should've made me worried; it only made my heart melt.

He turned to the table and picked up two red plastic cups handing me one with something blue inside. I stared down at it with a frown before looking back at him and forced a smile.

Oh what the hell!

I put the cup to my lips and threw it back, my eyes shutting closed as the bitterness slammed through my mouth and then burned down my throat.

"Wow!" I spat out as I opened my eyes and placed my hand on the table trying to stay standing. Whatever that was it was strong, and knocking me off my feet.

Adam grinned at me and handed me another cup. Without thinking, I swallowed in one sitting and watched as he did the same with his cup.

After I don't know how many more cups, the dizziness and the urge to vomit should've been enough to tell me to stop, but I didn't.

Adam was up against the counter, his eyes shut tightly as he tried to calm his laughter and I was leaning on him trying to calm mine too. He said something that I don't believe was actually meant to be funny, but at the same time everything going on in the world was hilarious.

"How come I've never seen you around before?" he asked once we stumbled out of the kitchen and out into the back yard.

The place was lit with blue floor lights and the pool was glowing as people swam around pulling others under, while most people just danced around the edge. Adam, still holding my hand, led us towards a pair of beach chairs. He took a seat on one, his legs dangling off of either side as he pulled me down on the same one.

I stared at the ground before for a second before answering his question. "You have, you just never bothered to notice me." I muttered feeling familiar disappointment. This whole time we've been talking, it had been about nothing! Even while being drunk, I've made no impression on him or anything.

He's more sober than I am at the moment, and he's probably just thinking about what a freak I am.

Wow, everything's so blurry…

"Oh, well everyone's noticing you tonight!" Adam leaned back on the chair and the way his eyes narrowed towards me, I had a feeling that he WAS sober the whole time, or at least more sober than I was!

"Really?" I asked smiling as I looked around to find a few guys gawking at me.

"Yeah, anyways, what's your name?"

Okay, now THIS should've been his first question! Drunk or not, my heart sank. He didn't know who I was this whole time. He didn't even recognize me!

"I-I'm Natalie! I'm your girlfriend's sister." I stated looking back at him only to see his shocked reaction.

"No way! I met her sister. No way you're her!" Adam frowned, his arms were crossed over his chest and he started laughing. He was tipsy, but he still could've controlled himself.

"Yeah…really..." I said now self-conscious as I took my hair and moved it all over to one side of my shoulder. Watching me, his smile died down.

"Shit." He muttered and looked away from me.

"what?"

"I was actually thinking about-"he stopped not daring to go any further, just looking into my eyes.

And what I did next, I really didn't think I had within me.

The feeling of sadness came over me as I realized he probably would never talk to be again, it spread like wildfire and I found myself flying forwards wrapping my arms around his neck and pressing my lips hard against his.

His hands gripped my waist and he tore his lips from mine staring hard at me. "Whoa, back up a minute! You do know what you're getting yourself into right?"

Either he's stupid or maybe he was drunker then I was.

I nodded and then he shrugged, his lips finding mine again but this time I was on my knees and his hands were leading my legs so that they straddled his hips.

I moaned at the feeling of his lips against mine, the way his tongue slipped into my mouth as his hands explored their way up my legs.

Three feelings were going through me even through the heavy mist in my brain.

Pleasure.

Guilt.

Danger.

I knew deep down that what I was doing was wrong, but that didn't stop me.

The next thing I knew, we were standing except my legs were securely around Adam's waist and he was leading us upstairs through the crowd. I don't know how he did it but my lips never left his no matter what.

I should have been jumping but the drink had taken a strong effect over me and for some reason he didn't feel like a crush or even my sister's boyfriend. He felt like the guy who perhaps wanted me back, and I really did feel…wanted.

Adam kicked the door shut with his foot and the music was now a muffled sound in the distance. He walked more into the room and slammed my back up against the wall. I pulled away lifting my chin up as his hot lips pressed against the skin on my neck, my eyes closed as my hands entwined in his hair and I pulled lightly feeling his lips on the mounds of my breasts.

He was grinding up against me and I could feel the bulge in his pants the harder he went through the material in my dress.

"God Adam." I muttered before pulling his lips from my chest and unwrapping my legs from his waist, pushing him back on the bed and throwing my jacket off to the ground. I tugged my shoes off and climbed up on top of him slamming my lips down as his hands grasped my waist spinning me around to my back.

It was then that the thought popped into my mind, and I pulled my lips from his with an effort staring into that pool of green eyes.

"What about the owner? Won't they be-"

"Don't worry about the owner." Adam replied against my lips. And with that his lips crashed back into mine. He worked his way slowly down as he took the skin on my neck between his teeth sucking slightly as my back arched and my eyes rolled back. I moaned out in pain and yet in complete pleasure.

What was I doing? That's your sister's boyfriend!

That little voice in my head too small to be heard occurred in my mind over and over again, and yet it wasn't in Adam's? There was no way he could have been that drunk! In fact, he was sober enough to pull away, look at me with his darkened eyes and stare so intensely at me and give me the choice.

"You sure about this?"

NO!

But my body was saying something else and if he wasn't drunk, and the way he was looking at me full of lust was real, then I wasn't sure if I would ever get this look from him again.

No, no, no, no, no!

"I'm sure."

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-nataliexox