I just sat there, and stared into space, I had cried enough and just couldn't cry anymore. I was so overwhelmed with sadness I was numb. I couldn't believe how stupid I was to let the girl I love get away from me. I had her but I lost her, I should have just held tighter. The girl I love is Buffy Summers, the most beautiful girl you would ever see. She made me blush by just looking at me. Damn, those effects that girl had on me. So here is the whole reason why I broke up with her.
*Flashback*
I was helping Buffy with one of her night patrols near school. We seemed to have entered some old, abandoned mansion. It was dark and creepy but I wasn't worried because I knew Buffy was there right next to me. Out of nowhere a vampire jumped out of the dark and growled at us.
Buffy pulled out her stake and aim it at the vampire. That's when we realized it was Spike. He was always envious towards me because he lost Buffy to me. Spike just couldn't understand why he got dumped for a girl and especially for me.
"Hello girls" he hissed at us though his fangs, then looked Buffy up and down, making it so noticeable he was checking her out.
" Buffy, looking as beautiful as ever" Spike saying this with a huge grin on his face.
I so just wanted to kill him then and there.
Buffy just glared at Spike with fire burning in her eyes." Spike, what the hell do you want?" Buffy said with disgust in her voice.
"You luv" Spike said moving closer towards Buffy.
What he said really pissed me off and I just ran at him, started swinging at his stupid face. Before Buffy could intercept me, Spike grabbed and was gripping on to me so I couldn't go anywhere. Spike just laughed at me and how vulnerable I was. Then he started to whisper dreadful things into my ear.
" Why do you even bother fighting for Buffy you can clearly see she is too good for you, she is beautiful, wonderful and everything your not. Your both girls that's not natural that is a sin towards god. Just imagine if your parents were alive they would disown you for being such a disgraceful child. So why don't you give up let Buffy be with someone who is right for her and isn't bringing her down."
At this point I was crying and frankly knew all he was saying was true Buffy was out of my league and she deserved someone better for her.
Spike let me go because he knew what he said had sunk it. Spike then just turned around and walked away laughing and what he had just did.
Buffy rushed over to me and tried to hug me but I stepped back.
"Buffy please don't touch me" I said, tears rushing down my face. Buffy looked really hurt.
"What's wrong?, why are you crying?. Please talk to me" Buffy said, I saw her eyes beginning to water.
" Buffy I'm sorry that I have to say this but I'm breaking up with you. We both know you are way out of my league and deserve someone better than me, I love you but I cant" I was now full on crying and I saw the tears on Buffy's cheek. I leant over and kissed it. I locked eyes with her one more time and just ran as fast as I could before she could say anything.