A/N: Hello all! I've started on something new…without meaning too but this couldn't be helped, the idea would simply not leave me alone until I was left with many words written across my notebook.
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Word Vomit:
Chapter One:- There's something about you
"Congratulations!" I uttered, I was happy for him – yet he flinched almost unknowingly, his gaze upon the headless body before him.
I wanted to know if he had pleasure running through his veins, and although at the back of my mind, I knew he didn't; I asked him anyway.
"So tell me, how does it feel? How do you feel?" I didn't sound as curious as I had intended to.
However, it didn't matter as he chose to ignore my words, his bloodied fists clenching at his sides. I knew he didn't want me there.
I knew I was being inconsiderate of his rather obvious feelings, but I didn't care.
"What's wrong, Uchiha? Cat bit your tongue?" I taunted him, unable to control what I was saying. The words… the words just spilling out of my mouth.
Like foul smelling vomit.
I couldn't understand my own behaviour – this, was so unlike me – yet I couldn't escape this need. This need to add salt to his wounds, and although he was ignoring me, I wanted to continue, until it hurt him.
Until it hurt him so badly he felt detached, and numb.
I was surprising myself at how I could think such repulsive thoughts, without any ounces of regret.
Instead, I felt alive. A feeling I hadn't felt in 5 or more years, not since he had killed me.
"Answer me Uchiha. Or did mummy fail to tell you that it was rude to ignore people when they were speaking to you?" I knew I shouldn't have said that. However, I didn't regret it, if anything I took pleasure from his slightly trembling form, before he stiffened; grasping control of himself.
It was then that I knew he was only trying to ignore me.
And it saddened me.
I wanted him to turn around, and acknowledge me.
I wanted him to come running into my arms whilst begging for forgiveness.
I wanted him to love me; as much as I loved him.
I'd dreamt of it so many times.
Nevertheless, I also felt so angry.
At the same time, I wanted to be cruel to him.
I wanted to break every single bone within his body.
I wanted to show him that my dreams were more important than him – however untrue that was.
I wanted to happily shove a fully powered Rassengan through his chest.
I wanted him to feel, the way I felt.
The way I still feel.
I wanted him to look at me.
TBC…
A/N: And so, we come to the end of this chapter…did you like it? Did you not? I have to say I haven't written in first person since I was 9 or something, so it was pretty hard for me ;
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