Have You Ever?
Disclaimer: I don't own Codename Kids Next Door.
Summery: Kuki's point of view of Wally's decommissioning in What Happened To Forever?
I shouldn't have walked away. No, not walked… run away. I'm thinking this now as I cry. Is it too late to go back?
More importantly would you still like me? No would you still like, like me?
You like me, like me. I still can't get that wrapped around my head. It's all my dreams come true and I tossed it up and threw it away.
Numbuh One's hand is on my shoulder and I barely notice it. Okay so I might have jumped when he first put it there but now I'm just thinking about you. I look at Numbuh One but in a way I'm still just seeing you.
"Numbuh Three-" Numbuh One starts to speak but I interrupt him anyway. I don't mean to but I can't help it.
"Why did I do that?" I ask and Numbuh One looks blankly at me. Whatever he was about to say is gone now, "Why couldn't I tell him how I feel? I basically just told him I hate him, which I don't. I like, like him. I like, like him." I'm almost amazed at these words, "I like, like him! I have to tell him!"
I start to head towards the door. There may still be time. You couldn't be. Not yet anyway. But as soon as Numbuh One grabs my arm I know and I close my eyes waiting for his response.
"Numbuh Three- it's too late," I sank to the ground. I'm the idiot, not you. You told me your feelings.
I didn't.
I didn't tell you because I didn't have the courage to and because I ran.
The rest of the trip back to the tree house is a blur. I don't even remember ending up back in my room. Yet it's where I want to be. I hunt out a Rainbow Monkey that's extra special to me. One that's orange and green.
Why? It's simple: you gave it to me.
What you probably don't know is that it's my favorite Rainbow Monkey. For some reason and I never knew why until now it had been.
But it's because it reminds me of you and me. Our two colors: orange and green.
I cry hugging it. Then I hear a knock at the door and I fall silent.
I don't want to be cuddled by my other teammates.
I just want to do the one thing that you can't.
I just want to remember.
The End