Never Had A Dream Come True

Disclaimer: I don't own Codename: Kids Next Door.

Summery: This piece is an accompany piece to What Happened To Forever? Wally's thoughts to his decommissioning.


As I watch you run I don't know what to do.

I want to run after you. But I don't know how you would react. Plus I have Numbuh Eighty Six standing beside me, and well she's just plain scary when she thinks your trying to escape from somewhere and no doubt she would.

I don't know what I was expecting but I don't think it was that. I also don't know why I didn't wait until now to tell you.

But I had to let you know.

"Numbuh Four-" Numbuh One's voice is hesitant unsure what to do and that's not like him.

I guess I finally threw him and I finally threw myself while doing so.

"Go after her," I say my voice sounding colder than what I mean.

"Are you sure?" His voice is still hesitant looking at me. Well this could be the best decommissioning that I've ever been to and naturally it's my own, the irony.

"I'm sure." He looks at me for a few minutes and gives me a 'guy hug' I give him a small smile in return.

"Good luck out there man,"

"You too."

"Are you two stupid boys ready yet? I always knew they where the ones with the mushy stuff." Numbuh Eighty Six seems to have re-found her voice. I watch Numbuh One start heading back and I can't help but wonder what you're doing.

Why you're doing it. I sigh and Numbuh Eighty Six scuffs her foot impatiently. I guess she wants it over and done with. I know I now do. We're silent until we reach the door.

"You know, Numbuh Eighty Six as I seem to be burring all hatches, you're not all that bad." Numbuh Eighty Six's mouth falls open and I can't help but laugh. Then your face comes into my head again and I frown.

"Just get in there you stupid boy!" I follow her directions because for now I don't want to feel anything.

I don't want to be cuddled.

I want to do the only thing that being decommissioned can let me do.

I don't want to remember.

The End