I'd like you to know that I'm not six feet under yet(I'm still to way to young fr that to happen). I haven't posted or updated in a long time I know. So it prove I'm at least still been writing but have been busy. Here is a short piece. Enjoy.
-Haiban Hollow
Only the Moon
Why does my heart ache still thou I have learn that only I can love myself? Why does it still yearn for this love from another when it knows the pain of betrayal? Why do I have to have this heart that yearns for something that I can never give it? A love that I will never be hurt by. A love that I have only seen. A love that I have never received. A love that no one is willing to give... why...? Why can I not have feelings like the beast that is inside me? Why must I feel?
You don't have to feel the pain for such an impossible thing. All you have to do is let me control your lust and want to something more desirable,---
I don't want blood. "I'm not the demon inside me." But who would ever believe the words of a demon... who would ever trust me...?
Nobody. Nobody trusts me.
Perhaps Temari and Kankuro? No, even they don't trust me completely. They only trust me to kill whoever gets in my way.
"Swoooossshhh." The sand protects me yet. "No. Please. Sto- Crunch." It hurts those around me. "I'm sorry" But it kills those who try to hurt me.
The moon. With all its beauty and it many fazes like a long blink has never told me to die. The moon never pleads for me not to hurt it. The moon has never hurt me. The moon trusts me. But the moon is nobody. If only the moon were a somebody. If only there was a moon within my reach. I would never hurt the moon… and I hope…the moon… would never… hurt… me. But the moon is nobody.
Nobody trusts me.
I was mostly bored when I wrote this a while back and it was on my mind for a while when I'd typed it. I thought that it would be nice to have someone else see rather then just me. So thank you for reading this short piece of mine and please review it. Thank you lots my dear reader.
-Haiban Hollow