My eyelids feel heavy, I'm dosing of to the cars soothing movements.
A soft ballad is playing in the background, I don't know exactly what the singer is trying to express in his foreign language but it sounds beautiful.
It's dark outside but I couldn't be bothered. I feel safe as he drives the car; I trust that he'll be careful. He's been so over-protective about me now that I'm in this delicate state.
He's so careful about everything nowadays.
I glance at his profile; dark haired, brown eyes, a characteristic nose which he hates and I love. He's facial features are so beautiful yet handsome in a strange combination.
And when he looks me in that particular way my heart melts. Actually, almost everything about him makes me weak.
I close my eyes and a satisfied smile brightens up my features, he always says I look even more beautiful when I'm smiling. I believe I must be the luckiest girl in the world.
I glance at him once more, the scent of wine in his breath sends warning sings down my spine but I ignore them. "I'm safe" my heart screams.
Suddenly I see a change in his face;
in a split-second his face distorted in terror and the fear in his eyes is the last thing I remember before the darkness overtook me.
How do you cope when you've lost your entire life?
When you lose the only thing that kept you going, that made you wake up in the morning?
What do you? How do you morn?
He was my everything; he picked me up when the world had left me to die.
He was my hero who saw beyond the tough shell that I'd built, he saw the real me.
" I just looked into your eyes and saw an angel. You were an angel whose wings were broken" he said to me on the day he proposed.
He gave me my wings back and now I'm left with nothing.
I lost him and our love growing inside of me.
I lost it all in a second.
I can't believe it's true
How can you cope when you just want to die?
What do you do?
A/N: like it? tell me. Guess who it's about.
np: Kelly Clarkson- Where is your heart