My first fanfic. Please flame all you want. I need the advice. I failed English throughout my high school year. Hope u enjoy.

A story like this will never be told. I am Kagome Higurashi and I am having an affair with my best friend, Sesshomaru Taisho. I am dating his younger brother InuYasha for the last 2 years. Sesshomaru is dating his fiancé Kagura Kino for 5 years. They are soon to be married next year. Sesshomaru and I love our significant other but temptation has gotten a hold on us. We have been sneaking around for 2 months and began to have feelings for him. I am not sure if he has feelings for me but it's ok. As long as I can stay by his side.

Chapter :1

As I looked on the window pane, rain drops are falling, and my heart is clenching tightly. I remember the hot passion between Sesshomaru and me." Why must I have these feelings if I know I will gain nothing from this adultery?" I am always waiting for his text, my heart leaps when it's from him. Then my heart breaks and realizes reality because when he doesn't text me or answers my text he is with Kagura. I don't dislike Kagura at all she is a very nice girl. In fact she is my best friend. I dearly care for her, but my feelings are something I cannot control. A knock on my apartment door had startled me. I ran to the door hoping it was Sessy. I was soon disappointed. "Kagome-chan! It's me Sango. Open up." Sango is my best friend since birth. We have been together since we were in diapers. I've always told her everything, but sadly this is on secret I cannot say. "Hey girl how u feeling? Your face is kind of pale." I smiled at her "I'm fine. Bored perhaps, but other than that I am fine. InuYasha is working and…" My mind suddenly wandered to Sesshomaru and my heart thumped. He's with Kagura I bet. Making love like usual. Tears started to swelling up. "Kagome?" I looked at Sango, forgetting she was here. "Ah, sorry I got distracted." We both laughed; sadly hers was genuine while my laugh was fake hiding my pain, my confusion, my jealousy.

My phone buzzed and I grew with anticipation. If my heart had a voice it would be saying "Sesshomaru?" but I realized it wasn't my heart said that. It was InuYasha. I couldn't look him in the eyes "Eh? Oh yes, I had asked him a question earlier." My heart broke because of his face looked broken. My beautiful handsome man whom I loved. "Really? Haven't noticed." My Inu was skeptical. Maybe I shouldn't talk to Sessy so much.

Later that night I went to see Sesshomaru. He had gotten off work early, so we decided to go out for a walk. Subconsciously we ended up holding each other, like it was normal. We arrived at his penthouse. He looked at me and said "Kagome let us begin this explicit affair." We slowly stripped off our clothes bit by bit. Excitement and anticipation hitting both of us. As he gently laid me down on his bed, he hovered over my breasts. Nibbling each nipple roughly. He was giving my breasts equal attention, tweaking my left nipple while his tongue licking my right. He knew my sensitive spots very well. My mind was on the verge of going blank until he lightly started kissing my body. He was going lower and lower. I can feel myself getting wet. Then I felt electricity jolting throughout my entire body. My moans became joyful screams and I was saying his name loudly. He was licking my clit. I couldn't stay still, his tongue felt so well. Sesshomaru was licking my entire pussy until I reached my orgasm. "Sesshomaru…it's not fair. Let me make…u feel good too." I pushed him down on the bed and took his long, stiff cock in my hand and slowly began stroking it. I engulfed what I was able to fit into my mouth and it was not a lot. He says I can use my mouth and tongue like a pro. As I have him engulfed I use my free hand to gently massage his balls. They feel so firm. I love that feeling. "Mmmh, Kagome you sure can use your tongue well." Twenty minutes had passed and he finally came into my mouth. He was still hard. He shoved me back roughly and just shoved himself inside me. It screamed in pain. He is so large and my tiny body always had a problem taking it. Thankfully the effects only last for a few seconds. Pleasure quickly entered my body. Even though he was too large for me to handle it felt so good. He then started the procedure. He quickly paced himself in and out of me. I screamed his name loudly and he loves every moment of it. I can see the sweat glistening his skin. He tied my hands and placed it behind the head post and roughly taken me, I felt like my eyes rolled to the back of my head. He covered my mouth as I went into compete orgasm. I screamed as loudly as I can when he came into me. It felt so good and warm.

We laid there for a couple minutes. My mind began to think about InuYasha. So I turned and looked at Sesshomaru. "Sessy I think we should stop this affair. I suspect InuYasha is beginning to wonder about us. And something else is going on too that I can't say." He blankly looked at me. "Kagome, you know as well as I do that you cannot avoid me and you cannot resist me. I am also attracted to you with every fiber of my being. So why stop now?" "Because Sesshomaru…" My heart pounded. "I think I am beginning to fall deeply in love with you." Sesshomaru's face looked shocked. This is the first time I have known him that he has actually expressed a feeling so openly. "Sesshomaru?" "Well I am not the only one it seems. I too seem to have fallen in love with you." I became very ecstatic, and then my feelings went down. I realized. What about Kagura and InuYasha? "But we can't leave Kagura or InuYasha. We love them too greatly." Even though I was saddened by it just a little bit but I agreed. "But Sessy I am getting more and more jealous each day. When you are alone with her, and making love. I don't know what to do. My heart just clenches tightly. But I agree with you." I was so indecisive. Suddenly an unpredictable thing happened. A knock on the door happened. "Sesshomaru! It's Kagura, open up sweetie." Reality hit and man did it hurt. Reality is so cruel. I quickly grabbed my things and ran into the closet. Sesshomaru just got up put some pants on, fixed the bed, and went towards the door. Oh man…