In the beginning it was light than darkness came all over me.
My life starts like this . I lived with my family into a little village surrounded by a forest but we weren't like the others because our house was separated from the rest and we really didn't had much money. Despite all of that my parents were kind and still acted like there was no problem .My childhood was in a way happy but only were i spend my time around the house ,the majority of kids from the village made fun of me .Although , I manage to make two friends that i met in the woods a boy and a girl ,the boy's name was Jack ,he looked like a really troublemaker with his hair in all directions,he was dirty,and had a theet missing .The girl's name was Jannet she was pretty similar to Jack ,having her hair all over her face and you could seen only a part of her face . They were both full of energy and they were so happy togheter, i had plenty of adventures through out the forest with them . I found ,after some time, that they were brother and sister and were left by their parents when Jannet was 6 and Jack was 8 they never told me the reason perhaps they didn't know either..
The story i'm about to tell is not about my childhood but some things have something to do with it .When i started my teen years around 16 years old i had changed a lot . I never told how i looked in the past that's because i never saw myself ,i never wanted to see how awfull i looked ,but when i was a teen i had a job and some money for me to help my family .I saw my reflection into a mirror on the street ,one day, i finally knew that the way you live doesn't define the way you are . I had dark hair that was barely washed good , clean clothes and a clean face ,but the only thing i saw was misery and despair on my face. I understood that the world was far worse than i thought ,it was unbeareable with all the people who tells you what to do ,who makes you doing their job cause they are too busy or important for that ,give me a break, and if you do something wrong they blame you like it was your job or You choosed that.Every morning i had to pretend to be happy to assure my parents i am fine and every day i feel the urge to snap and scream and...end it all.