hey there this is my first fanfic a spoby oneshot I most likely won't continue. It involves Spencer's upcoming drug-storyline something I really look forward too, and some other spoby rumors which I hope are true. I also wanna give a big thank you to Layla1995 who inspired and encouraged me with finally posting a story, you should totally check out her work she is a really talented writer. So this story is dedicate to you Layla (sorry if it sucks!) here we go...

She felt tears streaming down her cheek while she drove away. Her hands were slightly trembling and she tried to decide were to go since there was no way she'd go home anytime soon. It has always been hard for Spencer to impress her parents to be just for once better than her older sister Melissa but now she had done something to get kicked out,once and for all probably. A soft sob escaped her throat and more tears began to flow. She didn't knew where she could go. There was a possibility . A place where she would be safe and welcome no matter what but she'd still have to tell what has happened, why she was crying and why she couldn't go home. But there was no other way. She sighed trying to calm herself down. She was going to go there. Toby needed to know, it was time to tell him.

He was on the couch watching TV after a long day of work when he heard a knock on the door. He slowly walked towards it surprised and concerned when he saw his girlfriend standing there her eyes red and puffy.

"Spencer", he said his eyes wide and questioning. "What happened?"

Tears began to fall from her eyes and she broke into wild, uncontrollable sobs. He quickly pulled her into a hug, pressing her shaking body against his and stroke her back soothingly.

"Shh Spence it's alright everything is alright. Just tell me what happened."he whispered not letting go of her fragile body. Her breathing slowly calm down but she didn't spoke for another few minutes, and he didn't push her to. Finally she answered her voice even raspier than usual.

"My parents they, they kicked me out. I'm officially homeless."

He gently stroke her back wiping away a last tear.

"Why?" his eyes were big, concerned and sad. Seeing her unhappy made him unhappy too.

She took another minute to answer considering lying but deciding against it. They've already done too much of it. He's gonna be so mad. Just the thought of it made her sick.

"Because they... they found drugs in my room" she looked down afraid of his answer.

"Did A put them there? Did A tricked you and now you're homeless because of it?!"

Yes he was mad but not with here. He didn't even consider that she had drugs because she bought them. He always thought the best of her, what made it even harder to say these next words.

"No Toby. I-i have them because I've been taking them."

She didn't dare looking him in the eye. She expected him to scream or yell or flip out any second. To ask her what the hell was wrong with her. To throw her out too, shut her out of his life. She just couldn't expect anything better than the worst right now. But when he spoke his voice was barely audible and the only emotion in it were shock and sadness.

"Why?"

She was surprised at his calmness but then a sudden rage rose inside of her. Not because of him. Because of her parents for pushing her so far. Because of her for acting so dumb. Because of A for making her life a living hell.

"Because!" she cried out " I have to get into Upenn. I have to keep myself concentraded while haunting after an enemy that seems to be everywhere and nowhere. I have to keep playing daughter perfect even thought I'm everything BUT perfect! This drug is the only thing that gives me a chance to keep being an A-Student through all this mess-"

She was cut off by Toby.

"Wait, what kind of drug are we talking about?"

She blinked a few times. "A study drug. It's called Easy A"

He raised an eyebrow at her "Simply the name should have scared you away"

She glared at him "That's not funny"

"Not at all" he agreed seriously.

She took a sharp, shaking breath. He hesitate for a few seconds carefully looking for the right words. He knew screaming at her wouldn't help. What she had done was stupid but he wasn't exactly in the position to judge.

"I know that your parents gave you the expression that you have to be the best to be worth something. But you should know that that's wrong and that you by just being you are beyond perfect to me. Whenever you feel the need to take drugs to be good enough for the world, talk to me. I'll do anything to convince you of the opposite. You're incredibly smart and you don't need pills to show that to the world you can go kick everyone's ass just like this, except for mine of course . I kicked your ass at scrabble and there's nothing in the whole wide world that's able to change that."

A small smile appeared on her lips and Toby cupped her face in his hands.

"Spence I love you. A, is an enemy I can't protect you from, I'm powerless against. I'll do everything to keep you save no matter what but that's not enough!So please I beg you don't add another thing to the list of dangers I can't save you from. That list is already too long."

He was right. She already was in danger and bringing herself in danger even more was more than stupid. But how was she going to stop? How could she escape from that toxic thing? For once in her Life Spencer had chosen the easy way and now she was being punished for that.

"Will you help me?"

"Of course"

She smiled and let out a relieved breath she didn't even realized she was holding. She then melted into his warm embrace, never wanting to leave this feeling of safety again.

"Thank you" she muttered under her breath "There's just one more thing."

"What?"

"I'm still homeless"

He smiled "You're welcome to stay as long as you need or want."

She smiled back "Well my parents are never gonna let me move in again. I'm a shame for my family I guess."

" Then I guess you're never gonna move out again"

"I don't have a problem with that"

"Me neither"

They just stared at each other for a while. Toby still holding Spencer close when he spoke up.

"Your parents are eventually gonna come around. They love you."

"How can you know that?"

"Because it's impossible not to love you"

Well yeah that's it. If you want me to continue I maybe will but it's actually supposed to be a one-shot. I know it's short and it probably sucks but I just wanted to finally post a story.

Please review that'd mean so much to me!