Diclaimer: I don't own Vampire Knight.

I'll try...

Chapter 1

It wasn't the first night Yuuki couldn't sleep when Kaname was lying right beside her. The thing was she no longer felt happy with him. He no longer was the guy she met at the tattoo salon while it still was the first few weeks working there and just first month that she spent in Tokyo.

Yuuki remembered when Kaname walked inside and said that he want to get tattoo that says "Perfection".

"Are you serious?" Yuuki asked him almost laughing "Why would you get a tattoo like that?"

"Why would you think I'm joking?" a small smirk appeared on his face

"Okay you're the boss!" Yuuki said and then started laughing again. The guy seemed arrogant, but really nice. That interested Yuuki a little... Maybe she wouldn't mind seeing him again..

Already three years past since they met and started going out, but in the last few months Kaname changed. He no longer was that guy that would be cocky to others and become the nicest person just for her. Now he became just as he always looked to the outsiders - arrogant guy that thinks of himself as a perfection.

Yuuki sat up on their bed and looked at her lover. She sighed. She knew now is the time to leave him. She was preparing for it for few months, buying new apartment and taking all her stuff away in the boxes and Kaname didn't even notice. This made it clear for Yuuki that Kaname no longer loves her as well.

The thought about Kaname no longer loving her made her choke... Maybe she still loved him, but she just no longer could say that she felt happy.

Yuuki got out of bed and took the last box with her things that she was going to take with her tonight. She looked back at her lover still peacefully lying on the bed. She knew that this didn't happen over night. Actually they had this problem since the very start, but in the beginning she was able to over look it, because she knew that men never take relationship seriously in the beginning. But even when a whole year passed since they started dating Kaname would still go out late at night when she was asleep and come back just few minutes before she had to leave for work.

The thing that made her mad the most was that every time she would ask where he spent the night he would become very angry and say that it's non of her business. Now that Yuuki thinks better about it she is amazed that she was able to put up with it for this long.

Yuuki silently opened door and then heard something rustle in the bed. Yuuki turned around with frightened eyes to see Kaname getting up and looking at her.

"Yuuki... where are you going?" Kaname asked with sleepy voice while looking at the box Yuuki was holding.

"Kaname... I didn't expect you to wake up... I was going to leave a note before leaving the house so you wouldn't worry..." Yuuki tried lying as best as she could. But not everything that Yuuki said was a lie. She really didn't expect Kaname to wake up and she was really going to leave a note, though not to tell Kaname where she was going and when she will come back, but to tell him that she will never come back...

"Then what's up with that box? Are you going somewhere for longer than just few hours?" Kaname asked again. This time his voice was not sleepy, but angry. It seemed he saw through Yuuki's lies right away. Yuuki was about to tell another lie, but stopped herself. She knew that she has to tell the truth and she has to tell it now.

"Kaname... I can't...I just can't live like this any longer... Let's just end this..." Yuuki said lowering her eyes.

"What do you mean let's end this?!" This time Kaname shouted and Yuuki was a little frightened by his reaction. Tears started to fall from Yuuki's eyes. This was the reason why she wanted to do this while Kaname was sleeping. She was afraid she will end up staying and hurting herself even more. That's right, this time what she is doing is supposed to be for herself not for Kaname.

"Kaname... It's just as I said... Please let's just end this here..." Yuuki repeated her words while griping the box in her hands even firmer. "Let's just end this here..." Her voice was shaking so bad that she knew that she won't be able to hold it any longer. "Please...Let me breathe again..." After saying these words Yuuki wiped the tears off of her face and turned to leave.

"Wait, Yuuki...!" She heard Kaname's voice "Let's talk about this! I'll change, I promise!" Even if Kaname would really change it was already too late. They had this problem from the time they started dating and Yuuki was afraid that if stayed she would have experience a lot more pain.

When she was opening their, no now it's his, now it's Kaname's apartment door, she could still hear Kaname's voice asking her to stay. She just closed her eyes and ignored it.