So since I just finished a rather angsty chapter on another story, I'm still in a mood. so I thought, hey why not use it? Welp. here we go...
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She was light. She was warmth. She was a radiating glow that smiled upon him even in the darkest moments. So where was she now?
He stared down at his hands and felt so helpless. After all she did, after all that happened it wasn't enough. It was never enough!
If only he could go back in time and change things. If only he could erase his regrets! If only...
if only things had ended up differently.
But they didn't.
This was real.
And he hated it!
Memories replayed in his mind. Adventures, sweet moments, laughter, tears, and darkness. There was so much darkness now.
When did he even start to notice the darkness? It was like, it had always been there. A heavy warning upon them. A bad omen. It didn't need to "appear", it just... existed.
And now he just existed.
He had no right though. He had no right to feel this way. To grieve the loss of someone he never had.
But his feelings were as real as the darkness.
It's hard to forget about someone. Especially if they touched your heart in a way no other could.
And she did.
She had made a mark on his life. And it would always be there hanging in the dead silence. Living within the coldest parts of his memory. He would always see this mark.
Yes, she was light. She was warmth. And now she was gone.
"Natsuu~"
But he would always remember. He would never, not once forget.
Because, she was his forever.
"Goodbye... Luce."
She was my forever.
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I hope you liked it! Writing this was so sad, but I also really loved it. I LOVE writing bittersweetness. It's got a nice flavor.
Well, thanks for reading. Seeya next time!