When I woke up, I found out I was not breathing for a few minutes. The lack of air severely squeezed the chest. Finally, I succeeded in breathing a little air into the empty lungs, but it still hurts.
Suddenly I realised that I am alone in bed. When I got out of it, I turned the lamp on so that I could see everything around because I still feel a little bit dizzy.
"Raffe? Where are you?" I asked, but no one answered back to me, so I decided to walk downstairs to the first floor. I still do feel that I am tearing, but I can't stop it, because nightmare hasn't faded yet.
Finally, I reached our living room. It is quite big room, but it is not that obvious, because there are many furniture here: dark gray carpet, lot of bookshelves, TV, small coffee table and gray-colored armchairs with a small baby-pink cushions I bought two months ago. When I brought those pillows Raffe told me that this is the worst idea of mine ever, because he terribly hates this color, but after a while he gets used to it.
We also have a sofa Raffe has chosen. He said it is perfect one, but It seemed too rough to me and too dark in this room. Because of it we were fighting whole month, but later we realised that is is not significant and so I let him to behave as he wanted to. However, those fights become our daily routine.
When I turned the lights on I saw that Raffe is sleeping on that sofa under the blanket I bought him. Within a second he opened his eyes and I am the first thing he sees . He stood up slowly and stare at me with that look of worry.
"Penryn, what..." He started saying something, but I cut him off.
"Why are you sleeping here if you have your own bed?" I said it with tears in my mouth, with a blaming tone in my voice. But it doesn't seem like he cares about it. He just rolled his eyes and take a one step closer to me and I take one back. He took a deep breath again.
"Why are you not sleeping? It is 2 a.m., Penryn! And..And why are you crying?" He asked it as he truly cares about it and took a one more step closer. This is my time to roll eyes.
"Do not change the subject! I asked you first!" I tried, really tried to say itcalmly, but I didn't make it. It was more like a screaming at him. " And do not pretend that you care about me".
You think I could hurt you, Penryn? Are you seriously thinking like that?" He said when I opened my eyes. I take a look into his eyes and all I see is a worry, sadness and disappointment. Raffe came closer and kissed my forehead. I couldn't handle it so I started crying even more. I do not know if it is possible anymore. "Another one nightmare, huh?" I nod and hepullsme into an embrace. "It is just a nightmare, Penryn.Shh, "he whispers in my ears.
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