A/N- Well this, like so many others, is post Partings, but please just read and give me your thoughts anyway!!
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She loved him; she knew that. There wasn't a doubt in her mind. She knew that she would always love him, no matter what. What she also knew was that she would not-could not-end it. She couldn't live without him; she needed him in more ways than anybody could ever imagine. She needed him to cheer her up when she was upset…she needed him to be able to talk to…she needed him as a food supplier, the love of her life, her fiancé, and most importantly, her best friend. He could always tell if something was wrong or how her day had gone, just by looking into her eyes. That was one thing she loved about him. He could always comfort her, even if he didn't know what was wrong. She loved that he was always there for her and for Rory. She loved that his number one priority always seemed to be making her happy. She loved that he would always eventually give in to her crazy antics. She loved that she could always count on him to come through for her when it meant the most.
The one thing she didn't love was that he could hurt her without even trying to…or even knowing he was, for that matter. While most of the time, he could read her like a book, sometimes, on rare occasions, he could be so oblivious…explosions could be going on around him and he wouldn't look up from whatever it was that he was doing. Or in this particular case, he could be ripping apart his fiancée's heart, bit by bit, and not even realize it…he could push her away and make her feel unloved, unwanted, and useless without knowing he was doing anything wrong. That was the only thing on the con side of her imaginary pro-con list, but it was big enough to count for three pros.
She knew all along that she couldn't actually go through with ending it…she wasn't strong enough for that. She was strong enough to raise her daughter alone at the young age of sixteen, she was strong enough to block out her entire family for most of said daughter's life…she was even strong enough to abandon her pride and admit to her mother that she had been right all along…that she might have a thing for the guy that poured her coffee everyday and to whom she could turn in any situation. She, however, was not strong enough to cut Luke Danes out of her life, and she knew it.
A/N- Ok…well, this was originally supposed to be a one-shot type of thing, but I thought that was a good place to end it…I know it was short, and for that I am sorry, but the next and most likely final chapter will be up so soon, you will be amazed…just kidding, but it will be up pretty fast. Don't forget to review!!!!You know you want to!!!