Kataomoi

By: LateSleeper

Disclaimer: I own Sakuragi!!! dragged by some doctors into a room Mine! Mine I tell you! thrown into a white room

Note: Un-betaread!

Chapter 1: Inner turmoil (SenHana)

We are here at the café near your school surrounded by millions of strangers buzzing here and there. It felt a bit over crowded but I knew it's the least of your concern right now, for you are drifting away again back to your own cocoon. Shutting the world out…locking yourself alone on your self-made world.

I been talking to you for about an hour now but it seems that I'd be getting no response from you. Well, I don't intend you to. I could see that you have your own crisis you are dealing at the moment, looking daze and blank.

I continued with my merry chatter although I realize that I don't have an audience.

I really felt like I was doing some monologue or of some kind.

I stared at you with my famous smile still plastered on my handsome face.

You know…I'm already okay, but I doubt if you are.

I saw you smile and nod, which you always do as though you were really listening but I knew better. You might be staring straight to my eyes but I know your mind is miles away.

You could have worn your mask today but I could see right through you.

Your chocolate brown eyes don't know how to lie. I doubt if it will ever learn to. You are like a crystal glass that anyone could perceive what's the truth.

Pretences…it never suits you!

I sip my coffee to water my drying throat. Although I feel like I'm talking to myself I've got this feeling of contentment and peace. The opposite feeling you are now projecting.

Why are we always like this? Two poles that could never meet, like north and south; east and west. Fate had sealed are emotions should never be the same.

I want to ask you what's your problem.

Is it me?

Do you want to tell me something?

Why is it your mind is in total confusion?

Is it because I'm the one your with and not him? Not Rukawa Kaede.

Am I always just a second to him?

I wanted to laugh…I wanted to cry. I must be a lunatic in disguise, but you know what you made me crazy but pull me back to sanity. Do you know how you confuse me, Hana?

I thought that if I had you I'd be happy…but I was wrong, it's not enough to have the person but I must also have his love.

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