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This story will be told in 3rd person and first person it will start with Jake. Also I do not condone any of this stuff im just trying to write a good fic so please no flames about me being a sick demented pervert flame me about something else instead!

Jake's POV

It all started with Nora

Nora was the first born. Nora was the first one to move out. Nora was also the first one to die. That day was like a domino, when she died our whole family went into a downward spiral. Of course I have no room to talk. I went down too.

But I'm getting ahead of myself, you don't even know my name or who Nora is, so let me start from the beginning.

I was skating down the street on my skateboard, beanie hat on MP3 on. I was your stereotypical teenager, and proud of it. Skateboarding was like walking to me. If it had a wheel and could move you would find me on it. I was into extreme sports like Lorraine was into clothes. I couldn't help it that was me.

I was skating when I saw Charlie's car it pulled up right beside me and screeched to a halt. Charlie opened the passenger side door and said "get in." I didn't have a ride home, so I gave no objection, but there was a tone he used that sounded grave.

Charlie was going twenty miles over the speed limit, which wasn't odd it just he seemed to be angry the way he was driving. I could tell people's moods by the way they drive. If people drove fast and jerked the wheel a lot they were angry. If people drove with one hand and drove normally they were relaxed. If people drove slowly with both hands on the wheel they were sad. Charlie was defiantly mad.

Charlie pulled into our driveway going twenty miles an hour and again screeched to a halt. We got out and went into the house. Everyone was there, Lorraine my second oldest sister, (next to Nora) was in tears. Henry my second oldest brother, (next to Charlie) had his face in his hands. Sarah my third oldest sister, (but she might as well of been my twin) was sitting on the couch hugging her knees to her chest with tears in her eyes. I then saw mark my little brother, his eyes were closed and he was rubbing his temples. I then saw Jessica and Kim my fraternal twins sisters holding each other in tears also. My eyes then found Mike he was sitting on the floor with his back against the couch looking shell-shocked. I didn't see Nora Nigel or Kyle my other twin brothers.

Mom walked in and she instantly burst into tears she hugged Charlie then me. I couldn't figure out what happened so I sat down beside Sarah and asked what was going on.

"Nora's been in an accident," she whispered, but I held onto every word, "dads there now they aren't sure," she sniffled and wiped her eyes, "there not sure if she's gonna make it."

We all sat there for the next hour waiting for dad's call apparently me and Charlie were the only ones missing, mom called Charlie and told him to find me and that Nora had been hit by a car.

We waited for what seemed like years, I didn't think I could handle Nora dying she was like a second mom to me.

I was twelve then. I was twelve when I skateboarded down the street with my beanie hat on and MP3 in. I was twelve when Charlie picked me up. I was twelve when dad called and said that Nora had died.

Remember what I said about dominoes? Well Nora dying was that domino. Life sucked after that pure and simple it sucked. Dad became withdrawn mom went on more and more book tours. But this story isn't about them it's about me, and Sarah and Mark and Charlie and Henry and Mike and Kyle and Nigel and Kim and Jessica and Lorraine. It's about all of us there were twelve of us, when we lived in Midland. How I wish now that Nora was the last one to die.

I could bore you with two years worth of details on how my life went out of control but I'm not. Why? Because I can't remember it to be honest. I can only remember those last few months before I came here and everything before Nora's death. I still wonder how I remembered that day when I found out about Nora's death, but I'm rambling now here's what happened

I was fourteen…

(AN: how didja like it be brutally honest. Im not sure how often I can update as my computer is broke and im on my stepmoms and I dont think they would approve f me writing something like this just a flash of things to come heres some stuff later chapters will contain. Incest pedophilia drug abuse sex masturbation abuse child neglect suicide self harm strong language. A lot of heavy shit so beware. It will be longer next time I swear.