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Okay, I almost didn't want to post this, but I kinda want to hear what people thing of it...I don't know what came over me when I wrote this, but this is probably the most twisted thing I've written...no fluff...

Warning: Mentions of rape/sadism, guyxguy (I don't really want to say shohen-ai, 'cause there really isn't any love...)

Disclamor: Okay, people, do you see something like this happening? Do you hear the screams of certain female ninjas (coughsakurakarincough)? No? Well, then I don't own NARUTO

Author: Obsessive


My head is pounding as I try to sit up. The stone floor under me is unforgiving and cold, devastatingly similar to my master. Gripping the edge of the unused bed, I somehow manage to stand. Squinting, for my glasses were long gone, lost in the chaos, I try move. My bruised and broken body protests as I make my way to the door, but I pay no mind to it.

Blood trickles down my legs as I walk. He always takes special care to leave my as bloody as can be. The sight turns him on faster than anything else I could do. It used to bother me, but not anymore. Very few things bother me now.

In the hallway, my steps waver as a wave of dizziness hits me hard. My room is less than ten feet down, but I don't make it more than another two before my legs give out on me. I contemplate crawling the remaining steps, but I quickly wave the thought away. He may have taken most of my dignity, but not all of it; I am not yet at the point of crawling.

The floor is disgusting, and I can't help but twitch at the fact that I'm lying here in all of this filth. My blood is still pouring out, and I begin to worry that maybe this time was too much, and that he finally took it too far. "Yes, this time was too much" I think impassively as I watch my blood pool around me.

And suddenly I laugh, loudly. The empty, hallow sound reverberates around the corridor. Minutes pass; I won't stop, I can't stop. I laugh because I am used, I laugh because I am in pain, but the biggest reason I laugh is because no matter how I stare at the blood, all I can see is you.


So...review? If anyone thinks the rating is messed up, let me know...

To anyone who is reading my chapter story: I'm sorry! I've gotten the third chapter started, but my stupid procrastination skills keep messing me up --;; so...I'm working on it...