Here is my first Twilight fanfic! there weren't enough E/J fanfics so i thought i'd make one anyways enjoy!

Oh i don't own Twilight or anything for that matter but whatever

At the Cullens house Jasper was sulking in his room trying hard to change the subject or someone to be more precise in his mind to something else. He let his thoughts roam instead of fighting them thinking that someone wasn't listening to his thoughts.

'Why can't I get him out of my head? He's my brother for god's sake…well not technically we were adopted…. No! Bad Jasper BAD!!' He mentally scolded himself.

'My family already knew except that someone and surprisingly everyone thought it was cute…well Alice did but that's her for ya. Even Bella knew about this!! (That someone's best friend) I deeply love him (yes I said him!!) but I can't bring myself to tell him.' He sighed sadly as his thoughts wandered to him. He buried his head in his hands and felt utterly disgusted with himself.

'What is wrong with me? I mean I love him and all but he wouldn't feel the same! Edward would just hate me if he found out' he thought letting his depression flow into the room and suddenly there was a soft knock on his door. He quickly hid his depression and covered up his thoughts.

"Who is it?" he called "it's Alice, can I come in?" she asked softly "yeah sure" he didn't care that his voice sounded sad. He let his thoughts roam again knowing Edward is nowhere near him.

Alice entered the room and sat down next to Jasper, he could feel the worry emanating from her "Jasper…you should just tell him, everyone is worried" she said rubbing his back for comfort. Jasper looked up at her and if he could cry well it looked like he did for hours on end.

"I…I can't Alice, he'll hate me…" he said looking away.

"Who will hate you?" A new velvet like voice said that made Jasper's heart do flips.

'Edward?' he thought as he looked up at the object of his affection.

"Yeah it's me…you doin okay Jasper?" he said almost like a…purr? No that can't be right.

"I'm fine" he said with more venom then intended, he thought he saw Edward wince at his tone but thought otherwise. Jasper hid his face in his hands again trying to ignore everyone around him.

"Alice can you leave us alone for a moment?" he asked winking at her, she giggled and understood completely.

"Sure" she said and go up, she paused beside Edward "so you know how he feels, huh?" she asked smiling

"yeah, I could hear his thoughts a mile away" he said chuckling as she giggled "well then, see ya later" she said as she left closing the door behind her.

In a second Edward was crouching in front of Jasper trying to get him to remove his hands from his face. "Jasper…" he said with a sad pitch to his voice "look at me…please" he said as a sad frown crept up to his face.

'Oh great he just has to make me feel bad' he thought as he allowed Edward to remove his hands from his face.

Edward chuckled at his thought "yes, yes I do" he smiled at Jasper melting his heart. Jasper couldn't help but smile at Edward 'thanks' Jasper thought earning a bigger smile from Edward "you're welcome…love" he said and smiled wider at the look on Jasper's face.

He was blushing a bright red and looked shocked. 'W-what?' he thought, he couldn't find his voice so he settled with thinking his questions.

"I called you love, what's wrong?" he asked smirking 'n-nothing…but does that mean…you…' Edward cut him off "yes, it means I return your feelings Jazz" he said leaning forward and kissing him on the cheek. "Love you too" he said then lightly kissing him on the lips.

Tbc….maybe

Okay that was Chapter one, i need ideas for what to do next so please let me know if you got one, that would help thanks