Hey guys I was reading depressing fanfic so I decided I'd do this. I had this idea for a while now...


Step one, you say, We need to talk
He walks, you say, Sit down, it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through


I look at the plate of food in front of me. I poke it around my plate. Sodapop walks in and frowns when he sees me.

"Pone... we need to talk. You haven't really been eating-" He starts before I cut him off.

"Yes I have. You haven't seen me though." I stood up, " I have to go do my homework." I scrape my uneaten food back in pan.

"Pone..." He sighs. As I walk by he grabs my arm, " Fine but I have to see you eat dinner tonight."

" I will." I lied. In reality I didn't have any homework. I just sat at my desk drawing. I heard the gang come in one by one.

Not Johnny and Dally...

They both died last year. I am a ghost of my old self because of their deaths. I rarely eat now and recently... I cut myself. No one has notice the cuts because I do it were no one can see them. Sodapop suspects something is up. He nearly walked in on me hurting myself once. Scared the hell out of me.

"Ponyboy! Dinner!" I hear Darry call out. I put my drawing away and I realized... I was drawing Johnny and Dally...

"One second!" I called out. I cut myself on my upper arm slightly. Luckily it didn't bleed so I raced out. Sodapop set a plate in front of me as I sat down. He sat in front of me.

"I'm not eating till you do." he sighed. I stare at him for a second and when he stares back its like he looks into my mind. He walked over to me.

" Come with me to our room for a second Ponyboy." Sodapop doesn't say but demands. I know he means business because he only use Ponyboy when he is real irked about something or worried. I'm guessing right now it is both. When we walk in he closes the door.

"I'm giving you two choices- Tell me what's up or I'll force it outta ya." His face is stone cold as he says this.

"Um... I don't know what your-"

"PONYBOY!" He screams. " Just tell me!"

I gulp. I know I have to. But I don't want to


Ahhh that was short. But I shall post a new chapter soon. Maybe one of lone horse too. I need to...

OMG I HAD A FACIAL MASK ON AND WAS EATING SESIME SEED CANDY WHILE WRITING THIS! I feel I a girl... Wait...

Enjoy and review!