Disclaimer: I do not own Spot unfortunately for my daydreams and fantasies...
Enjoy!
Silence
I know that I cant fall but still my knees are giving out.
I'm supposed to be too strong to ever feel afraid or doubt.
I'm supposed to be the leader but I cant lead my own life,
Inside my head I'm so confused but outside they cant see a thing.
Their hidden deep inside of me, my secrets hopes and dreams,
because its simply just not possible that I could have torn seams.
I'm never supposed to wince in pain or smile for a little girl,
And crying's out of the question when your supposed to run their world.
When I'm alone I keep my thoughts still safe inside my head,
You never know who might be watching, Who could wake up dead.
But death isn't what I really fear, isn't this worse than death?
Trapped inside this life afraid to say the wrong thing with every breath.
But I know that I cant fall and still my knees are giving out.
Ill never be the one who understands the pang of doubt.
A/n: Hope ya liked it! I wrote this while I got bord in History. Are the people at Hot Topic really gonna care what each word of teh preamble is when we give them the job application?! Either way please R and R!
Much Love -Acid