This is a one-shot from Maya to Kim. This is linked to my Jared and Kim story: Mea Regina (chapter 11 ish onwards)
Dear Kim,
I'm okay, I'm alright. I know you're upset and hurt by what's happened, I never planned it. I'm sorry, I never wanted to put you through it, its not fair.
Don't blame Collin though, its not his fault. He's a wolf and it scared me. I angered him and he... phased... I was too close; it was my fault. The spirits explained everything to me, I understand now. The wolves protect the tribe, I was an accident. You and Jared though?! You two are soul-mates! And he loves you so much, Kimmy, so much!
I know he's told you about what I said to him, before I left. I'm sorry I scared you, it wasn't the plan. I couldn't tell you how I felt though, I was too scared. I know it wouldn't have changed anything though. I'm glad I didn't say anything though. You and Jared belong together, you truly do.
And Kim! You got my tattoo?! I wanted that! I understand why you got it and it does make you look really hot! And I'm actually surprised, and proud, that you didn't cry! I honestly thought you would, so did mom.
Yeah, my mom's here. I know she died nine years ago but it feels like I only saw her five minutes ago... if that makes sense. She's just like I remembered, still beautiful and funny, kind and strong. I'm missed her so much. I wish you could see us together, the other spirits said we're so alike!
I miss you Kim, so much. I'm sorry I won't be there in the future. Have a good life. You were fantastic... and you know what? So was I... I love you, bestie!
Maya xxx