Crucible Letter
Dear Elizabeth,
My magnificent wife I know that I have committed a vile act and that it will take time for you to forgive me if you do at all and as much as I would like for us to forget this horrible act and move on with our lives I understand that it is not that easy because of this I have decided to write this letter in the hopes that if you understand why I did what I did and how sorry I am about it then perhaps you will find it in your heart to forgive me.
I have been trying to find out why I had an affair with Abagail and after thinking much about it I have realized that it may simply have been because of the fact that I was lonely. Now when I say this my dear wife know that I am not blaming you for what I did at all. I along with Abagail fully bear the responsibility of this wicked action but what I mean is that I may have been feeling lonely for quite some time why this is I can't say however I strongly believe that it was this fact that led me to my affair with Abagail.
Now what I have to say next will hopefully show you how serious I am about earning your forgiveness I promise that it does not matter if you take me back or not but I will do my very best to stay away from Abagail completely and make sure not to fall under her wicked spell again I swear to you my wife that she has now become the embodiment of everything I stand against and now whenever I look at her I do not see some innocent child whose innocence I took but a devil who lured me to her and made me betray everything I have ever known and loved that being you Elizabeth when I see you it makes me believe in our god and his ten commandments more than ever before and it was when I didn't think of you that I fell to Abagail and her devil charms. You my wife have never lied, cheated, or stole because that is who you are a noble individual who got a unfaithful husband which was far less then you deserved but if you allow me then I swear to you on god and everything else that we believe in that for the rest of my days that I will beg for your forgiveness and try to be the husband that you deserve.
I hope that afvter reading this letter that perhaps you have been able to achieve some degree of closure and maybe that deep within your heart you may have been able to find some small level of forgiveness for what I did. I only hope that someday we can be a couple that has completely resolved our differences and until that day all I can say is that I love you my magnificent wife.
Love,
John Procter