Disclaimer: This plot is mine as is River. The characters are named from the show Sailor Moon and Serena looks like her animation self, but that's pretty much where the similarities end. This is a total AU fic with almost nothing from the show. Also, this is a REALLY old story, my first actually now that I think about it. No flames that are too hot please lol. Oh, I am NOT encouraging suicide in anyway. Enjoy the story and please review.
Smile,
~Liz~
Tears
Dear Diary,
Why? Why did my heart and soul leave? My lover, and my friend. He just left me. Why??!! Is it because I am not pretty enough? Too ditzy? Too clumsy? Too stupid? What is it? I need to know.
~Flashback~
"Serena, I think it's time we stopped seeing each other," he said. I couldn't believe my ears.
"Darien, what do you mean?" I asked confused.
"I mean," he said "that I'm breaking up with you. I don't love you anymore, and I don't want to be with you." I started silently crying, something I hardly ever do. I didn't want them to come, but they came anyway; faster and faster until my vision was blurred in a sea of salty tears. Tears, they mingled with the rain that had just started pouring; softly, and soundlessly, to add to my pain.
How could he do this? I need him. He is my pillar of strength. Without him I am nothing. I started walking away, slowly, and noiselessly, thinking about our past, our history. As I walked through the rain I decided on one thing: I can't survive without my other half so why try and live? It's just not worth it.
~End Flashback~
So Diary, I'm going to do it. I'm going to commit suicide. I've thought about it before, but I never really "thought, thought" about it. I always figured that I had so much to live for in life, so why waste it? Now I know why. Who do I still have to live for? Well, there's Andrew, my best and only friend. That's all.
Before I go through with it, I need to know why Darien dumped me. Even if it was for... for another girl!
~Serena~
I know this was a short chapter, don't worry there's more :)
Smile,
~Liz~
Tears
Dear Diary,
Why? Why did my heart and soul leave? My lover, and my friend. He just left me. Why??!! Is it because I am not pretty enough? Too ditzy? Too clumsy? Too stupid? What is it? I need to know.
~Flashback~
"Serena, I think it's time we stopped seeing each other," he said. I couldn't believe my ears.
"Darien, what do you mean?" I asked confused.
"I mean," he said "that I'm breaking up with you. I don't love you anymore, and I don't want to be with you." I started silently crying, something I hardly ever do. I didn't want them to come, but they came anyway; faster and faster until my vision was blurred in a sea of salty tears. Tears, they mingled with the rain that had just started pouring; softly, and soundlessly, to add to my pain.
How could he do this? I need him. He is my pillar of strength. Without him I am nothing. I started walking away, slowly, and noiselessly, thinking about our past, our history. As I walked through the rain I decided on one thing: I can't survive without my other half so why try and live? It's just not worth it.
~End Flashback~
So Diary, I'm going to do it. I'm going to commit suicide. I've thought about it before, but I never really "thought, thought" about it. I always figured that I had so much to live for in life, so why waste it? Now I know why. Who do I still have to live for? Well, there's Andrew, my best and only friend. That's all.
Before I go through with it, I need to know why Darien dumped me. Even if it was for... for another girl!
~Serena~
I know this was a short chapter, don't worry there's more :)