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Here is another Bella and Edward story.

I know I already have a couple of bella and edward stories out that I havent updated in forever, but Ive been having all these ideas and just had to write them and share them.

Ive now also worked out a writing schedule so I will updating and posting any new stories on mondays.

Please Review and let me know what you think.

Well that was another review written and edited; now I could focus my attention on my gorgeous son, he looked so much like his father it's unbelievable, the only part of me he seemed to have inherited was my lips, although he did have his father's smile, his eyes, well his human eyes, his bronze hair, his nose, he was most defiantly a miniature version of him. There would never be any doubt as to who his father was. As far as personality went I would say he was like his uncles, he was playful, but calm and was never fussy. I counted myself blessed in that respect, some mothers had terribly fussy babies that didn't seem to want to eat or sleep or needed to be held practically every second of the day. No I was truly blessed, mason was a perfect baby, and he only ever cried when he was hungry or needed changing even then it was only ever a short cry.

He slept through the night, and as for strangers holding him well I never really let that happen. As much as I wanted to move on and forget my so called family it was impossible as I had a permanent reminder of them but I wouldn't change him for the world, in fact he was my world. To say I had been surprised when I discovered I was pregnant would be an understatement, as far as I knew it was impossible, how wrong I was.

I had a lot to think about and had no idea what to expect and the one person who could help me was no longer a part of my life, so I had to figure and discover everything myself, well so maybe I didn't do everything alone, it didn't take long for Renee to work out what was going on so I told her everything, well apart from the vampire part. She was completely understanding and supported me, and told me that Cullen's best hope they never bump in to her if they knew what was good for them, it was nice to see the parent side of my mom coming out and being protective of me, it made a change, not that she was a bad mother but in our relationship it had always been me that had to be the parental figure, I guess Phil had managed to tame her and made her grow up a little.

Finishing up high school had not been a problem as the school was quite big compared to the one in forks and no one had battered an eyelid at the teenage pregnant girl. My original plans had been to go to college but with a baby on the way, that was put on hold, I wanted to spend as much time with my baby as possible, as a half vampire I had no idea what the development rate would be and I did not want to miss a thing. Phil had several job offers but that required traveling a lot and it was agreed that traveling around with a small child was not the best idea, so thanks to Phil and his generosity I was brought my own place, I was happy with a two bed roomed apartment but mom and Phil wouldn't hear of it and so they decided I needed a house with a backyard as that was much better for raising a child, and I knew protesting would be useless, what decision I did get to make however was where I lived, it had to be somewhere with plenty of cloud cover as I didn't know if the baby would sparkle like other vampires, and I didn't want to risk being exposed.

We all knew staying cooped all day with a baby was no way to live so thanks to some connections of my mom's she got me a job working for a newspaper doing reviews on books and such, I also had an interest in literature so this suited me well and would look good on my resume if I ever chose to take it up as a profession. After a couple of months doing that someone had read my work and deemed it worthy and was offered a position at a small publishing firm, it was not very glamorous or anything major, I just helped go through manuscripts they were sent and see if any were actually readable, and worth a look at and then pass them on, I would also send out the rejection letters, not something I enjoyed, but none the less it was a job and it suited me, I could work from home and only stop by the office to pick up the manuscripts once every few days. I would take several at a time so I would not have to keep going back and forwards.

While mason was asleep I would sit and read through them taking my time and trying not to judge straight away which sometimes was not easy as some ideas were just downright weird and defiantly not something I could see anybody wanting to read, or they had abbreviated almost the entire thing and use so much slang that I just wanted to throw the thing in the trash. Occasionally I would come across something quite good as I would make my notes I would find myself hoping it got taken further as I wanted to see how the story panned out. Alongside finding the good amongst all the not so good, I would have to make notes on what it was about, what genre it was, what audience it was aimed at, if there was a lot of grammar or spelling issues that would need to be worked on, and if I knew of a lot of other similar stories out there then I would note that down as well. This all helped it go to the correct department, and helped with the marketing as if there was a particular trend in a genre that anything like that would be prioritized. Overall I would have to say I enjoyed my jobs, I was still kept on at the paper as it didn't interfere with anything else and only took up a small amount of my time, not to mention the paper loved my reviews and were not keen to lose me. All in all I would say I had a pretty good life, I had not one but two great jobs I loved, a great home, good friends, my mom and Phil's un wavering love and support and most importantly my beautiful baby boy.

I did love my old life, living with my dad, being with Edward and my ex family, I did love them all once , but they hurt me and I'm not so sure I'm going to ever forgive them. Edward had said my human memories would fade I would forget but that simply wasn't true, I would never forget but I had moved on. I was happy with my life. I knew what was missing from my life, but I knew that I could never have it so I didn't dwell on it.

I emailed my review to the paper ready to be edited, and turned around to face mason who was just rolling over on the floor in order to crawl. For his age he was slightly advanced already and grew faster than a normal human baby, he could crawl, lift himself up when he could grab on to something like the coffee table or the couch. He also understands when you spoke to him, though he couldn't speak yet that didn't mean he didn't have his own way of communicating. Pushing away from my desk I made my way over to the couch to watch him crawl and explore.

Seeing me watch him he crawled over to the couch and placed his hands on it and using it as leverage, pulled himself up and looked at me, smiling at me, pleased with his accomplishment and having my attention. We both heard the front door open and turned towards the sound before turning and looking at each other with a smile, knowing who it was already. "Hey" he said kissing my cheek.

"Hey" I replied,

"How's my favorite little man" he asked swinging mason up in to the air causing him to giggle. "His fine, like always. We both missed you though" I said smiling up at him.

" sorry but you know how it is, I needed to hunt, but I was thinking maybe we could all go out tomorrow, maybe take mason to the zoo, I'm sure he would love that" I couldn't agree more, mason loved seeing new things and it would be nice to spend some time together outside of the house.

"Sure that's great, and don't worry if you need to hunt, you need to hunt." I kissed his cheek before ruffling mason's hair. " okay well then I'm going to little man here his bath and get him ready for bed, see you in a bit" and with that the two of them headed upstairs. I knew mason would need feeding before he went to sleep so I decided to get something to eat for myself first. Just like it once was, my life was no longer vampire free.