So I knows its been awhile but ive been busy handling uh issues but im back also i deleted my previous story and will be updating my other story soon I have chapters written in my notebook and im just having people review them cause as im pretty sure u guys all know my grammar and spelling sucks so be patient D:

Also this story contains use of drugs but nothing hard like needles or meth also language can be strong im just warning ya.

Kiba P.O.V.

Have you ever felt like you lived a day 100 times over and over again? Almost like an endless cycle nothing special happening and nothing unimportant happening either. Well thats my life right there the same shit just a new day i guess. Anyways im Kiba Inuzuka 18 years old and apparently im depressed, have ADD, diagnosed with anxiety and im unfit to take care of myself. Let me sum it up for you, im basically crazy yet i live a average life. I have a job and graduated high school with a 3.5 GPA pretty good huh? Well not really you see I work as a referee for basketball and football since im diagnosed with so many psychological disorders Im not allowed to referee with anyone besides one person who is my "Keeper" basically he makes sure i don't spaz out on kids while I ref or try anything dangerous yet i've never had an anxiety attack. Also my so called "Keeper" treats me like a fucking idiot its sickening having to hear his voice in his overly nice tone as if he feels sorry for me. Besides my "Keeper" thinking im ill in the head my mom thinks so too, its the reason why she wouldn't pay for my college education. She said itd be a waste of money if I wanted to go to college(even though i had a 3.5 GPA .) id have to pay for it myself. And thats the reason why i got the stupid reffing job, im not stupid enough to get a student loan and screw myself over. So thats my life ima insane referee trying to get money to go to college awesome right?

I hop out bed and start the same routine i do everyday take a shower brush my teeth ect... once im ready for my day to do nothing since its monday my day off I go out to the kitchen for breakfast I sit down at the table where of course my whole family is eating the breakfast my mom made like we do every morning.

Tsume: Honey have you taken your pills today?

Me: Uhh no...

Tsume: oh well make sure you take them today we don't want another attack to happen

Me: Okay *mumbles*whatever

The attack this woman talking about is my anxiety which I don't have the only reason im diagnosed with it is because of her. When i was 13 I had freaked out because she killed my dog i had for 6 years Luna... Well i guess it wasn't entirely her fault actually never mind It was that bitches fault she left Luna outside while i spent the night at my friends house when i came back i saw my dog dead on the ground in the backyard covered in ants and bugs eating her flesh. I freaked out and well here i am popping pills like no tomorrow.

I go walk to the bathroom and open my medicine and pull out 3 different jars of pills. I pop 2 Zannies 2 riddlin and 1 Lexapro without any water since im use to this daily routine and walk back out to the kitchen.

Tsume: Hey hun your not doing anything today are you?

Me: Nope not really

Tsume: Oh well do think u can do the shopping for me today I have a meeting today an-

Me: Sure

Anything to get my out this stupid cycle of doing the same shit honestly i was gonna just sit at home all day probably just catch up on another season of Wilfred.

Tsume: Great hey do u think Kakashi can come with you?

I should have seen that coming... Kakashi is my "Keeper" my partner i should have expected her to ask that shit she wouldnt have let gone alone she doesnt trust me enough... But this time its not going down like this im not doing this again.

Me: No

Tsume: Huh? what why?

I cant help but snicker with that surprised look on her face.

Me: Cause I don't feel like going with him so either I go or you go, not Mr. Hatake.

Tsume: But someone should with you it'll be faster and easier that way.

Me: why does matter how much time it takes u aren't making dinner til 8 and its 9 am I think I can finish by then.

Tsume: well.. uh... okay i guess you can go by yourself.

She hands me keys and credit care which I gladly take and head out the door.

Me: Bye mom Oh and if u send Hana after me I will spend all the money on something else so dont even try it.

I leave the house feeling surprising good about myself for not being a yes man and not having to take the annoying grey haired prick with me.

So Yes I know its short but its been awhile since ive written a story so bear with me I promise later chapters will be longer

Review and tell me what you think so far!