A/N- My first Artemis Fowl fanfiction! I think Arty seems a bit OOC at times but I tried to add in the 'know-it-all-boy-genius' side of him. Please R&R!

Disclaimer- Julius- She owns nothing

Artemis- I have to correct you there Commander, she owns many things but not this story

Butler- Come on Artemis *Drags the boy away* Oh and on with the story!


This world will never be what I expected

And if I don't belong who would have guessed it

I always thought the world was purely for money and power like father had taught me. I never once thought it could be kind and caring, until I stole the Fairy book.

I will not leave alone everything that I own

To make you feel like it's not too late

It's never too late

I'm not going to just abandon my mother. I want to say that to Holly so badly right now. I want to tell her about her not being responsible for the spelltropy, but I can't. If it's never too late then why can't I form words?

Even if I say it'll be alright

Still I hear you say you want to end your life

Now and again we try to just stay alive

Maybe we'll turn it around cause it's not too late

It's never too late

Maybe we'll stop all of this and get this time travel stuff out of the way. I hate that I lied to her. But it isn't too late yet. I can still change.

No one will ever see this side reflected

And if there's something wrong

Who would have guessed it and I have left alone

Everything that I own to make you feel like

It's not too late It's never too late

She gave everything up to help me. She's missed three years of her life for my lie. Please Butler, help convince me it'll be alright. No-one's ever seen this side of me except you.

Even if I say it'll be alright

Still I hear you say you want to end your life

I still hear you in my head everyday. As you knelt by my broken body. You wanted to end your life. Why?

Now and again we try to just stay alive

This time I wanted to stay alive completely. For her.

Maybe we'll turn it around cause it's not too late

It's never too late

It can't be too late to turn this loss of memory around. I know it and being Artemis Fowl the second, I am rarely wrong. Something everyone should know about me. And if I am ever wrong, I am wrong. In that sense two wrongs do make a right.

The world we knew won't come back

The world we knew Butler, it will never come back old friend. We are lost to it forever. My eye proves that.

The time we've lost can't get back

The time we lost on the demon planet, we can never get it back Holly. I am so sorry for it all.

The life we had won't be ours again

The old criminal life I had planned with my father would never be mine again. Ours again.

This world will never be what I expected and if I don't belong

This new fairy world wasn't what I expected. If I don't belong in it or our world now, where is my home?

Even if I say it'll be alright

If I say I'll be alright, I rarely mean it old friend.

Still I hear you say you want to end your life

I hate it that Commander Root -Julius - died. And you wanted to end your life because you couldn't save him and were framed?

Now and again we try to just stay alive

Maybe we'll turn it around cause it's not too late

It's never too late

Holly Short. Please remember it's never too late for anything. Although it seems that way for me. I can never tell you how I feel, and never will.