Title: Addicted

Author: Kiki-0400

Summary: This story came to me when I was watching "Deadly Desire" I was just thinking about what would Brennan be thinking while Lorna was manipulating him with her scent or whatever. And I also thought of what about making Brennan attracted to Shalimar and vise-versa. Set in Brennan's POV

Addicted

It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time

What the hell is wrong with me, last thing I knew I traced Tony down and then this Lorna person sprays me with something. I swear I will kill her when I get the chance, when this hold she has over me is destroyed.

And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around "I love you"

Wait back up a minute here, I don't love her, I don't even like this woman for gods sake. Plus I have my eyes on a particular blonde feral that I know. I swear I'm gonna die or at least kill her soon.


It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time


She is gonna be the end of me, I can't really breathe when I'm without her. She's driving me insane, and she made me shock Emma that little prissy bitch. I can't get away from her it's hopeless everything I try I can't get her off of me. I just hope Shal can help me even if I am a little aggressive towards her.

It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts, in my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me


Why is the hold on me still in progress I hoped it would be over in at least a few hours but I guess not. Shalimar came up behind me, I didn't know she was there but I could somehow sense her. I said I wanted out of Mutant X but it was totally not true. I wanted to kiss her right there but those pheromones were too strong. She kissed me though that was as good as anything.


It's like I'm lost
It's like I'm giving up slowly
It's like your a ghost that's haunting me
Leave me alone
And I know these voices in my head are mine alone
And I know I'll never change my ways if I don't give you up now

When Shal kissed me I felt like I was falling out of a tree and then an image of Lorna came up. I didn't feel like I owed it to her to go back to her place but I felt I had too.

It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts, in my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me

I got to her place and told her why I don't think this Anomite idea wasn't a good one and then she came close to me and stung me with something. Man I really should've listened to Shal, Jess, Adam and Emma. Christ what did I get myself into.


I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time, then that's it
Just a little bit more once you get me
through this

My head started to feel way too hot and I collapsed. I could feel Lorna kiss me and heard her say that she was sorry. But then everything went hazy and couldn't tell what was happening. A little while later I started to feel cold, cold as ice which could only mean that Emma got to me.

It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts, in my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me

Well the next thing I knew both Emma and Shal were jumping on my bed and waking me up. It felt like I was in some sort of coma for 2 weeks, but they say only 14 hours. Jesse got me a glass of water and I gave my finding women rights over to the girls, cuz' hey I've had really bad luck doing so.

A few hours later I was up and training with Shal. Emma and Jesse had gone to put a mutant in the Underground, and Adam was in the lab. We took a break for a while and grabbed a bottle of water.

"I'm sorry for everything I did" I apalogized, I couldn't help it, it felt like I was shocking Shal instead of Emma.

"No problem, we've all done it, don't worry" she soothed, what can I say she made me feel better.

"Hey, it's not like you shocked me you only shocked Emma and she's over it, but if you did shock me, I swear you'd be on your back on the ground" she joked, I laughed.

And I couldn't help the next time she faced me I leaned in and kissed her. She didn't pull away and slap me, which I half expected she gladly accepted. There was no on there just us, the way it should be.

A/N: Ok I did it, I just finished something that has been nagging at me for weeks. I just thought that I should get Brennan's POV about what was happening to him and if he liked Shal and acted on his feelings. If you like Review, if you don't, don't. I don't care.