Notes: This fic is the sequel to Illusion (an AU telling of Beast), and its confusing unless you read that. Some references to Injustice and Failsday (ugh!)
(This is not the way it was supposed to be.)
Blackness. The space, roughly three feet by eight feet, the dizzying motion of a vehicle. Cuffs, hauling her wrists above her, as if she is some kind of animal on a meat hook. A gag in her mouth and aching in her legs, in her arms, heaviness. A sudden sweet sickness in her throat.
She wants to think, knows she must, but the memories are too strong now.
She had been buried alive once. After the air ran out she'd started to jerk and buckle to because there was just no way to get oxygen. The impact, skin against wood and she didn't have to feel anymore. It wasn't the oblivion that she had the nightmares about, but those moments where the air thinned and everything started getting black and she would have done almost anything for that air.
Stupid, but the similarities should be enough to give her a panic attack now. They don't, scatter in her brain dully.
She has to think.
The air is cold like the morgue drawer after the first time she died, enough that she must be north again.
How far north she doesn't know.
She knows she needs to get back to Davis before it is too late.
Her wrists chafe painfully against each other and no matter how high she stretches she can't get them over the hook. The MO is too deliberate and whoever planned it knew her, somehow. It wasn't some random psycho trying to kidnap her.
It was…who? Who would want this?
Her mind feels dull, sluggish. Whoever it was knew enough to knock her out.
If she had been awake, if she had been panicked there wouldn't have been a chance they'd get far before being in shreds. Whoever took her knew about him.
She only remembers the short walk to the car, on her way back to the hotel. A sting- a tranquilizer she should have been ready for.
When she and Davis had gotten out of Smallville every mile they drove felt like it was closer to danger but she hadn't voiced it. That wasn't the way it was supposed to be. They were supposed to have time.
She didn't want to worry him with something that just might have been all in her head.
The paranoia still remained, though. She made it so they never stopped for more than four hours, changed names, kept out of sight, switched cars. She did everything she could to hide their trail but she didn't exactly have a miniature army to wipe away traces like when she'd worked with Lex.
The rooms got reserved under Smith, Jones, sometimes even Sullivan (paid in cash) when the hours just got too long and lack of real, comfortable sleep glued her eyes shut.
He'd park the car and get her up the stairs, easy like a child, and no one questioned the newlywed explanation.
They'd shared a room, with paint strips peeling off the walls, with a cot and the blinds drawn all the way down. It was dark, like those times he had slept in the Talon basement. Only she was there now, and things had changed since then between them. Built up.
Now when he'd watch her or touch her or even breathe, she felt that something twist between them again. (Desperate, unhealthy maybe- because she was supposed to be his humanity and sometimes she felt only weak, panicked and needy-nothing like the girl who could get them out of this alive.)
She'd felt that, needed to force the panic down so she didn't let him get to the tender exploration that she remembered and made her stomach twist. They had to be fine.
She'd felt cloth rasping against her back and bunching in her hands, the way he shook to go slow but then she pushed for everything, hard and fast as if even then the future would catch up with them both.
There had been one hour for sleep until she'd stir in the cot beside him, feeling like someone from 'the Fugitive' and he'd be awake. He never slept after they were together.
"Please, we need to move now." She'd say.
(They had been almost to the border, before.)
She'd felt weaker the last morning, unable to swallow one bite of food before rejecting it violently. She'd listened to what he said a hodgepodge of 'This is too much for you. We should slow down. You should rest.' She was too tired to appreciate how he could just say the things flat out, honestly or to hate how even then he seemed to be loathing himself.
"A few minutes. We will keep going." she'd said, violently enough to set her off again.
He'd been disproportionately panicked enough to go halfway out the door to get her something despite the fact she'd never let him leave the room without her.
It was easy enough to shrug off. With the way they'd been living it was only to be expected that she'd get food poisoning, and he couldn't, not for long, with his DNA. He'd wiped the hair out of her eyes regardless of the traces of vomit on the ends. "There's no doubt you're the paramedic." she'd told him. "I'm gross."
"Liar." He'd said, not a trace of that admittedly normal human repulsion.
His sick-of-worry face stayed in place even as he dribbled her careful sips of water from a bottle.
"You shouldn't run yourself ragged. I can't watch you like this. I can't watch while you…"
"While I get us away? What part of super powered alien best friend don't you understand? We need to get another continent away and then I can think of taking a vacation. I can't let him find you and or let both of you start lunging at each other like two alien Alpha males."
"I won't lunge. I'm with you now."
She remembered that well enough, when the darker part of him had fallen away as soon as she'd appeared in the fortress.
"All I'm asking is that you rest a little, okay?"
Then he'd held onto her arm, expectantly and she'd pushed herself up, feeling her legs weak, like the muscles were just marionettes strings. Strangely enough, she wanted to smile. Figured that that was the one time that stubborn streak of his emerged.
"Oh, fine, if it makes you happy."
That's my girl he said, and she wondered how it could feel so right to go from a savior to someone's girl in a minute flat.
She'd curled willfully close under his arm, and his hand tightened a little at her side. This was something normal. She'd wanted that, needed that from him, for him.
There was a little rearranging, because he had too much muscle to be a downy pillow. "How's that?" he'd asked and she felt something all at once more powerful than the weakness that came on with the sound of his voice, before, the emotion underneath the momentum.
Something of the panic welled up weakly and died again. The feelings hit her heavy, too soft and she'd thought maybe it was okay, they could stay one more day.
She could let herself be happy.
Even with the dull throb in her head she knows there's nothing to push on, no exploitable opening for her trapped like this.
There's not enough air and she has to gulp in through her mouth.
There's air. There's air still if only she breathes slow enough. If she panics he'll feel it, It will, and she won't let that happen to him again.
It would bring him here for whatever plan they had-a super weapon, a way to kill him again, strip his mind and leave only the beast.
They wanted him and they weren't going to find him.
Davis is still in the motel. He has to be. Whoever it is won't get anything from her.
She'll find him, if only she can get free. They can get out of this.
Her lungs are pulled up too much to get deep breaths but its fine.
She won't panic. When that door opens she'll do anything to get out. Until then she has to fight not to get sick all over again.
It's pointless to shut her eyes, but she does anyway.
When she does it's easier to think he's there, a lean cloth covered line at her back
It's easier to breathe.
By the time she's thrust out, her legs don't have the strength to hold her up any more. Thankfully there's a hand hauling her up by the back of her jacket to break her fall.
Four of them, there are four; she can see the shadows of four; that at least.
Her eyes are unused to the light, and she doesn't open them right off, refuses to give into the indignity of squinting.
"Give her a little more time to come to." The voice is low, clipped, still accented and girlish like it had been at the explosion. Not scared now.
The girl who tried to burn her to death shouldn't be a friendly voice to her, but she'd known Davis too. It's a link to Davis, however weak. If she learned the truth, maybe she wasn't so hopeless after all.
"Bette?" she breathes.
"It's Plastique."
They tie her to a chair in what smells nauseatingly like a smoky garage. At least she isn't gagged.
"Where is he?" Bette asks, once and again, and again. They're all there and she answers the same way every time. She doesn't know.
They have to tire eventually. The second one has sparks flying from his fingers, and she knows that he would have no problem sending them straight through her, but the time hasn't come for that, not yet. He leaves first.
And it's easier to put the fear back then.
She stops talking until there are only the two of them, and that's the first time she can say his name. Bette had to remember about being in a cage, had to know that whatever else, he was human too.
"He isn't hurting anyone. You know this is wrong."
"Wrong? I've read the papers. What is he, the Cornfield killer now? One oxygen mask only goes so far." Bette says. "And stop with the Girl Scout routine. I didn't like it then and I really hate it now.
"So now you've traded in the black t-shirts for black leather. Good to know. You have changed haven't you? You're more trapped than ever."
"You're the one who's tied to a chair. As soon as this gig is up I'm out of here."
"Just like that? You're an investment. And then when the least of you does one thing against Tess Mercer's master plan you'll be over. She won't be content once this is over. All that freedom is an illusion."
"She got me free, and didn't treat me like the others. She just wants this one thing done."
"For the hero to destroy the monster? Kind of idealistic isn't it?" They are both her boys, and neither of them can die. If she doesn't get free they will.
"She didn't put it quite like that, but yes. Whoever he is has to step up sometime."
"And just because she wants him to he will succeed. What if he doesn't? You'd die for that?"
There must have be a flicker there, because that girl had never believed blindly.
By the time her wrists are strapped into the restraints it's gone again.
She could ask what they are but she remembers them too well. The white, deceptively thin meteor maximizing cuffs always meant pain. When she'd been strapped to a table, they'd cut to see just how much she could heal and she couldn't stop the feeling of skin pulling over bone. She has no powers now.
She can't panic. She can't.
There are three of them now, Bette-Plastique, the angry one, and a hollow looking woman who does nothing but watch her face from the corner of the room.
They don't ask her many questions, really, and she answers, lies for every one. She's nearly mastered the art by now. They still don't stop, and she gets to thinking maybe the truth isn't what they wanted either.
"Tell us where he really is and that will be enough."
"I've told you everything."
"No, you haven't."
Bette toys with a sword, too thick and dull at the edges to cut painlessly. The flourish is unnecessary.
"Are you going to run me through or is this some twisted game you play to get over boredom?" Chloe asks. "I've been more intimidated by my principal."
"We'll get started, then." The rat-like man say, presses a hand onto her wrist.
They aren't all there and she's a little grateful for that. The electrical currents send a dull shock through her veins and the agony is something like coming back to life.
It only takes five minutes for her to start shaking, six more until she cries out, but she fights the panic down. The girl in the corner watches her face until, dizzied, she sees herself step out of the room.
The pain stops and she understands why they wanted her fear.
"You know where to find Kent." Bette tells the other, matter-of-factly loosening the cuffs on her wrists.
Chloe wretches all over her polished leather boots.
Clark Kent wants the Black Kryptonite and Oliver Queen finally understands that it is just another copout.
He'd had made the tough decisions his entire life, had known when there was a threat and how to stop it.
The Kryptonite ring burns in his hand, a dull reminder. Actions had costs, necessary ones and Clark couldn't see that.
"You have to find it and kill it."
"I'll do something." Clark replies. He always does.
"She was sure enough about him to take him out of the fortress. She called me. There haven't been… incidences."
"I know she's been your friend for years Clark but that doesn't suddenly make her the oracle.
Didn't it ever occur to you that she might not be the most unbiased party in all this? Just because she found it hard to resist tall, dark and doomsday doesn't mean she knows what she's taking on."
"That's why I'm going to find her, and maybe there will be a way to separate…"
"Separate what? He's not real, Clark not the way that you are. You were born. He was just implanted DNA created to destroy. Now I might not have a master's degree in alien science, but I know the difference."
"He's still got a human side."
"Correction: What he thinks is a human side. Who's to say than when separated out it won't be as destructive as the other half? I know it's not pretty but killing both is a necessary sacrifice."
"I won't believe that."
"I don't care if you do. Handle it. It's what real heroes do," he tells Clark's turned back, and fights down the irritation, knowing he won't listen.
Clark Kent thinks of how he'll find another way until he finds Chloe again, at the edge of a forest, about to be run over by a truck. It's hard to recognize her, but certain things, her expressions; her tears are like he remembers.
He shouldn't think damaged, but he does.
She's barelegged, except for the jacket and he tears through what was left of Martha's clothes to find her something. She says nothing. When she does speak, it's slow and soft, like she's choosing her words.
The smallest noise and the coffee cup rattles in fragile fingers, a symptom he's seen one too many times for it not to scare him. All the clues have been pointing to this.
Davis had never left her alone.
"Any good I thought I saw in him, Clark, it's gone. Neutron wasn't the first he…" she closes her eyes, holds onto his hands like they are a lifeline, and for the second time it tears him apart what this has done to her.
"You've got to kill that Beast." she says, eyes steady and he fights down the flicker of unease.
She leaves the farm for the Talon, borrows Lois's key to get in. I just need to be home, she tells him, and maybe she needs to be alone after all of that.
Three days later, when Clark finds her, the characteristic marks cover her until she's barely recognizable. There is one white cuff on her wrist.
The Daily Planet goes to overdrive with the Cornfield Killer stories, and Oliver's contacts get a sighting just outside of Smallville. The Luthor mansion has been destroyed and thankfully Tess Mercer was out in Metropolis.
This time Clark Kent doesn't need Oliver Queen or Tess Mercer or anyone else to tell him what to do.
(Clark knows he's supposed to save people, find a way to help even the worst of them. But when he finds what used to be Davis Bloome, for the first time he feels something akin to a thirst for revenge.)
It's a lot, large enough that no one would hear anything happen for miles.
Then, for the second time in his life Davis is in the fortress, feeling the backlash of cold Arctic wind.
Clark lets him go and he lands on the wall with the impact of a throw much harder than before. Ice crystals fly out, blinding them both. He doesn't stay down for long, holds curiously stiff, muttering, crouched on the ground. Chloe. He won't hurt Clark. He won't kill him. He means too much too her. This is important.
The crystal is in Clark's fist but It is blocking the portal.
"Get up."
Davis's body is not monstrous, probably due to taking up the old habits again. There is a strange panic in his movements, the click of his fingers against his arm like he's already snapped.
"Why did you do that?"
"I was looking for Chloe. What did you do to Chloe?" Clark had to have done something.
"She left you."
"She was coming back." His head twists to keep him in sight and Clark sees imagines a rabid dog with jaws snapping. Of course this had been the way he was. Always watching, turning her into a shadow of what she had been.
"She wouldn't have come back to you after the things you did."
"I loved her."
"Is that what you call it, now? She wanted to help you and you destroyed her. I found her running from a team of mutants but the only person she was scared of was you. "
(They'd left and she'd pushed them every step of the way, always one mile farther. Maybe it wasn't because she loved him, but she had cared. A sudden image forms in Davis's mind of her forcing down the disgust of being with him until she couldn't any more.
She'd only had to say so and he would have let her free. He'd have come back and gone through that portal.
No.
She'd told him to stay. )
"It wasn't like that. You're wrong."
"You're lying to yourself. The crazy thing is I was still thinking of way to help until she turned up dead."
Anger, that's anger but how easy would it be to feign for a man who led a double life. How could Clark lie about that?
"Where have you taken Chloe? You took her away."
It's hard to force out when every muscle is on fire, Clark's blood singing to him. One punch, just one would be easy, to hold it down again.
"You want keep her and but her back in her little box. You want me to believe that so you can."
Soon Davis is going to start constructing his own twisted version of Romeo and Juliet and Clark can't take it anymore.
Whatever was human in him is crumbling fast, and Clark realizes that he might not even know what he'd done.
"Chloe Sullivan is dead." It comes out measured and it's anything but. Clark can still see the blood.
"You're lying." Doomsday's fist rams into him and he can feel the blow richochet back through bones, the dig of graying, spiking claws into skin. Clark sees that Davis Bloome is not human, he never was human. The pupils stand out stark scarlet on its face.
"Stop LYING!" Davis roars. It's easy then to let go, because every blow he strikes is one closer to the truth, and he feels for once, something more than pain. He was made for this. He had to do this.
"You're… good... at that yourself."
It's not the blows, but the fact that they keep coming, the sheer weight of them exploiting a weakness. Clark throws his weight forward feeling the bones in his hands crack and resetting themselves in a split second, his lungs pinched with air.
"You should know plenty about that. " Clark's throat is burning so he's not calm not, lets the sound cut into the night air. "You killed her!"
Clark slams Its head into the ground with as much force as he can muster, feels the weight on his spine and in his back. He can't sway, not now. He's got to finish this.
Viscous blood drips from the corner of Its mouth, and it stays stunned, suddenly human eyes glittering strangely.
"No."
"You. ." he repeats again, inches back so he can plunge the crystal to its place. The red surrounds them, chaotic and bloody, swirling. If going into the zone is what it takes Clark will do it. There is no attack this time.
The shifting of bones and scales under skin is unceasing and yet It stays curiously still. It had no right to look like this was pain. "I'd never hurt her. I couldn't. It couldn't." It's a childish defense mechanism, and the part of Davis Bloome that has changed doesn't stop, wavers completely into human form.
"How many blackouts have you had since she disappeared? In one of those you did."
"I don't care what you say. Let me see her, just…let me see her."
"You want to see her? Take a long good look."
Davis knows her face underneath the blood, and this is just like the photographs of the creature in his locker.
"Doesn't that look like your work?"
"No." and again "No." and he won't let go of the photograph, breathes in, strange, wringing breaths. Why?
"You're getting worse, Davis. She saved you and then you killed her."
"Stop saying that! I wouldn't ever hurt her." (Even then he knows that he doesn't know. Ever since she'd gone everything had coalesced into blackness and tiny moments of 'd had to find her. It had to, and It wasn't human, it was everything that wasn't human.).
"She's gone. There's no one left save you."
"She's not. I'd know, somehow. I'd feel it, wouldn't I? Wouldn't I?!!" The plate spurs are cutting out of its human fists again. Clark should kill it somehow. It would be easy.
"I saw what happened to her, Davis."
It/he doesn't move there and for a moment Clark sees that maybe this wasn't about living. Maybe it was about her.
"We were fine. We were going to make it to the border and across so I wouldn't ever get the way I was again. She'd changed me. I wanted to make her happy. We would've been happy."
"Then why did she leave?"
Clark looks at him with something like pity, and God it burns.
"She just disappeared. I couldn't feel her anymore. I always felt something."
"You know, don't you, deep down? She was never safe with you. Maybe you wanted her to be but as soon as she wasn't your perfect dream..."
"I just kept thinking that I had to be human. When she looked at me it felt like I could be. I never was, was I? Not if….that…" The uncoiling energy casts him in a demonic light and there are many facets writhing underneath this human skin. This time Davis is holding it in check, barely. "You have to kill me."
"I won't." Clark says, knowing that this is worse.
Davis doesn't struggle even when Clark gets close enough to slam him right into the mouth of the portal.
This would be his hell.
(Chloe had seen it like that, and It deserved it, deserved it all. She hadn't wanted him to do this, before. She'd seen something human there, but that part was insignificant compared to the rest.)
She is dead. This isn't right. This isn't the way it was supposed to be. She is dead and for a moment Davis wishes to God she'd never met him.
"There's nothing left to hold you here." Clark says.
Davis's eyes are red, and he closes them for a split second. When he opens them again Clark can see the brown shift from brown to red to reddened brown again.
"I know." His face convulses and the change starts again, but it's already too late for that.
As the tendrils of red start to take hold of his body, it seems to Clark if he's waiting.
The angry one, Leech, said that they should kill her. She could unravel the entire plan if she showed up alive. Plastique was the only one against it. She doesn't know what words were exchanged but somehow, she's still here.
Apparently one of the conditions was Plastique as her baby sitter while the rest of them reported in.
Chloe hasn't talked in two hours. She'd thought maybe if she didn't she could think of a plan, any plan. But she knows that time is running out and it is the only thing she can do. Any pleas to be let go would fall on deaf ears, and guilt is much the same. She asks questions, somehow, anything.
"You are using me aren't you? Making it seem like I want Clark to kill Davis?"
"It's a little more complex than that. But that's the gist of it."
"And you don't feel anything?"
"That friend of yours gave me a free ticket for Bella Reeve so forgive me if I don't feel any warm fuzzy feelings."
"And what about Davis? He helped you."
"I don't hate him. This is just my job."
"And yet here you are keeping me alive just to let him die? "
"Yes. I don't take chances. You need to stay alive."
"Why? What makes me so damned important?"
"You're not a monster for one. He won't hurt you. If this friend of yours loses then we're all set. I'm safe, you're safe. You won't let It kill me. If the plan goes through I might even let you go to go play girl scout with Kent again."
"One of them will be dead. You are just responsible for this as Tess. You are Tess. He's human, too. They're both still human."
"Just listen to yourself. They didn't get punished with this. They were born for it.."
Chloe knows she's not going to get out. She's losing everything, why not her dignity too. Her vision blurs and her chest rises and falls with a ridiculous 'unh' sound. If she could only twist her hands out to breathe.
"Tell me you're not going to be sick again." Plastique just looks at her. Chloe hadn't expected comfort.
She pushes Chloe's chair up against the wall, close to an empty bucket, keeps her gloved hands on the wood.
"You can't do anything if they decide to tear each other to bits. I will let you go, just not now. "
"Does that get you through the day?" She won't look a Plastique, studies the careful layer of grime on the floor instead. "You're no different from the others." She realizes she still can't stop crying, wonders how much of that the metal digging into her bones and how much is sadness.
"Look. This isn't personal." Chloe doesn't care to understand this sudden need to be sincere. She just needs three seconds longer to get the momentum.
"When Doomsday dies you'll be free."
Chloe throws her head forward, rams her forehead into Plastique's nose hard enough to crack her skull open. Davis isn't going to die.
The chair topples over them both and she can barely see, but she does it again and again and again until Plastique isn't moving anymore.
Somehow Chloe manages to wriggle out under the dead weight of the chair.
When/if Plastique wakes up she's probably going to set her a pyre. Chloe slams her cuffed hand over her just for more time, drags her wrists against the stinging metal.
Maybe it is the adrenaline, but when her hands come completely free she only feel the strange wetness of blood. Healing came in handy for things like that.
There are no alarms, just this little hideout for the four of them. Tess doesn't know about her.
The red droplets leave a trail on the white pavement. There's no time to block it and the rest will find her. She is counting on the fact that she'll find someone else first.
Five days.
One hundred twenty miles of hitchhiking highways and there isn't even a body to mourn.
He wasn't fighting very hard, Clark tells her quietly, calmly, as if she is going to scream and cry and rage. She doesn't, only feels like she's fallen into a fever dream and she's going to wake any minute.
She asks, he answers, measured, too measured. He had done it because if the Destroyer side had been capable of killing her, It wouldn't have been saved, no matter what. He hadn't hurt her, not ever, until now.
His name was Davis, she says.
The crystal is destroyed. Clark hadn't wanted to take the chance that It could get free again, after what it had done to 'her'.
"How could you not know it wasn't me?" she tells him, once and again, and maybe that other story was what he wanted to believe about Davis, about them both.
"You wanted to save him." If nothing else, she had told herself that she was his handhold to staying human. That he couldn't lose that, but failure never felt like this.
"I wanted to think I did, you know? That maybe he was the you that I could save. I was lying. I was lying the whole time. I think that maybe I just loved him." (She'd never told him that, not once, but he'd held onto her like she didn't have to.)
The words are heavy, a grindstone on her neck, dragging her under. This is worse than the numbness.
"If I had known it would have been so different, you've got to believe me. We would've found a cure, Black Kryptonite, something."
Clark's hands are warm, safe like she remembers, propelling her out into the light, never enveloping her.
There has to be another way to get him free, he tells her.
They'll fix this, they always do.
Seven Days.
Just enough time to be centuries in the Zone. (Time passed differently there.)
Clark knows and there might be a way, a backdoor for the family of Jor-El, a key only he could unlock.
She knows what Clark's risking, doing this. They're risking more than one phantom brought out in the backlash, and anything else could possibly get out.
Maybe it's for her; maybe it's the guilt.
She watches him paint his blood on the crystal floor and they're so close.
Clark reminds her over and over how this might not be what they need. "He might not even know you."
She knows enough about Krypton to understand that the zoners changed and became only shreds of the former selves. Less than a day had almost killed Clark.
There might be almost nothing of Davis left, but it's a chance.
He looks whole, scattered, marked by blood and dust. His eyes are too uncomprehending to be warm. She says his name and that doesn't change.
"I remember something about you."
She catches him before he collapses hard and feels a sharp prickle in her abdomen with his weight. She runs her hands over his face, smoothing away the dust and dirt.
His eyes are opened, boring into hers.
She tells herself she can let herself be happy, tries to forget the foreboding in that.
He never goes to the basement. The apartment is his too, now, under his ownership and protection.
She's happy with playing nursemaid, even when physically he's completely sound.
He's affectionate only when she is, keeps control. She doesn't once feel like she's drowning. They never get far, and maybe it's romanticism, but she wants him to be completely whole first.
She knows he isn't.
He can recall snatches of the past, now, and goes through each of their memories. He listens to every story she has about Clark.
Maybe it's true; maybe the zone had changed him.
Clark never comes by, so she has to go out to see him. He's close by still, and the proximity makes it worse.
Davis never transforms completely and doesn't hide it from her when the change starts. She holds onto him, full of the dull fear that it won't work anymore. He tells her, eyes harried, that it's like It wants to rip out.
"It'll only ease one way. I feels like everything else is a substitution."
He'll keep fighting; she tells him she trusts that. Of course, I always do for you. I'm just so tired, he says.
She tells herself it's just the fear, but the things that never would have nagged at her do. She gets sick with surprising frequency, finds herself crying by the toilet bowl in the dark. He reaches out to her, smoothly pulls her up.
"Come back to bed."
She misses the look in his eyes.
Clark hasn't seen Chloe in three days, contents himself with ten minute phone calls three times a day.
He asks her how Davis is and she always answers something affirmative, 'better' sometimes, 'okay' on others.
There hasn't been a resurgence of violence on the streets for a long time now.
Clark fills her in on the Planet. Lois. Her latest story.
If not the silence grows, and he has nothing else to tell her, not yet.
Davis's condition worsens with proximity to him, he learns. He won't venture to the Talon until he has a solution for him. For Chloe.
There is one way he knows, only one, and Oliver has the key to that. They differ on this, and if Clark asks for it now he'd know.
So Clark Kent finds himself blurring into the Queen mansion past the video cameras, in the vault past all the pass codes, in the center of the little fortress.
There are so many things here. Technologies, weapons, things he barely spares a glance.
There's a Kryptonite ring in a lead box. A familiar ring, carved out of the same rock that fell from the first meteor shower.
L.L.
The Black Kryptonite is forgotten.
Oliver looks into his eyes, admits to protecting him when he was unwilling to protect himself.
"Lex Luthor was past help. He'd been set on his course so long he couldn't get off."
"So you killed him, just like that. He could've changed."
"Stop. Just stop. I'm getting tired of your righteousness. You wanted to carry on your dysfunctional enmity, that's fine. I was your friend. I needed to stop him. I knew what he'd done.
I'd do it again if that's what it would take to make you see. I'm your friend, Clark. I'm willing to do what it takes to protect you."
"You're not my friend, Oliver."
Something dies in Clark then.
Chloe sees that this is finally a cage to him.
"Davis, I know you want to pull your end of this, but you can't go out of the apartment. You're a wanted man."
"The papers have stopped putting my face on the front page."
"The Tess Mercer still knows what you look like, even if you don't remember her."
"Mercer?"
"The woman with the Clark/Jesus complex. She killed you once and only the thought that Clark killed you keeps her from trying again. You see?"
"Clark Kent, savior?" He repeats, curiously detached. "She killed me."
"I see how it is. We'll pack. "
"Don't be silly. I understand. I'll stay inside until you're ready to say goodbye to this place."
That night, Chloe tosses and turns into the empty spot he's left behind.
On her third marketing deal in Budapest, Tess Mercer finally understands everything.
It's too bad she had to die to find out.
That small blue line is the second most terrifying Chloe Sullivan has seen in her life. It all comes together, the bleeding gums, the exhaustion, the sicknesses.
She'd been on the hormone, then. It couldn't have happened, couldn't have, but impossibly it did.
She doesn't know what it is. Thoughts of his brown eyes are offset with thoughts of something tearing its way out of her. It would be born with the same DNA that had been implanted into Davis.
She imagines it covered in Clark's blood.
There can be only one person more scared of this than she is. I can't, he'd said, before she'd told him that nothing would happen.
She holds off telling him for all of twelve minutes.
She restrains herself from asking 'what are we going to do?' just sticks to the facts. She needs to hear something from him, even if it is an exclamation of horror.
If she went through with it, it would probably kill her. He'd been so scared of this.
His face is shuttered down, worst than she thought. She thinks maybe she should shake him, clenches her hands between her knees instead.
"I know this is…"
"Sudden?"
That's it, it isn't to him. He doesn't look surprised, and she can see an almost amused smile teasing at the corners of his mouth.
"You knew." Maybe he'd developed X-Ray vision overnight; maybe he hadn't told her not to alarm her. "Is this a phase? You haven't run around, screaming your head off."
"We are together, and it is mine. I am glad." he says.
In an ideal world this would have been right, but now she would have expected him to reach out and hold her, pace, anything but this.
"We don't know how what it could do. I don't… I should get this taken care of, somehow."
"No." His voice never sounded like this before. "You won't be harmed."
"Is that the comfort talking? That's not what I'm afraid of."
"It doesn't matter. You're going to have my child." He touches her abdomen heavily as if favoring her with a blessing. "It will be a boy. Powerful. I can feel it."
This isn't Davis, alarmist and protective to a fault.
She has a heavy feeling in the pit of her stomach, feels pulled into another world.
Lana had described an incident like this in perfect detail, only it had not-been Lex then, that Dark Thursday. With his ideas of humans and hybrids, General Zod had nearly destroyed their world and created it in Krypton's image.
He'd been in the zone. Davis had been a spitting image of him.
It's all she can do to keep from stepping back.
"What's gotten into you?"
"Nothing. Fear. I don't want to die bringing the last son of Krypton into the world."
"That's not why you drew back just then."
He tilts his head to the side, watches her, and she understands she'd seen what she wanted to see, because she'd needed to, because she couldn't let go. Every movement is reptilian, nothing like Davis had been.
She has to warn Clark.
"So that is how it is. I'm afraid I cannot let you leave."
He's true to his word and she's the one caged. He blocks the door with his body, sets her back on the couch as if she is some sort of plaything.
"What's gotten into you, Davis?"
"That's not right. Try again."
He's seen the truth in her eyes and is only further enraged when she denies it. "My name, say it."
He holds her around the neck lightly, patiently, smiling and everything about him is so wrong. He is free and Davis is in hell.
"Imposter. Liar. Monster. "
There isn't enough air.
"Try again."
It's almost a relief then, because she can hate.
The Mercer funeral is a smaller than would have been expected. Everyone had met Tess Mercer, from tycoons several nations away to small informants at the edge of the law.
She left no public will and the company assets are quickly meted out to charity and investors. The only people left to attend are those who do so out of duty, or those who truly mourn.
Clark Kent appears out of both.
Within the mansion, he found the Veritas journal and a strange purple orb.
Chloe is incapable of escaping this time and there is almost nothing she wouldn't give for her Braniac powers once more. She could have touched Zod, overwhelmed his mind and she could have fought back. Instead, she has words and a gap of time to fill, facts to learn, a plan to create.
"What did you do to him?"
"Nothing."
"You took his body and you did nothing. I'm beginning to understand your philosophy. Explains why your people loved you enough to send you there."
"I didn't need to take his body. He permitted it."
"You're lying. Davis would have fought you. He would've…" He fought to stay human so hard he'd died for it. He'd seen her as his soul. He had to have had a reason beyond her.
"He didn't want to fight. He wanted to die. Because of you."
"Nothing dies within the Zone."
"True enough. He was new to the---trials of that place. Weak, didn't have experience in any of it. Not through in any fault of his design. He was created to be great, but he was flawed.
There was barely enough of him left to fight. Souls in the zone are just animals really, no identity, just rage.
Only the exceptional, those with missions beyond mere human desires can remain. It's what made me different. It is what will make me great."
"He's suffering, still, isn't he?"
"He suffers. Maybe now you understand what Kal El did to me. Only seven days and it was enough to make my son lose himself."
He speaks softly now and he knows she's trying to appeal to her memories. "Perhaps he won't suffer much longer." The worst part is that it works, and her own personal hydraulics start going again.
"You hate Kal a little bit for that, don't you? Perhaps a part of you will rejoice when I get him out of the way."
She might be pathetic enough to break down in front of an alien dictator but that is pushing it.
"I'll rejoice when he sends you to wherever you came from."
"Would you really?" Everything about Zod is finely crafted manipulation, while Davis had been wide open, broken, true.
Her voice isn't fit to answer him. "I didn't think so."
She squeezes her eyes closed so maybe when she opens them the image will vanish. He knows.
A tear pushes out beneath her eyelashes and she turns towards the light of the window, away. She won't give him another weapon for his little arsenal.
Only it's worse because it could have been Davis sliding a hand under that tear, following the line from cheek to chin.
(He could have touched her like that, if she hadn't pushed him, if they'd had time.) This is a cruel parody, and a little part of her whispers that it's all she'll ever have, now.
"What are you doing?" His hand pushes the tear away, lingers.
"Offering comfort, of course. It's a human ritual, is it not? I would have thought you would be pleased."
She slaps his had away sharply, feels like she just hit a cement block.
"You don't offer comfort. You force it and you have no reason to comfort me. I don't want your comfort. You're lying again."
"Believe me, I don't want to give it."
"Then why?"
"He was strong willed, this one. He left an imprint of sorts. This body remembers you. "
"How stupid do you think I am?"
"Perhaps I lied. Perhaps I carry him with me. "
"I'm really not that stupid. Just, don't---don't touch me again." Her hand closes, inopportunely around the pair of scissors she used to open the packets.
"Are you going to attempt to stab me? From my experience human women do that."
"Not unless you come closer."
"Don't exert yourself. It is unhealthy for the child.
I already have what I want from you. The rest will pass."
He doesn't watch her like he usually does, and the entire monitor is overrun by Kryptonian symbols.
He's going to go after Clark. As measured as he pretends to be, his hate is great enough that he won't be able to restrain himself until his plan is complete.
"The serial killer stuff still stands. When you leave you will be hunted down." She tells him casually.
"They can't do anything to me."
"I can. I won't let you hurt him."
If Zod, could have laughed, he would have. Instead, he smiles and where Davis's smiles had always been tainted with sadness, his are with cold.
"You're smarter than the other one. But you're human. You can no more stop me than anyone else."
"As soon as you walk out that door you know what I'm going to do. Tie me up in ropes, chain me, leave me in the little corner by the door? If there's a wall I'll use that. I won't be alive for your little plan when you get back."
"Perhaps you underestimate my capacity to restrain you."
"Are you really willing to take that chance?" He stops at that.
"I'm human. Without me you won't have your perfect little super weapon, just a bunch of dead human cells.
I think this is called a stalemate."
Midnotes:
The white cuff. the white CUFF!was the same power device that were used to amplify meteorite powers. Hence the shifter from Tess's gang could maintain her guise as Chloe after death. And Tess had her killed to frame Davis.
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