Diary Entry.
Hi it's me, Bella. I saw him . He made my heart flutter. I miss him already. Although he bullies me to the point of death, I still love him. Inside i'm dying, and you can't even tell.
You think it's funny? insulting someone, accomplishing your goal by causing your victim hate themselve? Making them think that they would better off be dead? All I ever wanted was a friend. Is that to much to ask?
CHAPTER 1.
i have learnt, if you love somebody, tell them, dont hide it. true love is not caring what others think..
"Ugly duckling!"
"Duck face!"
The names I have gotten called ruins my confidence in life. As you probably already guessed, I am the outcast of the school.
Most of my life, I have lived in secret. Hidding in the darkness, torn from the world.
My Mother and Father died exactly two years ago; their car drove off a bridge, into the sea, and I was in the backseat. I don't really remember anything after that, I don't know why I am still here today, how i managed to survive. I live alone and would do anything to see them again...
Walking with my head down was sometimes the cure towards some of the abuse, until it started getting worse.
A kick to the back of my ankle, sent me flying to the ground. My books skided across the hallway. I didn't have to look to see if anybody wasn't laughing, of course they would, I was like a blade of grass to them. I was useless, and was hated by everyone.
The bell rang for class. I was going to be late again! The crowd surrounding me slowly disappeared. Until I was alone...