Buiterfull is Silverpelt night,
Cats gathering here, here in the light.
When I jump high, I face you
Only I know that my feelings are true.
Gathering's over, my heart starts to race,
Sadly I watch your strong and brave pace.
'Leopard,' hear I my voice in the dark,
'Coming,' I say with a worried remark.
River and Shadow, we used to be close.
Then we just parted – it was our own choice.
'Why did we love then?' I whine to myself.
'Why did I love him Blackstar himself?'
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- Leopardstar, mouse – brain, you know we can't meet!'
(Why was his voice so gentle and neat?)
- I understand, just believe me, believe!
He shakes his head: 'You just have to leave.'
Moments have passed.
Silence went.
StarClan cats sigh,
As I tried to forget.
'Try and forgive me, all for my love,
I should just leave you,
Be free like a dove.'
Now I pad home, forgotten and hurt,
Oh how I hate you, you i – d- i – o- t!
Now I know the terrible truth,
Kits that we'll have, have nothing to loose.