(1) Submission: The act of submitting; the act of yielding to power or authority; surrender of the person and power to the control or government of another; obedience; compliance - 1913 Webster
He hated all of it. He hated when Marco hit him and told him to get a grip. He hated the suffocating ship. He hated the white uniform he donned in their precence that made him fell filthy and disgusting inside. He hated the iron grip of their devotion, the accusing look in their eyes when he said he didn't think he could do what they wanted him to do. He hated that he was so weak, that he honestly couldn't do anything as good as the rest of them. He hated having to fight the first people who were willing to be his companions.
But he bore with it. Why? Because they would help him achieve his goal – they would help him destroy the man who had made him an orphan, who had snuffed out the lives of his parents with acrid smoke.
They would help him kill Hao.