They always say, "Things happen for reasons or not at all". But why would terra not remember me? Did i dream everything that happened between us?...no...i didnt. Im going back to her school today! Its not the fact that she dosnt remember being a titan..its the fact she dosnt remember her feelings for me. I know she liked me. And i loved her...a lot.
I went into the school and waited for her. The bell rang and all her friends came out into the hall.
"What are you doing here?" One said
"Is terra here?" I asked
"NO..and if she was, she wouldnt wanna talk to you" the girl said.
"Well...can you give her this?" i asked hading her a note
"What is it?"
"its...just a note"
"Fine..ill give it to her...just leave her alone though."
"fine...ill leave her alone...just give that to her"
"okay okay i will!"
"thanks" i said then quietly walked away.
The girl dropped by terra's house on the way home, she gave terra her school work, and handed her the note.
"Whats this?" Terra asked
"That beast kid told me to give it to you"
"uhh...not him again"
"ya...but he said he'll leave you alone if you read it..."
The girl left terra to herself and terra carfully opened the note.
Dear Terra,
Today it has come to my attention that you could not care less weither or not I like you; it does not inconvience you nor does it help you in any way. I am not okay with this, in any way. I like you- a lot- and I know that you like this other guy probably- a lot. And if you say to him you loved him that'll really really hurt. You have all this excess time to tell him you love him so so so much when he has no time for you and then you have no time for me.. he's too busy telling someonelse that he loves him oh so much.. Doesn't it make sense? If you can't have someone you've been wanting all this time than give it up, go for someone who's been here all along and has NO PROBLEM taking you on the rebound and has NO PROBLEM being whatever in God's name you want him to be. Go for someone who wants to be with you not someone who will write your name down in her book of broken hearts. And it's not even that I OMFGGG NEEED TO BE YOUR BF. I just wanna know how you feel. I wanna know what's going on up there. Because this is me, telling you, that I like you. I LIKE YOU. Do you want me to just tell you in person? Do you need MORE proof? I don't hide it, for a reason dumbass. I like you. I really really like you. Not because you are a Earth mover or because you are smart or because you are beautiful or because you go to a nice school.. I like you because you are the most amazing person that I know in this world. Your heart is so pure and so selfless and so others orientated. And you are so creative and so expressive and you're not afraid to be you not matter what, it's just breathtaking. They don't make girls like you anymore. And I would DIE for the opportunity to just sit in a room for 30 seconds and be with you. I don't need the whole world to know, they don't need to know. I don't want it to be a big deal, I just want to be with you. Fuck it, I need you.
I don't know what I need to do to find out what I need to be to be with you, if I need to ber HIM than I would do my best. But all I know is that you're a necessity..
just tell me...
-Beastboy
Terra just looked at the note.
"He really does care" She said to herself.
She dropped the letter and ran out the door. She ran as fast as she could to titans tower. She banged on the door screaming
"BEAST BOY! LETT MEE INN!"
She pulled the door open and went inside. No one was there. Me and the others were fighting Plasmeous at the time.
She walked up to her room. She paused when she looked at it. She slowly walked around. She saw a picture of her and beastboy. She picked it up
"so...we were friends.."
She put it down and went to her closet. She saw the old cloths she wore. Black shirt with yellow shorts. She closed the door and put them on. She then sat on her old bed and layed down looking at the ceiling.
"Why cant i remember?" She closed her eyes and tried as hard as she could...but nothing.
She then got up and found old poems. she read them out loud to herself.
"Im getting bored and
things that i do are never really important
things that im told are required
things that i know will be admired as this.
well i wanna be known for
getting home late
and unlocking the front door
just to find out that noones there
no one cares but im still prepared
to see you..."
Her eyes began to tear up.She closed her eyes and then quickly opened them
"I-..I remember..cyborge, Robin, Raven, Starfire..."
She smiled...but then went blank again
"But i dont remember alot...just..the names..."
She then heard alot of noise from down stairs. It was us coming back.
"Some one broke in!" Cy yelled
"Check every room"Robin screamed
"On it!" Star nodded
"ya" rae finished
I ran to my room, then terras room. I opened the door and saw her.
"T-...terra?"
She looked at me
"beastboy..."
Everyone came into the room and saw her, in her old cloths, looking the same as she use to.
"What...are you doing here?" Robin asked
"I got the letter" she replid
I turned red
"Thanks" She slightly smiled
"Do you...remember us?" Raven asked
Terra shook her head
"Not at all?" Cy asked
"i remember your names" Terra looked up
"but thats all"
"You do not remember starfire?" Star asked sadly
Terra shook her head again.
"I wish i could remember...but i cant..."
We all looked sad
"But i wanna try to gain my memory back..."
We looked up
"you wanna live with us again?" Cy asked
"YA!" Star and me yelled
"...if thats okay" Terra looked at robin
Robin hesitated then smiled
"once a titan...always a titan"
We all cheered.
"This calls for waffles!" Cy yelled as robin, him, star, and raven left. Me and terra kept looking at eachother.She smiled at me, and ran and hugged me tight. For a split second she shook and jumpped back and screamed.
"AAHH!" she held her head
"What!"
"i...i remember..." she looked at me strait in the eyes.
"remember what?"
She just stared at me and shook her head
"I dont wanna say!" she yelled
"please terra!" i bent down next to her and held her hand..
"its okay.." i smiled and helped her up.
she shook her head again
I held her face gentally
"terra...let me in...let me help"
Her eyes glittered and she jumped into my arms
"we were like this...before all the darkness"
I said nothing as my eyes widened
"you were the best friend, i ever had" she said
"terra..." i said
that was the last thing she ever said to me.
"any thing else?" i asked
"no..thats all for now..."Terra said
"c'mon...lets go"I grabbed her hand and we walked down the hallway together once again.