Schizophrenia
Chapter One
Disclaimer: I do not own Gravitation, nor am I making money off of it so please do not sue.
Rating: This Chapter is rated K+
Pairings: There's hints of Yuki(Kitazawa) and Yuki (Eiri)
Important Notes: Since Kitazawa and Eiri share the same name (Yuki) so I'm going to call Eiri Yuki 'Eiri' and Yuki Kitazawa 'Kitazawa' inside my narration. Unfortunately Shuichi is still going to call Eiri Yuki 'Yuki' to stay in character and the same goes for Eiri Yuki calling Yuki Kitazawa 'Yuki'. Hopefully you won't get too confused.
Schizophrenia: Schizophrenia is defined as "a psychiatric diagnosis that describes a mental disorder characterized by impairments in the perception or expression of reality and/or by significant social or occupational dysfunction. A person experiencing untreated schizophrenia is typically characterized as demonstrating disorganized thinking, and as experiencing delusions or auditory hallucinations." In other words Schizophrenia is seeing and hearing things that don't really exist.
Other Information About Schizophrenia: Some people believe that Schizophrenia is not a mental disease but is actually something physchic and what you see that no one else can see are actually ghosts or paranormal images. (I think that will come up in part of the story so you should be aware of that)
Chapter One
Return From Death
"Eiri, come here," Yuki Kitazawa commanded, "You want to, right?"
"S-sensei," Eiri trembled, looking at his dead tutor, "Y-you're dead."
Kitazawa smirked, "You think that death could keep me from my favorite student?"
Eiri was silent; he didn't know what to think. He was positive Kitazawa hated him because of his murder. At first he felt relieve that the tutor wasn't mad at him. It wasn't long after however, that he remembered everything that kitazawa had put him through and he began to grow scared.
"What's the matter Eiri? Certainly you still remember your old tutor, right?" Kitazawa said, putting on a sad face and popping out his bottom lip into a pout. "Are you trying to hurt my feelings?"
"N-n-n-no," Eiri stammered, tears coming to his eyes, "Y-y-you're alive…H-how are you alive?"
"Did you have so little faith that I would come back? I love you Eiri and nothing can stop the course of love," Kitazawa answered, giving Eiri a comforting smile.
"I-I-I…" Yuki stuttered, not knowing what to say.
"Now Eiri," Kitazawa began, looking sad, "why the frightened face? I thought our love was mutual."
"N-no!" Eiri answered suddenly, not wanting to upset his tutor, "I-it is…I just…I…"
"Well that's no matter," Kitazawa accepted, "You can easily make it up to me."
Eiri's eyes opened wide, realizing what Yuki was suggesting.
"Yuki! I'm home!" Shuichi shouted from the living room.
Eiri looked away from his old tutor, looking through the doorway in attempts to see Shuichi in the living room. "Shuichi, wait…" Eiri called, not wanting the singer to see him with Kitazawa. Fortunately (or perhaps unfortunately depending on how you see it) when Eiri looked back at where Kitazawa had been he only saw an empty space.
"Wait for what, Yuki?" Shuichi said brightly, coming into the bedroom and finding his lover bunched up in one corner of the bed. Seeing the look of horror on Eiri's face Shuichi asked, "Yuki? Is something wrong? What happened?"
"Nothing happened," Eiri argued, trying to come up with an excuse for looking the way he did, "I just…I just realized I was out of cigarette's." My, that was lame. Luckily Shuichi wasn't as sharp as most people so he bought it quite easily.
"Oh," Shuichi answered, "Well that's nothing to worry about, Yuki. Just go to the store."
"Yeah," Eiri agreed, making a break for the door, "I was just thinking about going when you showed up."
"Alright," Shuichi said smiling, "Just come back soon, okay? I have something to tell you."
"Yeah, I will," Eiri hurriedly dismissed, closing the front door behind him.
It was snowing hard when Eiri stepped outside and almost immediately his hair was completely covered in white. Eiri shivered, he was so quick to get out of the house he had forgotten to bring a jacket.
"If you're cold, I can keep you warm," Kitazawa said, stepping out from behind a lamppost with an innocent smile on his face, "Come here."
"Yuki…" Eiri said, this time only feeling happiness at having his old tutor back.
"Come here, Silly," Kitazawa invited, "You don't want to get a cold, do you?"
Eiri shook his head 'no' and advanced on his sensei, almost crying from the rush of emotions that were enveloping him.
Kitazawa warmly embraced him, talking comfortingly into his student's ear, "Come on, you need to go to the store, right? Well, let's not be in this cold anymore than we need to, okay? I really don't want you to catch any bugs out here."
"It's fine," Eiri assured him, "I'm fine as long as you're here again, Yuki-sensei."
Kitazawa laughed, "I'm certain we're both above that 'sensei' nonsense, Eiri. Please, just call me 'Yuki' from now on."
Eiri nodded his head, happily accepting the suggestion and snuggled farther into Kitazawa.
Kitazawa laughed at Eiri's movements, "You haven't changed, have you? Well, that's good I suppose. Are you warm enough?"
Eiri nodded his head again, falling half asleep by the warmth of the other man, "Mm-hmm. You're very warm Yuki."
Eiri woke up freezing cold and leaning on a lamppost. It took him some time to realize what he was doing before he fell asleep. He was with Kitazawa, walking to the store to get cigarettes. Eiri looked around, his old tutor was nowhere in sight.
"Eiri?" asked a voice.
Eiri turned around to find himself staring at his long time friend (though Eiri had never thought of him as anything but a nuisance for quite a few years).
"Tohma," Eiri stated, "What are you doing here?"
"What am I doing here?" Tohma asked unbelievably, "What are you doing here? Shuichi's been worried sick! He said you went to the store an hour ago and still didn't come back. And why don't you have a coat on? It's freezing out here."
Eiri shook his head. "I'm fine. I wasn't cold, Yuki kept me warm," Eiri said, looking up into the clouds. It was still snowing.
"What are you talking about?" Tohma asked with confusion on his face, "Are you talking about Yuki Kitazawa? He's dead, Eiri."
"No he's not," Eiri argued with a smile on his face, "I saw him. He came back to be with me."
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