It's funny isn't it you could know someone your whole life and then one day wake up and see them in a completely different light
That's what happened with me I've known Emily since we were in nursery together we grew up on the same street, but lately I've noticed how her cheeks dimple when she laughs or how the sun makes her eyes sparkle and her cute habits like how she never eats the green skittles or how she nibbles the corner of her lip when she's nervous, I could go on but I would be here all day and anyway Emily is with Paige ugh don't get me wrong I like Paige but well she just isn't me and I'm with Toby and I like him honestly i do but something is missing. There's no spark he doesn't make my heart race the way mine does when I hear Emily's car pull up outside or when her arms embrace me in a warm hug hello.
I need to stop thinking about her like that she's my best friend I don't want to ever lose that plus I'm pretty sure my family would disown me after all what would their friends at the tennis club say? They're so stuck up! Ahhh! I wish I could go back to seeing her as my smart athletic best friend. Why does life have to be so complicated?
Emily called to see if Toby and i wanted to go on a double date with her and Paige I wanted to say no but I decided I didn't want to explain I couldn't go because I think I'm in love with you. I think I'm going to invite Hanna and Aria along too it might make the situation less awkward, or maybe that's just wishful thinking.