The previous story before my nearby death experience, the story You'll Just Have To Claw Your Way Through This Disguise, talked about a dream I had the night before the story. Sometimes I will right about the nightmares and good dreams I have, some I don't because there rather too inappropriate or private. But the story I'm about to tell you was true.
I was diagnosed was Gynophobia when I was 16 years old, and this story happened when I was 15. But I had a girlfriend named Carolyn. (She looked so similar to Roger Waters Wife, but younger). Anyway, she was the same age. And I liked her, she liked me. We always would see good movies. Until one particular night. October 31st (HALLOWEEN OF 2012) and i asked her the night before if we should go around scaring little trick or treaters, she said yes.
Now anyway, halloween. She came over and we watched all the Leprechaun movies, and we we're ready to head out to scare some kids, but then she walked home to change into her pennywise costume. So I waited for about 3 to 5 hours but she never came out. So when I went over to her house I was shocked to what she was doing. I saw her making out with my friend Markus. I banged on her living room window then she looked at me, and I yelled. "CAROLYN. HOW COULD YOU", In tears. "BRIAN, WAIT. IT'S NOT WHAT YOU THINK", She said running to me. I just didn't wanna hear her. So I ran home in tears. My younger brother Wyatt was home playing some games, and wanted to know what was up. "Brian, what's wrong", he asked.
I just ignored him and ran to my room, and began crying my eyes out. (It took me about 3 hours to calm down). It was almost midnight (Nov 1st), and I just layed in bed thinking about what Carolyn could be doing to my friend Markus. (Meaning I was the one who was hanging. -suicide- (And Markus was the one banging). -um, the birds and the bees-.
Then I just fell asleep. Then had a crazy dream.
(For this part you may wanna play the song Don't Leave Me Now By Pink Floyd Another Brick In The Wall Part III, And Goodbye Cruel World).
So the dream was I was floating in my girlfriends pool, hearing the birds and the bees. And then I got out, and walked home to sit down on my comfy chair, watching Beethoven's 2nd. Until it begins to storm. Then things get crazy. I don't noticed this, but. I see a shadow of Carolyn, that turns into a giant praying mantis, that's trying to attack me. So I'm running around my empty house trying not to get eaten by this mantis. While the Thunder is clapping loudly.
So when I wake up, I run over to Carolyn's house and she was sitting with Markus watching some T.V show. I walk in and she is kinda upset and I began crying again. I sat down and asked her what happened last night. She said that Markus was also her friend. And that he was doing this because he loved me.
So after about three months, me, Carolyn and Markus became friends and things we're good.
Don't Leave Me Now
Lyrics
Ooh, babe
Don't leave me now
Don't say it's the end of the road
Remember the flowers I sent?.
I need you, babe
To put through the shredder
In front of my friends
Ooh, babe.
Don't leave me now
How could you go?
When you know how I need you
To beat to a pulp on a Saturday night
Ooh babe, don't leave me now.
How can you treat me this way?
Running away
Ooh babe
Why are you running away?
Ooh babe
Ooh babe
Oooh
Oooh
Oooh.