For my Jessica who help me write this, and held me together when i was at rock bottom x
I OWN NOWT Damn
James walked into lily's room and sat down on her bed, it had been to long since he had been with her. He lay back on the soft red cushions; he looked up at the ceiling and let out a deep breath. Closing his eyes he stretched out his arms pushing them underneath the softest cushion. His hand brushed against something ruff, he pulled out a tear stained envelop, with his name on it. It was written in Lily small neat hand; he sat up on the bed, turning the envelope over in his hands and pulled it open. He pulled out several small pieces of parchment on each one was a line of writing.
James pulled out the first pieces of parchment in confusion and read it
James
And when my smile won't come back, I'll pick myself up from the floor – because you don't.
James sat in shock for a few moments as the words sunk in to his brain he picked up the next one and read
James
And when I hit rock bottom, I keep falling – because you're not the rock beneath me.
He never knew Lily felt like this, he always knew lily was never good at showing her feeling that was one of the reasons they broke up. He could feel his eyes begin to fill with tears but did not let them fall, picking up the next letter.
James
And when my heart is finally unbroken, it breaks again – because you can't bring yourself to keep it safe.
How can he have done this to lily, he has broken her heart and reading this his heart was braking all over again.
James
And when I don't know what to do, I cry – because you're not there to tell me you love me.
He tears lacking out of his eyes he brushed them away, for them only to be replaced by fresh one.
James
And when I feel alone in the world, I hide under my bed sheets – because you're not there to hold me.
He had hurt her, he had hurt Lily so bad, and how could he do this? Why did he do this to lily his Lily?
James
And when you left I feel like no one's there - because I only have eyes for you
James sat there on the bed tears freely falling from his eyes; he was going to make up with lily. He loved her and it didn't matter about all the other stuff and long as he loved her.
James had sat on Lily bad longer than he had thought just looking at the bit of parchment around him. He was dragged back in to his own thought when he heard the bed room door open. James looked up to see Lily standing there.
"James ..."
James got up from the bed and took three steps towards her, and took her face in his hands he looked into her eyes and kissed her deeply. When he came up for air he rested his forehead on Lily's forehead
"I Love you lily and I'm sorry for everything" with that he kissed her again.
o.O.o
1 yeah later
James Potter was sitting at his desk at work trying to figure out what to have for lunch, when a brown barn owl flew through the window. He looked at the envelope and saw his name in small neat writing, it was from Lily. He smiled at it loved it when his wife sent him letters. 'His wife' he loved the way it sounded, they got married just under a 6 months and he loved it. He tore opened the letter and pulled a small piece of parchment. In confusion he looked at it
James
Now the world looks like it dose early in the morning, I can see again – because you came back to me, and told me you loved me.
I love you James
Lily p x
James let out a small laugh and aerated home where he found his beautiful wife making lunch for herself. Held her from behind kissing her hair, "I love you to baby" picking her up James carried her out of the kitchen and up the small stairs...
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